Novel & Cerita I Want To Be Single Forever

Desire like never before is clouding my mind. I want this man. I need this man. Forever! All of him. Forever!

I said nothing, thinking he meant nothing by it, but what if I'm wrong? Felix leans his cheek against his palm. "You're not seeing anyone, right?" A pang of discomfort hits me. "Uh... Not really?" His expression turns wolfish. "So you're single?" "Yeah." I shudder at his smile. "But that doesn't mean I want to date anyone. I'm happy being single." Felix snorts. "Lies." I lift an eyebrow. "Excuse me?" "You would be much happier with me because, let's face it: every woman wants me to be their boyfriend."

I don't have to find my soulmate at nineteen. But I want to. I want to marry young. I even think that I want to have kids. I don't want to be alone through what is suppose to be the greatest years of my life. I don't want a string of non-important boyfriends either. I want one person to share it with me.

And what I want. I want a life for MYSELF. A selfish life, an easy-going life. Parties, drugs, women, money, power... it'll be empty, but so fun. Fulfilling in its own way. Self-indulgent in the loneliness aspect I've always wanted. I'll have one night stands but nobody will ever get close enough to demand things from me, to expect shit from me, to force me to do shit I don't want. I'd be able to life only for me. Me, myself and I. My dream.

After she finished speaking, she got up and sat down beside Carina, with a rare serious face: "Carina, not all the men are the same in this world. Could it be that for a trash like Reid, you intend to never get married again? This is wrong. " Carina lips pursed: "I never thought that I would be single in my life. I would fall in love and get married, but I may not be that hasty anymore. Alright, if I suffer another loss from a man, then my entire life ... I'm afraid I'm going to end up lonely and old.

“I would never understand how a beautiful woman like you can stay single for this long amount if time. How do you do it?” She grabs a glass of champagne from a passing waiter and took a sip, shrugging. “It's easy. I want an Hallmark movie type of love, you know? Nothing short of the perfect Cinderella moment. A man that'll come along and sweep me off my feet. Literally. So, until then, it's just me, myself and I.”

‘I get the feeling…that you’re not interested in reliving the experience? His words send a shot of lust through me. Low and hard and I suck in a breath. I shake my head, not trusting myself to answer. But I have to. I have to set some clear boundaries with this man. This gorgeous, demi-god of a green-eyed man. ‘No,’ I find the words, pleased with my delivery. I’ve had years of practice at shutting men down. I’m not single because I’ve not had offers, and men don’t want to date me. I’m single because I don’t want to be with anyone. I have my boys, and they’re my life. I’m not going to risk breaking my heart again. Not for anyone.

“It’s too much work.” “Good sex with a good man isn’t exactly work,” she retorted. “It isn’t just sex. It is far more complicated than that. I just can’t see me checking in with someone or planning my life around what someone else wants or needs. I have been alone most of my life. I’m used to doing what I want, when I want. I wouldn’t make a good girlfriend. I’m too independent. I’m stuck in my ways. I like to sleep in and go to bed early. I’m not exactly a party person. I think I’m really just one of those people who is meant to be a forever bachelorette.”

Physical pain gets cured with time but the pain of a broken heart doesn't get cured easily. My family asked me about marriage and I told them that I don't want to get married. It will be better that I will stay single. I wanted to marry only one person and now that person doesn't want anything. I don't want to get married. Now I need a break from all this so I want to go to London for my masters.

"I love you too," I whispered. "But that's exactly why I have to go alone. So you can live. So you can have the future we should have had together. So you can love someone else someday and be happy." "I don't want someone else. I want you." "I know." Tears streamed down my face. "But this is bigger than us. This is about saving everyone. All eleven realities. Billions of people who want love just like we do. Don't you see? That's why I have to go. So others can have what we can't."