Romans & histoires Sorry I Didn't Kiss You

Damn my body’s craving for him! “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to upset you. I thought it was cute the way you patted your lips like you did. But I never would have done it if I had known it would hurt your feelings. I’m sorry. And no, you are a magnificent kisser. Best kiss I’ve ever had.” He says with sincerity.

I dipped my head lower to kiss her. I was so close, our lips were one head dip apart and... She turned her face away. A wave of hurt washed through me. "I'm s-sorry." She shook her head. "I can't do this yet. I need time to think." I gulped. I almost messed it up. I shouldn't have tried to kiss her yet. What exactly had I even done to earn that right yet? What if she doesn't want me anymore? Dread consumed me.

“This is not how you kiss Sweetheart.” …

“You are embarrassing me now.” “Good,” I said, yanking my hand away and walking across the room to the far wall, my arms crossed. I was stewing in rage. The silence between us was suffocating but I didn't care. And then, “I’m sorry,” he said quietly. I didn’t respond. I stared at the wall. “I didn’t plan for that kiss. I didn’t even know she was coming. "I hadn’t seen her since…” he paused. “Since the day you lost the baby.”

“Ready?” She gave a small nod, still not saying anything. She walked toward the car, and I followed. The drive was quiet for a while. I gripped the wheel, not sure what to say. The city lights passed us by, her face occasionally lit by the passing glow. She stared out the window, and I hated how much I couldn’t read her expression. I finally cleared my throat. “I’m sorry,” I said. She turned her head slowly. “For what?” “The kiss,” I admitted, eyes still on the road. “It was out of line. I shouldn’t have done it in front of him. It wasn’t fair to you.”

“Then, just think I’m crazy.” Then, she quietly said sorry. She had said sorry a lot tonight. I never got that before. I wiped my mouth. “Saying sorry won’t change anything.” Jade smiled like a little troublemaker. “Then, I’ll stay with you and make it up.” I felt gross and did not say anything more. I quickly walked away. I wanted to get far from her. I walked faster, afraid she would catch me again. Jade called after me, “See you later.”

“I was busy before you barged in.” “You can take a break,” he teased, leaning closer. “No.” “Yes.” “No.” “Yes.” “Yes.” My eyes widened. “Wait, no. You tricked me!” He laughed, the sound I’d missed all week. Then his expression softened. “I’m sorry I’ve been distant.” I reached out, pressed a finger to his lips before he could say more. “Don’t. I understand.” And then I kissed him, because mourning doesn’t need apologies. It’s human, and I understand.

Before he could protest Stephen held his hand up for him to stay quiet. "I am sorry, not because I didn't like the kiss or because I didn’t want to kiss you. It was awesome. The best ever. I am sorry if I made you uncomfortable. And I am sorry I kissed you without consent. It was the demand of the moment. I need to show that you do belong to me.

She rushed out. “Listen to yourself, you not even making sense, you shared a dream that you fucked in and that makes it real. Where the sparks full on and electrify, was it passionate and you didn’t want it to end, you know what I don’t fucking care, I am sorry I kissed you it will never happen again.” I growled

I said angry that he is making it seem irrelevant to talk about her and what I feel. He stood there looking at me for some time then moved closer. He wrapped his arm around me and kissed my forehead. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to make seem like I don't want to hear you out. And she is not my lover, you are." He gave me a kiss on the lips and I immediately pushed him away. I knew that with him kissing me I would melt in his arms and not tell him my thoughts.