Faking it with Beck Ryder
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"Excellent work. That's exactly the kind of raw emotion we needed."
But I wasn't listening to her anymore.
I was thinking about the way Beck's hands had clenched. The way his voice had cracked. The way he'd said he couldn't tell me the truth, not that he wouldn't.
And I was thinking about how little I actually knew about what happened that night.
How little I'd ever bothered to ask.
"Okay, we're rolling in three, two—"
The camera light blinked red, and suddenly I was supposed to be happy.
Beck sat across from me at a table in the student center, and we were filming the first official episode of "Behind the Ice." Marcus had choreographed this down to the second. We were supposed to laugh. Sha