Captain Fiancé Cheated With His First Officer, I Left
Ethan Carter is an international captain for Delta Air Lines. I'd been engaged to him for five years.
In those five years,the only time I ever asked him to indulge me was when I sent him a photo of my mother's flight journal. That journal recorded the route she'd flown on her last trip: Boston to Paris. Her health was already failing by then. I wanted Ethan to mark that route for me, and paste it on the last page of the memorial album.
He just replied, "I've got a transatlantic flight tomorrow. Flight safety isn't for humoring people."
Last week Ethan came home on leave, and while I was sorting his luggage, I found a waterproof document pouch tucked in a lining. Inside was a full set of simulator debrief materials. A name was written on the cover: Claire Bennett.
A young first officer at Delta, the rookie Ethan had personally mentored these past two years as she pushed for her international route certification.
I opened to the first page. From takeoff roll to stall recovery to approach deviation, every page carried Ethan's handwritten notes. Red circles, blue underlines, black annotations, the handwriting crisp, just like the man himself.
A private recommendation letter was tucked into the pouch. He wrote that Claire had "steady judgment, an exceptional capacity to learn, and the potential to join a transatlantic flight crew." Every word was restrained, and every word was precise.
The most recent file had been modified last Valentine's Day.
That day I'd booked a restaurant. Ethan said he was prepping for a flight and couldn't have dinner with me.
I didn't cry. I didn't ask. I picked up my phone and booked a one-way ticket to Seattle.
Seattle's air medical transport program was hiring a lead physician. I used to think the future between Ethan and me was something I had to wait for: wait for him to fly less, wait for him to be less busy, wait for him to finally have a spare moment to glance at my journal. I didn't want to wait anymore.