To live before dying
“You are not the kind of woman who does this. You are careful. You help people, you don’t… you don’t devour them in their bedrooms.”
A traitorous voice, soft and dark whispered: 'But it felt like being alive for the first time.'
I shook my head violently, as if to dislodge the thought. “No. It felt like a mistake. A dangerous, beautiful, catastrophic mistake.”
I turned on the tap, splashing cold water on my face. The shock was bracing. I patted my skin dry with a rough towel, scrubbing a little too hard at the mark on my neck, though it didn’t fade. I couldn’t scrub away the memory.
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