Walking Into a Solitary Future
On the train to college registration, my heart gave a sharp, agonizing flutter.
I leaned over the bunk and tapped the frame below me. "Mom, Dad, my heart hurts. Can you ask Julian to grab my medicine?"
Thunder flashed outside, illuminating the compartment.
The five other bunks were empty.
I had been forgotten again.
Ever since my younger sister, Lily Hayes, fell ill last year, I became an afterthought.
“She needs all our attention,” they told me. “Stop competing for love.”
So I ate alone, studied alone, and learned to keep my quiet during my worst heart episodes.
Then came the next excuse, my grades were too good. Seeing my success would stress Lily to the point of breakdown.
So