Romans & histoires The Moment I Knew Lyrics

He lost his grip on the urn, and it fell to the ground. I hit my breaking point instantly. My heart jolted as I shrieked in despair. "No!" My legs immediately gave way beneath me. I slumped to the floor and crawled toward the fallen urn and its contents. Tears rolled down my cheeks onto Dad's ashes. "Dad, I'm sorry! I'm really sorry! I shouldn't have brought you here!" Next to me, Caleb tensed up. He kept looking back and forth between me and Belinda.

And in that moment… I knew. This was only the beginning.

Soft low music plays as we make our way up the isle; Kol behind me with his parents and up to the alter we go. We reach the alter all too soon, and I find myself singing along to the soft song as I fiddle with my cuff links. "I wish I could keep you all of my life The way that I feel for you inside This is my moment This is my perfect moment with you This is my moment This is my perfect moment With you, with you.." How true are those lyrics? This is the moment; my moment; our moment. Kat, Kol and I forever. God I sound gay!

Because in that moment, surrounded by love, cheers, and the people who mattered most, I knew I already was. THE END

I know you want me I made it obvious that I want you too So put it on me Let's remove the space between me and you Now rock your body Damn I like the way that you move So give it to me 'Cause I already know What you wanna do And here's the situation Been to every nation Nobody's ever made me feel the way that you do You know my motivation Given my reputation Please excuse me I don't mean to be rude But tonight I'm loving you Ohh you know That tonight I'm loving you Ohh you know That tonight I'm loving you Ohh you know That tonight I'm loving you Ohh you know That tonight I'm loving you You're so damn pretty

His eyes met mine, and he gave me a thumbs-up, mouthing, “You’ve got this, Mom.” That single moment of reassurance snapped me back to myself. I smiled at him, took another breath, and let the music flow through me. As I sang, the fear and doubts melted away. For those few minutes, it was just me, my voice, and the song that had brought me here.

I knew you Your heartbeat on the High Line Once in 20 lifetimes, I And when I felt like I was an old cardigan Under someone's bed You put me on and said I was your favorite To kiss in cars and downtown bars Was all we needed You drew stars around my scars But now I'm bleedin' 'Cause I knew you Steppin' on the last train Marked me like a bloodstain, I I knew you Tried to change the ending Peter losing Wendy, I I knew you Leavin' like a father Running like water, I And when you are young, they assume you know nothing But I knew you'd linger like a tattoo kiss I knew you'd haunt all of my what-ifs The smell of smoke would hang around this long 'Cause I knew everything when I was young I knew I'

"You need to change the gender. And then, here. You will start here." My frown deepen. Why does this lyrics have to suck me up? I clear my throat and start hitting the tiles. "Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name It all just sounds like ooh, ooh, ooh, hoo Mm, too young, too dumb to realize That I should have bought you flowers And held your hand Should have gave you all my hours When I had the chance Take you to every party 'cause all you wanted to do was dance~"

I will survive. And somewhere deep inside, I knew danger was close

In perfect unison. And I knew, We were out of time.