Until I Wrote Him
I built my world on control, yet here I am, sitting beside the one person who dismantles it without even trying.
She shifts slightly, crossing her legs, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.
The movement is small, but it pulls something in me taut, that dangerous thread that wants to reach out, to touch, to understand.
But understanding her means exposing myself. And I’ve spent years perfecting the art of silence.
So I don’t speak. I let the distance grow.
There’s a hollow kind of intimacy in shared silence.
It feels like standing at the edge of something vast, an ocean, a memory, a truth too heavy to touch.