Let Me Sleep, or I'll Never Wake
"How dare you do such horrible things behind my back? Trying to act all tough like the thugs out on the street, are you? Why can't you just behave yourself for once?"
He then slapped me in the face and confiscated my phone from me. And from then on, I lost even the privilege to set an alarm to wake myself up if I really passed out.
The only thing I could do was continue stabbing myself again and again, harder, deeper, and many, many more times, just so that I could stay awake.
However, I still didn't blame Dad for it even after my death.
I knew that it must have been hard for him to raise two sons on his own, and I also knew that he was always very stressed out because of work.