When I Breathe In My Heart Hurts の小説・ストーリー

I pulled down my bloyse and fed him. He drifted off fast, his tiny hand clutching my shirt. I smiled faintly, brushing my fingers through his soft curls. The maid was right fresh air did help. But then, a sharp pain pierced my chest. I gasped, clutching at my heart. It felt like something had cracked open inside me— My breath hitched, and I leaned against the bedframe, eyes squeezed shut. For a second, I thought it might pass, but it only grew worse. Quickly, I dropped my baby taking deep breaths to steady myself when my vision blurred.

Pedro Hernandez I have trouble breathing. I feel like my breath is stuck in my throat, scratching the walls with a sharp object, like a knife. I try to take in more air, but it's impossible, I'm suffocating. I can't speak, or I scream, even though I really want to, so that everyone - even across the ocean - can hear my despair. I'm heartbroken. I want to punch something, break something, but I wouldn't do it in a hospital, or I think I'd face charges for destroying public property.

He reminds me once more of the tears I forgot about on my birthday. “How rude of you! How are you capable?” When I yelled, he lifted his brows in challenge. “What? You find my present offensive?” Once more, entire thoughts were blocked. He hurt me so much. What shall I do at this time? My heart is burning inside. My father is now exerting pressure on a heavyweight of a promise. My airway is closed. What will now happen to me? I try to rub my chest with my hand, but I can’t. As I noticed a broken image on the nameplate, my breathing stopped.

He still cares for me even though all I did was hurt him and even though I cheated on him. The heaviness in my heart suddenly feels unbearable. I feel like I am running out of breath. I can’t clearly see because of the tears that block my eyesight. My heart tightened. I put my hand on the top of my left chest. I tried to calm myself down by inhaling and exhaling slowly but I can’t… My heart hurts even more and I feel like… I slowly closed my eyes when I couldn’t take it anymore. I welcomed darkness once again.

Holding the wheels, it took too much from me not to glimpse at him. I didn’t. I kept blinking, started my car, and drove away. Why can’t I breathe right now? Why does it feel like my chest is closing in on itself? Why does it hurt so damn much? ****

Neal sounded pissed. Suddenly, I feel this sharp pain inside my heart which causes me to drop my glass of alcohol as I clenched my right hand over my left chest where my heart was. I groan as I lowered my head and my friends were quick to notice it. “Harry?” America calls out. “Are you alright?” I nodded and smiled even though the pain was growing and hurting a lot. “I… I am fine.” It was really hurting and I begin to feel my breathing changing. I feel something heavy inside my chest that us causing me to have a hard time breathing normally.

I snapped, Ace stood there frozen as I pushed him aside and headed back inside the room. My body is in pain. My heart is in pain. Why is it suddenly so hard to inhale air and breathe out the toxicity inside my body? Flickering the lampshade open, I hurriedly chugged down the pain relievers Kelly had left for me. There is this burning sensation in my chest, it’s as if my rib cage is contracting together, preventing my lungs from functioning properly. Taking two pills again as if it would help me, I felt rough hands pull my wrist as I was about to swallow the pills.

Maybe I would have found Micha. I hadn’t realised that I was hyperventilating until Alyse pulled me back to reality. I was standing between her and Hina with my hands on either side of my face. Breathing was nearly impossible, I felt like my lungs had completely closed over. The pain in my chest was astounding. It felt like my heart was being torn from my chest and my lungs were dipped in Aconite. “Shh now, calm down Nae. You need to breathe” Alyse was calling to me, her hands rubbing in circles on my chest.

Maybe I would have found Micha. I hadn’t realised that I was hyperventilating until Alyse pulled me back to reality. I was standing between her and Hina with my hands on either side of my face. Breathing was near on impossible, I felt like my lungs had completely closed over. The pain in my chest was astounding. It felt like my heart was being torn from my chest and my lungs were dipped in aconite. “Shh now, clam down Nae. You need to breathe” Alyse was calling to me, her hands rubbing in circles on my chest.

It wasn't like I got hurt inside my chest or pulled a muscle. This felt wrong. My breathing got uneven immediately and I tried to sit up, pressing my palm harder against my chest like that would somehow stop it. "What is this..." I muttered, my voice shaky. The pain didn't go away. It got worse. My heart started beating fast, too fast, like it was trying to run out of my chest. I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to focus, trying to breathe properly, but the moment I did that, I saw her. Carian.