When I Breathe In My Heart Hurts นิยาย & เรื่องราว

The sharp breath intake caused pain to sear through my chest. I just needed to hang in there for some more time. Alex would soon rescue me. I clenched my teeth and tried to focus on taking calm constant breaths but the pressure on my throat was increasing constantly. Just when I felt that my lungs would burst I felt the pressure on my throat release. I gasped trying to draw in some bady needed air. The next moment, I felt my head hit the ground.

Defeat hung heavy in the air, a bitter taste on my tongue. The ache in my chest intensified, a physical manifestation of the emotional turmoil within. "Why does it hurt so much?" I muttered to myself, my voice barely audible over the symphony of nature. The world around me continued its steady rhythm, oblivious to the storm raging within my soul. I took a deep breath, the forest air cool against my skin. My heart clenched like someone is trying to steal my breath from me, like someone is trying to claw out my life from me. Why the fuck does it all hurt so much?

CRYSTAL My whole body feels numb save for the side of my cheek that stings and rings in my veins, a subtle reminder of the product of his anger. Why do I have to go through this? It stings… it stings so bad and it hurts… my chest hurts and feels so heavy luke the weight of my anger rising from deep within is pressing hard against my heart. It's getting harder to breathe. The whole house is suffocating and I can barely breathe in and out without using my mouth.

Make this stop, please “LOOK AT ME” When I felt his voice and presence right in front of me, I opened my eyes with a gasp. In a state of shock, I thrash back. The pain and fear were rising within me, and it appears that they had reached a point where they could not be reversed. As I try to think of a way to ease the pain, my breathing pattern becomes labored. The green-eyed man's grip on my heart tightened even more as if he was crushing it in his hands. I need something to relieve the immense pain in my heart.

My breathing comes out harsh, the quick breaths fanning strands of my hair from my face. Can things get any worse? I bring my knees to my stomach, the pain shooting in my side so unbearable.

“Please be calm, you’ll only hurt yourself if you panic.” I take her words, and attempt to get my mind to stop its panicking. Once it does, I keep my lips pressed in a thin line. I don’t get what she meant by hold in your breath. Whether you hold your breath or not, it doesn’t stop the heart from working. In fact, it makes the organ work even harder. Instead, I kept my inhales to a minimum. Taking smaller breaths in, and longer ones out. It still hurts. There wasn’t a difference in the pain. I hope it ends soon. What happened to me? Why am I like this? The last thing I remember was going to bed, excited for the first day of high school. That should be today. Oh no, did the house collapse on

I felt as if there was a going pain in my chest that cannot go away. “Why do you have to make me feel special… or important… or even the only thing you care about? Why do you have to trick me into thinking that you love me and you don’t need anything else but me? You are making me feel like I am finally seen when the truth is, you don’t even feel that way.” I was badly hurt that the words were slipping out of my tongue by themselves. “Tell me, Tyrone…” I had to whisper whilst my nose was being blocked. I am having trouble breathing, and there is nothing else I could do now.

Everything. My chest heaves. My sobs are broken; feral sounds tear out of me, ripping me into pieces in the process. My chest feels like it’s in a vise, making it hard to breathe. My heart feels like it’s cracked wide open, the raw bloody flesh fighting to keep me alive. She holds me without a word, gently rubbing circles into my back. “Let it all out,” she whispers, her voice trembling too.

The pain in my chest increased every time I breathed, it felt like my rib cage was caving in on my lungs. I tried counting the seconds but I don't know. All I can tell you is that the air was getting thinner and the oxygen was harder to take. I tried pushing it out of my lungs but it didn't seem to work. I sucked in my breath and released it again, being a little calm after a while. I sighed in relief that my breathing was back to normal. The door opened and I stilled when the intruders walked in. They stopped in front of me, "So, you're awake," They said in an emotionless tone.

My chest was hurting badly and I could feel my heartbeat beat louder and louder. I swam harder and desperately needed air.I kicked, and tried to get to the surface.Everything started to hurt and my chest felt like someone stabbed me. Then, with my last strength, I kicked my legs once more. My body didn't hurt anymore, it felt like I was not going to make it and I knew it because I am suddenly all calm now.I thought about Scarlett, about my mother and then about Nina which made me smile before everything went black around my heavily soaked body.