Novel & Cerita Ámame Otra Vez

[Oh my heart you're very innocent/naive] Aate hein kaise aankhon mein aansoo [How do eyes get tears (of sorrow)] Kya tujhko maloom hein... [Do you even know that?] Apni khabhi tu kasme na khana.... [Don't ever swear on yourself] Duniya ki rashmo ko tu nibhana.... [Always abide by the rules and rituals set by this world] Pachtayega tu warna dil sambhal jaa zara... [Otherwise you'll suffer so much, beware of that] Ae dil na kar tu chahte... [Oh my heart never ever fall in love]

ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ, ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴍʏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴀɴ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ɪ ᴄᴀʟʟ ɪᴛ ʜᴏᴍᴇ ʟᴇᴍᴍᴇ ʀᴇᴘᴇᴀᴛ ᴀ ᴛʜᴏᴜsᴀɴᴅ ᴛɪᴍᴇs

The silver light around the doorway flickered. Another memory unlocked. Ama was kneeling beside the Sea. A tiny world floated just above the silver water. The little girl stood within it, looking up at her. “What happens now?” the child asked. Ama smiled warmly. “Now you grow up.” “And then?” “You laugh.” “And then?” “You fall in love.” The child giggled. “And then?” Ama hesitated. Then she answered with complete certainty. “And then someone remembers you.” The memory shattered. Ama covered her mouth as tears spilled down her cheeks.

( I miss you ) (I want you to sleep beside me) (I miss you, let's meet and playing horse ride again) (My bed is empty without you!) (How much soap should I finish? I'm suffering) (Have my seeds sprouted yet? If not, let's scatter again! I don't mind) "What a perverted man! Oh- how could I have thought at ease if he bothered me every day with these damn cards!" "And what is this? I told you I don't like flowers, he thought I was a grave, every day sent this many flowers. Oh- my gosh!" Amanda is a monologue.

"Y o u... a r e... l i k e... y o u r.. m o t h e r... a n d... I... a m... i n d e e d... l i k e... m y... m o t h e r. Y o u... a r e .. w a i t i n g... f o r... h i m...b u t... h e.. w i l l... s i t .. i n... m y... f e e t... a n d.. l i c k... t h e m... i f... I... j u s t... g a v e.. h i m... a... h i n t." Sadie calmly told her and Amara made fists to control her anger.

I felt the heat on my eyes as it changes its color into a scarlet red. "Lend me your ears mortal! No one dared to refuse me! I can get all the men I want as many as I please but I am here stuck with a weak creature!" I hissed at him. He will pay for this kind of mockery! I am Vreihya Amely Zecillion and I will never let a foul mouthed human to belittle me!

Mum calling… I sighed heavily. “Mummy again?” I already knew how the conversation would go. “Amara, I had another dream about you.” “Amara, please be prayerful.” “Something doesn’t feel right.” “I don’t have peace in my spirit.” I rolled my eyes. “Everything is always one revelation or another.”

“And I'd like it to stay that way.” He looks at me through darkened eyes, as if he's trying to decide whether he wants to believe me. “I'll return tomorrow, and every day after that, until you have something to tell me that's worth my time.” Amar says through gritted teeth as he reaches for the door. “Wait!” As he turns around to face me. I get on my knees and recite my lines once again. “My name is YINA, and I am here for your pleasure.” I bow my head.

Now if only I could find the will to live with my newly found independence or whatever it was. Later that night, Amelia my wolf was restless inside of me. She roared of frustration and anger, snarling her teeth threateningly while making me scratch frantically at the walls and floor of my room. My heart was pounding in my chest and I felt nauseous, but still I refused to release her from my body. I had to know what she was sensing, I had to know if the pain of separation hurt her again. But it wasn't. I knew better than that because she kept saying the word “Mate”

Something deeper. Something bigger. The sky above cracks again. Not wide. Not open. But enough. A thin line. Silver. Alive. My breath catches. No. I was trying to close it. Not open it. The figure smiles. And this time, I understand why. Because I did not seal the door. I just knocked on it again. And something on the other side… is answering.