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“I have Alpha blood, Amara. I would have my own consorts, right?” Something disgusting crawls inside of me that had me blinking rapidly. It wasn’t quick like something that just passes, it wasn’t a fleeting emotion. It was big, and heavy, and whatever it was made me feel angry. I wasn’t stupid, I knew it was jealousy. Only jealousy would make you feel angry and insecure at the same time. It was one of those things that you couldn’t control but at the same time is one of those things that you can hide for so long until it eats you whole.

A strange, foreign feeling. Jealousy.

Both Lillian and Shane closed their eyes when they heard, the word ‘grandma’ tugged on their heartstrings, if only she had wanted to be that grandma, if only… Shane heaved another sigh, he was reminded of another reason to hate her for what she almost did to his child, how she had wanted to wipe her away from the face of the earth. But all it took was for him to look at her picture on that stone and for all the rising hatred to sweep away. Guilt took place in its stead and he found himself at lost once again. “Come child, let’s go in, it’s going to rain soon and you need to be inside before it does,” Edna said, taking Shana’s hand in hers. Before they left, she looked at Lillian and sent her

Lusty men, alcohols, their dirty stares and touches on my body. “I gotta say, Vikram, you own mouthwatering things that I bet, must be good in taste too,” An old man said, flashing me a filthy wink. Did he use those words for me? I looked away, pretending like I never heard him. In my sight, I saw my boss' ice-cold face was now burning like fire hell.

" Everyone kept quiet and Beatrice look bored from the whole thing. Alex held an apologetic look and I suddenly felt stupid for wasting my precious time to impress this horrible woman only to be embarrassed in front of everyone. Everyone has their gaze on me. Everyone! She was yelling so loud at Alex that it got everyone's attention. I tried to walk away as calm as I can but the shame wouldn't let me. I can't cry, not right here, not right now. I stand still as I glare back at the woman standing right in front of me with pure hatred. "What are you staring at whore?" "Listen, woman, just because you are rich and all doesn't give you the right to talk down on anyone."

I inform and hurrily walk out, jealousy is a very bad look for me. *****************

“ It’s very possible, just hard to attain, “ he huskily said. I could tell from the tone of his voice his mood had gone down. I wonder if it had anything to do with his mother. He slammed the cooler shut and walked away. “ Next time slam it a little harder, “ JJ shouted. Why couldn’t he just shut up sometimes? One day, he was going to say that to the wrong person and get killed. “ So, who do you think would win in a fight? Katherine or Ethan? “ Maya said brushing her ass against JJ’s pants. JJ carefully shooed her away and she sat and pouted on the cooler. “ Ethan, have you seen his muscles? “ Mabel swooned. I had the urge to beat the shit out of her for betraying me. How could everyone thin

" I felt the floor drop beneath me, shock going through my body. My once vibrant smile faltered, my initial expression shifting from excitement and anticipation to utter disappointment. It was too good to be true. Why do I always allow myself to be disappointed? In that moment, a mix of emotions surged through me. I could help but feel jealous and resentment towards Scarlet. I cursed myself for letting my imagination run wild. For daring to hope that Jace had chosen a dress for me. In the depth of my mind, a small voice whispered hateful words towards Scarlet. That bitch, why does she always get what she wants. I am the one who has been in Jace's wife the longest. She just comes in and takes

I retorted bluntly I thought, “I am not jealous. I just don’t like this angelic bitch. That woman show what she wants on her face, but she tried too hard to pretend to be pure. I don’t have to show much respect this kind of person.”