Hanna
He’s matured since the last time I saw him. Legs like lumber strain against washed out jeans as he walks down the steps of the porch and stalks over to us in confident steps. His navy shirt stretches across his broad chest, a pair of shades clipped on the collared neck.
A strange yet pleasant sensation stirs under my skin like when we first knew our fate. His narrow gaze consumes my entirety within seconds, and the very pattern of his breathing becomes audible to me. Deep. Measured. This highly invasive yet welcome reaction starts without warning, tuning in all of my senses to pay attention to his presence.
I’d be overjoyed right now had we been like any other fated couple. Given the bittersweet history between us though, we shouldn’t have been a pair from the start. The memory of his cold rejection flips a switch in my brain, and I find myself suppressing the surging waves of emotions welling up within my chest.
“It’s been five years,” he says with those soft pink lips that have known every inch of my skin. His deep voice sounds like heaven, and it was the same that sent me to the bowels of hell. “You look—”
He clears his throat briefly. “—well.”
The scent of lavender and musk embraces me like a cloud, making the sensations erratically scatter. All over my stomach. All over my skin.
I manage to reply in a form of a whisper. “Yeah.”
One word, and no more. Nothing to elaborate. Nothing to give back.
Five years apart and that’s all he had to say to me … as expected. Then and now, we’re nothing more than leader and subordinate.
I dare raise my eyes to meet his, and my knees almost give out on the spot. They’re exactly like how I remember them—the same clear, vivid green like the evergreen trees that surround the entire territory. I have gazed into those eyes as he took the gift a hopeless fool of a woman saves for her fated. Softly they looked at me then like I was the most precious being they’ve ever beholden. And like the fool that I was, I believed it would always be that way.
How reality disappoints. It took him one night to change his mind. He loved me the whole night only to stare me down with disgust on the morning that followed.
“But you’re back,” he adds, a hint of disbelief in his voice.
“Temporarily,” I say sternly. “I missed my dad.”
His beautiful jaw tightens.
That ticks me off a little.
What did he expect? That I’d come running back to him when he’s clearly been living well while I burned in hell?
Dean steps in beside me and wounds his arm around my waist. “You must be Alpha Logan.”
Logan stares at his arm. His eyes narrow. Following Dean’s lead, I place my arm around his waist and smile up at him, doing my best to give him a happy one despite the mixed emotions squeezing my heart.
Dean meets my gaze with a mischievous smile. The only person who knows my story and the pain I’ve been through is once again placing himself in a position to protect me.
“It’s an honor to meet you. I’m Dean Chanler from the Blackwood Pack.”
“Chanler?” Logan asks.
“My dad’s the Beta of the pack. I’m the second son. You must’ve met him occasionally.”
“On occasions,” he replies before returning his gaze to me. “Which reminds me … there was a rumor of a ranked wolf defecting from the pack six years ago. Last I heard, they lifted his ban. You wouldn’t happen to know if that were true, would you?”
My hand clutches Dean’s side. More than anything, he hated talking about his family. Even I don’t know the entire story since he refused to talk about it.
Our situations weren’t that far apart—we left our packs on our own accord under different circumstances. Together, as rogues in a melting pot of supernatural creatures, we supported each other in order to survive.
Dean merely smiles more and rubs my side. “Rumors don’t reach the city, Alpha. You mustn’t be aware because you’ve never lived there.”
Leaning towards me, he adds, “My fiancé wanted to keep our engagement a surprise, but since you’re here, it’d be an honor if you could at least grace our farewell party. It’s a small get-together before we return for the official wedding.”
As if to prove his case, he places a quick kiss on my forehead.
My eyes widen in surprise. I know we’re just acting and this is most definitely an impromptu, but isn’t an engagement too much?
A thought then crosses my mind. A rash and risky thought, but one that can resolve one of the biggest pains in my life.
Since I’m here, I might as well get Logan’s rejection in order to be freed from him. I’d be lying if I said I never thought of how to break our bond. It scared me to confront him—scared of what he might demand. But in this moment, like a blessing in disguise, Dean has shown me a way out.
I giggle as I reach for Dean’s collar and pull him down so I can kiss his cheek.
“Cheeky,” I tease, to which he chuckles.
My dad clears his throat, looking a little conflicted at what’s happening.
Sorry, dad. I swear I’ll explain later.
I turn to address my so-called mate again, this time with my head resting on Dean’s firm chest and my arms wrapped around his side. “We wanted to share the news to dad together. But it’s nice to see you again, Alpha.”
Logan doesn’t say a word immediately. It’s a little awkward because he’s still staring at me, but Dean is fully enjoying himself by running his fingers through my hair, gently untangling where knots have formed.
Meanwhile, in this thickening tension, I’m racking my brains on how to get him to leave. Then an all too chirpy voice joins the conversation.
--CC_GN--
Hanna“Alpha …” Ivan stops himself from saying more, his brows furrowed and lips tightly pressed together.I turn around to face Logan, who’s leaning on the wall, his arms crossed.“What did you say?”“You heard me, sweetheart.”“Don’t call me that.”“I’ll think of something else then.” He pushes himself upright, then extends an arm. “You hungry? How does brunch sound?”To say I’m appalled is an understatement. My dad is right over here, probably dying, and he’s asking me out to eat? He’s really asking to be punched.“Excuse me?”“You are excused. Therefore, can we go now?”“Alpha, please don’t do this,” Ivan interjects, a deep frown on his face and a look of disapproval in his hazel eyes.“If we’re playing this game o
HannaIt’s as if years have been shaved off of my life by the time we reach the hospital. Logan kept quiet the entire time while I tried my best to look at anything but him. He’s wearing a black shirt now, something he just had lying in the backseat apparently.He drops me off near the entrance then proceeds into the underground parking lot. It seems the building has been renovated. This main building used to only have three floors, but it now looks taller with its additional floors and more modern with all the additional embellishments like large screens, hallway signs, and curved monitors.I figure Logan will take the elevator from there so I go ahead and inquire at the nurse station for my dad’s room number.The nurse has a round face with baby cheeks and round brown eyes. Her black hair has been tied up in a tight bun, and blue scrubs hangs from her frame. She notices my presence and gasps when she glances up from the screen.
HannaOr so I said.I was so confident earlier, but now that I’m standing in front of his office with only this obnoxious pair of heavy double doors separating us, all that confidence shot out my ass.What do I do if he doesn’t accept?Just the thought of having to ask Marigold to help me seal the deal makes me want to puke.Well, it’s now or never.Let’s get this over with.I knock three times before opening the door, and moons, do I wish I waited for a reply. This scene shouldn’t be seen by anyone who wants to keep their breakfast inside their stomachs.Scattered on the floor are documents along with an upside-down laptop partly closed like they were swept off the table without care. Logan’s leaning on a bookshelf with a woman wearing red lacy lingerie on her knees right in front of him. He’s got a fistful of her long blonde hair and his other hand wrapped around her delicate
HannaDad’s left for the doctor at first light, leaving Dean and I alone until my appointment with Logan. Surprised is an understatement to describe how I felt this morning when I found the first floor cleaned spotless, the dining table cleared with a fresh bouquet of roses and a note with my name on it, and the dishes from last night all washed, wiped dry, and returned to their respective drawers.It’s oddly impressive.I didn’t check if the door was locked last night, and I was so sure he’d left. He must’ve returned when we were all fast asleep. Who knew I could sleep through a person cleaning the house in the dead of night?Dad didn’t comment on the gift, though we all knew the sender. He observed Dean a little, who appeared nonchalant about the not-so-secret cleaner and likewise said nothing.Speaking of Dean, he’s pleading with nearly irresistible puppy dog eyes again.“Take me with you. Please? I’ll rub your feet
HannaI turn the lights off before shutting the door.The hallway is empty. As I peek downstairs, I see Dean and Logan silently cleaning the mess. It’s an uncanny sight—two grown men crouching on the floor, one with a handheld broom and dustpan and the other picking up broken pieces with his bare hands. One a distinguished Gamma and the other the Alpha himself, both doing the typical work of lower ranked wolves. I have half a mind to take a picture, but I might get into deeper waters than I’m already in. Besides, Logan might tease me nonstop for it. The thought is annoying enough.I make way down to join them. All these worries on top of a long, tiring day have me exhausted.“This was why I wanted to see you tonight.”I’d like to ask Logan what he meant, but it’ll have to wait for tomorrow.“It’s nice of you to help, but you know you don’t have to. Please leave it to us, Alpha.”Logan looks at me like I’ve grown another head. “Why do you bother? You know my answer.”“This is abuse of a
HannaOur laughter dies down as our attention turns to them. It should be expected that the loudest in the room thoughtlessly speaks first, somehow forgetting that a patient is unconscious upstairs.“Put her down. Right now,” he orders in a loud voice.Ivan lowers me gently the next instant. He raises both hands in the form of a surrender. “What’s up with you? Can’t I greet an old friend?”“No.”My eyes roll from the definite tone of his voice. He’s being quite rude for someone uninvited. “Keep it down, will you? This isn’t your house.”Ivan simply shrugs and points his chin to Dean, who was standing midway through the stairs. “Who’re you? Haven’t seen the likes of you before.”“Nobody important,” Logan answers for him while staring at me with narrowed eyes. “Jason’s upstairs. You should check on him first.”“He’s Dean Chanler from Blackwood.”I ignore Logan’s pointed look in my direction