Without noticing, we arrived home. I unbuckled the seatbelt and followed Kenny into the house. Once inside, he placed his key on the hook beside the door and walked upstairs. I stood in the hallway for a few minutes, lost on what to do. Eventually, I gained the courage to walk upstairs into our bedroom. I heard the shower running in the bathroom. I sigh, taking off my shoes and placing them in the closet. Then I went back into the room and sat down on the bed. Waiting for him to finish.
As soon as he did, he opened the door not minding his nakedness. He made his way to the closet, ignoring me completely, causing my heart to sink. I sat there patiently as I heard him shuffling around. At least, he came out still naked but with clothes in his hands. He made his way to our bed and sat down, still ignoring me. Taking this as an opportunity to apologize, I made my way behind him. Drop of water from his shower still glistened on his dark skin.I reached a hand out to touch his back softly before deciding otherwise. "I'm sorry, I whispered as I sat behind him. He turned around suddenly and gently grabbed my hand."No. I should be the one apologizing." He spoke. "I've been stressed from work and waiting to have a family with you. And I have been an ass about everything." Stunted, I didn't know what to say. I wasn't used to Kenny apologizing to me, as horrible as it sounds. Usually, I was the one saying sorry so there was peace. And I also felt like most of the flights and disagreements we went through were my fault. But this time Kenny said sorry to me. And I foolishly felt hope blooming inside of me."Ok. Uhm. Thank you for apologizing." I leaned in and pecked him on the lips. "I love you" I told him."Mhm," he murmured before he leaned in and captured my lips with his. As our mouths fused together, Kenny tongue darted inside. Eliciting a moan from me. Seeing that our one-shared kiss was becoming heated, I broke it off. "What's wrong?" He asked once I backed away. His eyes are still looking at my lips."We're taking a break, remember?" At my words, our eyes met and Kenny sucked in his teeth before looking away."Right." He deflated and then moved from the bed to our closet. I knew he was disappointed, but I wasn't interested in having sex. When he came out, he was wearing boxers and a T-shirt. He made his way to our bed again and lay down. "Why don't you take a shower and then we can watch a movie?" I guess Kenny must've felt bad earlier if he was willing to compromise. I nodded before making my way to the bathroom. As soon as I went in, I turned on the shower and started removing my dress. As the shower water heated up, I decided to wipe my makeup off and clean my face at the sink. I wasn't wearing a lot, so it didn't take too long. As soon as my face was cleaned, I jumped into the shower.Using rag and soap, I started to watch my body as my thoughts went back to what happened this morning. I was happy Kenny took us out to eat today. I felt good to get out of the house, which we hardly do. Although I was happy at first, Kenny's comment really hurt me and was unnecessary. Even though I apologized to him, I still don't understand why he thought I didn't have his back. I always have his back, but the worker was obviously being silly. Thinking back on the worker. I hope he didn't get into trouble. The look he shared with his brother certainly showed that he will be in trouble. However, I hope my talk with his brother helped him.I don't know why I was thinking too hard about two strangers. Specifically the one who talked to me in the restroom. That sounds weird. Maybe it is because of his kindness towards me or his looks. Taking a moment to be honest with myself, the man was very handsome. He was tall and broad, and his eyes were gorgeous. So, so stunning. A shiver ran down my back as I thought of the man. The way our eyes clashed as we glanced into each other's eyes. Brief, but our stars felt long. As if I didn't want to look away. Maybe I'm just being delusional. I'm married for Christ sake! I've never looked at any other man since I met my husband. So why did that stranger affect me so much?"Feeling the water run cold, I didn't realize I had been in there for so long. I shut the water off, moved the shower curtain, and stepped out. I walked to the sink and grabbed the towel I had laid out earlier and began to dry myself off. Soon enough, I wrapped the towel around me and left the bathroom and went to the closet. There I changed into my pajamas and headed out to see Kenny still laying on the bed, but with the tv on. I walked towards the bed and crawled on, laying right beside him."What're we watching?" I asked him."A western movie. Come here." Without taking his eyes off the screen, he lifted his arm inviting me in. I shuffle closer to him before laying under his arm cuddling. I felt some guilt because of my shower thought earlier. What kind of wife thinks of another man she doesn't even know. But I decided to push that to the back of my mind and focus on the now. Which is me snuggling with my husband.The smell of chemicals wafted through the air as I dipped my paint brush into the pallet. Collecting the acrylic color blue and lifting it to the canvas in front of me. I was fulfilling my promise to Nicolaus and painting in his ultra- lager apartment. Or what rich folks refers to as a penthouse suite. To say I was shocked when I arrived was an understatement.While we drove to his apartment which I've never seen before, he kept saying it was a regular space. But as I looked out the window and saw the buildings go from poor to middle class and finally the rich, I knew he was lying. Then when we arrived it took everything in me not to gape like a fish. His home was enormous for a "simple" apartment. I thought he was living in a mini, but not so mini house. It had everything. Such as his own gym, a large kitchen, a game room, and more. It was its own very bachelorette pad. However it made sense when he told me he was living with his best friend. Who conveniently was out of town.So we
I think Nick could sense something was off with me today. He has constantly been asking me if I was feeling ok, causing me to lie through my teeth and say yes. I knew I should've canceled, and called him earlier to do so. But he begged to see me and there was no way I could say no. And when I arrived at our park meeting, he surprised me with a picnic set up for us. He packed a blanket, pillows, and mini electric fans, along with food and plenty of water.How could a man be so thoughtful and sweet?"So when I saw the sweet gesture, I stuffed down my depression. Smiling and joking with him trying to be light-hearted. Yet, finding myself failing miserably. I wanted to listen to him speak as he talked of his family and homeland. But it was almost as if my brain was rejecting the idea. I would accidentally tune him out, his voice fading from my ears. While I stared into space thinking about my husband and becoming sad. His words from the other night ringing in my ear.You don't deserve to
The sun was shining today through the windows, lighting up the place I called my home. Despite the brightness, it felt dark; gloomy. A few weeks past as the summer began, the weather became hotter each day. It was the perfect time to go outside and enjoy the summer air. Most days I could hear the children outside my window, playing with the sprinklers. Their giggles reached my ears, making me smile.And as their laughter continued until the late afternoon when they were called home, I couldn't help my thoughts. Wondering if I had had a child, would they have as much fun? And when the dreary thought came to my mind, I pushed it away. That was the past. But why couldn't I let it go?It didn't help that, along with my solemn thoughts, Kenny has continued to avoid me. He's even taking extra measures to pretend I didn't exist. And when we lay in bed, he would turn the other way. I tried not to show how hot I was, but often I did find myself leaving the room to go into the bathroom and cry
Sean.I've encountered many women throughout my years as an adult. Some of them were more attractive than the woman I recently met. They had bigger asses, slimmer waist and bigger breasts. But somehow, someway, they don't stand out to me as much as she has. The woman whose name I didn't know, but I wish I did. Just so I could find her and fuck her.She was beautiful with skin just as mine but more smooth. Compared to my rugged self. Her long legs shone as she danced in the tight-ass dress that hugged her body. Sticking to her like a second skin, her breasts heaving with every exhaled. She was fucking sexy.I wanted her but had no way of finding the woman. When she ran off with her friend, I tried to keep up. Pushing my way through the crowd, but when I made it out of the club doors, she disappeared. It was as if she was a ghost. I was a damn military man. How the fuck could I not catch her up?" She was on heels, for Christ sake! And if I did what will I say?"Hey, I followed you outsi
I could hear music from outside the club. The words were not penetrating through the building, but the bass was. Despite the night air, it wasn't cold outside as Wren and I walked in our heels. Towards the doors that have a line and guards posted outside. Soon we reached the post, wren grabbed my hand and had us skipping the line to one of the guards. She spoke to them while the surrounding strangers complained. Some things I forget wren was an outgoing person who knew people. The guard let us in with a nod and we grinned at each other.Instantly, I felt warm air and the strobe lights brightened the dark room. It seemed to be more than a few dozen in the club night, and plenty more that I couldn't count. The place was big with an upstairs area that was for VIPs, lounges on both sides that were closed off unless you paid for them, and a large bar that we were heading to. My heels clacked along the floor as I followed wren. Moving past people who were either drinking or dancing.Once th
"I'm guessing that he took the news well since you're not dead." Wren said as soon a s I answered the phone. I rolled my eyes, continued to wash the dishes as I placed the phone on the counter. Leaving it on a speaker so I could hear her. Kenny was at work, so I wasn't worried about him hearing anything. And if he was, he'd be far away from me. Seeing as he's been avoiding me for the past few weeks."Yes, I am very much alive," I chuckled. "Washing dishes, might I add?" "Oh, how exciting," I heard shuffling on her end. "But I have something far more appealing in mind.Uh oh. Wren was using a devious tone that reeked of trouble! "I'm afraid to ask, she cackled." Clubbing," she said, and Immediately replied no. "Come on Rose! We haven't gone out in forever."Wren, I'm nearing my thirties. What do I look like spending time at a club? "A housewife with an asshat for a husband," she replied flatly, causing me to sigh. "Ugh, please! I want to spend time with my best friend in the whol