Chapter: CHAPTER FIVEEvanthe - POV“I was not supposed to want her.”That was the part I kept coming back to in the days after, the part that sat wrong no matter how I arranged it in my head.I had been clear about what this was. I had drawn the lines myself, plainly and without room for misinterpretation. A transaction. A legal arrangement with a defined endpoint. Nothing that required anything from me beyond basic civility and the patience to see it through.And yet.It had started three weeks after I came home. A Tuesday night, late, the kind of late where the house had gone completely quiet and the only sounds were the ones buildings make when they stop performing for the day.I had come to bed later than usual. The Harmon account had been bleeding problems all week and I had spent four hours on calls untangling damage my uncle’s management had allowed to accumulate.I was tired in a way I hadn’t been since before the coma. The good kind of tired. The kind that comes from using yourself properly, from
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Chapter: CHAPTER FOUREvi - POV“Calista called at eleven on a Friday night,” which meant she already knew something was wrong before I said a word.That was the thing about Calista. She didn’t wait for you to fall apart before she showed up. She had a radar for the quiet kind of pain, the kind people carry without making noise about it, and she had been pointing it at me since we were nineteen years old sharing a flat with broken heating and too many instant noodles.“Talk,” she said when I picked up.“I’m fine.”“Evi.”I sat down on the edge of the bed and looked at the wall. Our bedroom. His and mine, though he had made it very clear in the three weeks since returning home that the word “ours” was a technicality rather than a reality.He slept on his side. I slept on mine. The space between us in that bed every night felt wider than the actual distance.“He called it an arrangement,” I said. “To my face. In the library. Like I was a contractor he was updating on the terms of a project.”Calista was quie
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Chapter: CHAPTER THREEEvanthe - POV“Nobody tells you what it feels like to lose four years.”People talk about comas like they are a long sleep. Like you simply close your eyes on one version of your life and open them on another. Clean. Simple. A gap you fill in with paperwork and phone calls and physiotherapy sessions until everything lines up again.What they don’t tell you is that the world kept moving while you were gone. Decisions were made. Papers were signed. A woman you have never met in your life sat beside your bed for four years and somewhere along the line became your legal wife. And everyone around you treats this like a reasonable thing that simply needed to be explained properly.I was out of the hospital within three weeks.My doctors wanted longer. My mother wanted longer. I overruled both of them because lying in that bed with machines and sympathetic faces was making me feel like a problem to be managed rather than a man with an empire to reclaim.The moment my legs held my weight reli
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Chapter: CHAPTER TWOEvi - POV“I made it to the kitchen before my hands started shaking.”Not badly. Just enough that I had to set the cup down on the counter and press both palms flat against the cold marble and breathe through it. One breath. Two. The kind of controlled breathing Calista had taught me back when we were nineteen and I used to fall apart over things far smaller than this.“He was awake.”After four years, two months, and eleven days — Evanthe Blackwood had opened his eyes and looked straight at me like I was the problem.I don’t know what I expected. I had told myself many times over the years that I had no expectations - that I had made my peace with whatever version of this day eventually arrived. I had rehearsed the practical steps: notify the doctors, contact the family, step back and let the medical team do their work. I had been very organized about it in my head. Very sensible.What I had not been sensible about was the four years that came before it.I came to the Blackwood Estat
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Chapter: CHAPTER ONEEvanthe - POV“Four years of my life were gone,” and the first thing I saw when I came back was a stranger.She was sitting beside my bed like she owned the chair. “Reading,” relaxed, completely unbothered by the fact that the man lying three feet away from her had just returned from the edge of death.She didn’t gasp. Didn’t drop her book. Didn’t call for anyone.She just looked up, found my eyes, and said the two most unremarkable words in the English language.“You’re awake.”Like I had stepped out for coffee and come back twenty minutes late.I didn’t know her face. Didn’t know her voice. Didn’t know the scar at the edge of her jaw or the way she held her book with her thumb still inside it like she fully intended to go back to reading once this interruption was handled.Nothing about her was familiar, and yet she was sitting in my private hospital room at what appeared to be an ungodly hour of the morning, looking completely at home.“Water,” I said. My voice came out wrecked, fo
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