Novels by Chi Chi

SCOTTSeconds passed by, and to me it felt like hours, it felt like ages.'How can you even say something like that? She was the love of your life for how many-' 'And she went ahead and slept with my own little cousin just a week or two after I got hospitalized? Tell me Scott, how long did you both know each other, tell me how long you guys had been fooling me for''But you can't just take her life for that mistake, what if she is happy? What if-''I do not want to remind you again Scott, I still hold the gun' he wiggled the gun in front of me to proof his point and I raised my hands in surrender, and all the time I just tried to keep my anger at bay and not end up doing something we were all going to regret.But I had to do something either way. There were not more than seven steps between us at that moment, and if I took very slow steps towards him I was sure he was not going to notice.'I am sorry about your pa and your wife. Damn, I didn't know there was some level of hate moving

CAMILLEI didn't understand anything that was going on , but I was damn sure that whatever it was was taking a hard toll on Scott.I watched him recoil when the blindfold was taken out of his eyes, and no expression or reaction of his missed my notice.I just wished I could hold him, I could at least get close enough to him and feel what he was feeling then. But then I already had a lot to deal with to worry about what someone else felt.But still.I was trying to make sense of their discussion, of what Maya was trying to say to him, but it all seemed fucked up and each revelation only made him even more withdrawn and definitely furious.And then his father.Okay, well, technically not his father, but how could he do such a thing to a son he raised as his all these years.I was trying to figure out how all that had anything to do with me until she called the name “Lucille”. I knew I had heard that name, somewhere, probably from...Yes, from Scott.That asshole, that was the name he ke

SCOTTI just sat there on the floor and watched her pace the room with the gun in one hand and a baseball bat in the other. She looked just like I always knew her to be – the real thug.'You know you all kept tossing me around and making me look like a messed up shit''That's because you are Maya, you are a crazy woman''No I am not Scott. You are the one who is crazy, you are the one who keeps thinking I am the evil one who killed my own sister and who still tried to come for your family. I am not crazy, but trust me you are such a foolish asshole,' she screamed and I couldn't help but laugh at her craziness.'I have known you well and I know you love to manipulate people into falling into your plans. Is that what you did to my dad too? Is that how you got him to get you pregnant and put it on me?''Well I am glad he is here and you will find out everything Scott''And you think I will be too foolish as to believe whatever you are going to say now when you have got us all under ropes

CAMILLEI had never experienced a lot of things in my life, and one of them was having a gun being pointed at me.And not just from anyone, but from a woman who looked like a mess.‘Of course I knew he would be here with your sorry ass' I heard her say, above the thumping in my ears. I could not think of anything else but the kids just in the next room.What if they got tired and just decided to come out?Oh God, I just wish they didn't. I can be the reason they have to deal with another trauma.'Hey, hello, h-h-how are you doing?' I stammered as I took several steps backwards until I hit the kitchen sofa.'How am I doing? Bitch I should be asking you that. Because you don't seem to be holding your shit together''Maya, just let her go, she has nothing to do with this' I heard Scott struggle to say while trying to get up from the floor. There was blood on his face, and it wasn't just blood from wherever he had gotten it from before.He was hurt, and it scared the shit out of me.She

CAMILLE'What the hell are you doing here? I thought we were done for good?' I stared at him with all the hate in my chest, one that melted as quickly as it tried to surface. There was no way I could ever be that mad at him, but I wish I could, at least this one time.I was really surprised to see him at my doorstep, especially since he was supposed to be enjoying his honeymoon with his new bride in London or wherever.He looked really bad with the blood on his hands and the bruises on his face and I was worried that the cobs might trace him down to my house and get me in the open as well.'Please can I come in at least?''The hell no, as a matter of fact I need you to leave' I said but I knew if he turned his back at that moment I would be on my knees begging him to come back.I didn't know how I got there but I knew for sure that was so so fucking in love with that guy. I couldn't stand him walking away yet again, and he didn't look like he was trying to either.'Please Camille, jus

SCOTTI sat back in the car for more than an hour, just watching her front lawn and wondering if I should go in – but then I had James to worry about.Everything looked as peaceful as it always used to be when James was in the hospital. I just wish he was never in the picture in the first place, then I would not have made a wrong choice in the woman I walked down the aisle with.I was just about to step out of the car when two men walked out of the house and they both left in a car. One of them was James and the other looked familiar, like I had seen him somewhere.Well, I didn't have enough time to think about that, I had to seize the opportunity and talk to Camille before James returned.I hurried over to the door and rang the doorbell, but no one opened up even after the third ring, and I was getting a little bit tensed up.What if she was out as well? What if she didn't even come back home with James after the wedding?How will you even think that James? She loves that man and tha

LUCIENThe sun, hotter than the fire in me, baked my skin until I was almost charcoal black.Not even the thick white furs on my body could protect me from its hot fury.I turned my head aside and searched around with my right hand for something I could hold onto, too blinded by the light burning through my lids to dare open them.But there was nothing around me but sand and rocks.Lucien!I paused to listen for the sound. It sounded so much like a woman’s voice, but nothing came again.I tried to get on my knees and crawl to a shade, but my body was too weak to respond to my commands.Days had passed since I left the manor—since I wandered, farther and farther from home and the comfort of the forest shade. Yet I could no longer tell how long it had been since the chaos in my head first began to tear at me.Son of Thorne, the last great son of Odin…The earth beneath me seemed to tremble as the voice called out to me.I ignored the sun’s searing heat and pried my eyes open, only to s

ELISA“Give me your hands…”I stared at the enormous hands stretched out toward me - hands so large I knew they would swallow mine whole if I dared place them there.I lifted my gaze to the man before me who was offering his hand, and I knew instantly that I would do whatever he asked of me.He looked so breathtaking.The kind of man who made the young girls in the village ponder all the unholy temptations the old nuns at the convent warned us about during catechism. His eyes were dangerously — almost seductively — black, and his skin looked like that of a noblewoman who was used to bathing in milk and honey. I imagined what it would feel like under my touch, and it shamed me that my rough palms, which were used to weeding the garden and mixing dough for bread, were no match at all for his.His hair was dark and thick, and the front swept back into a neat ponytail that relaxed over the loose bunch behind it like a silk curtain.I looked at his hands again, almost tempted to hold the

ELISA…I didn’t realize just how long I had been lying there until I tried to move and heard a rather loud crack in my lower back as I tried to adjust myself on the cold stone floor.Ohhh, not again…I looked around me, but nothing appeared to be amiss at all.Everything remained untouched.But why was I sitting in this state on the floor?Rowan…My fisher boy!I scrambled off the floor and resumed hitting the door.Stop it…You don’t want to see what is waiting at the other end of the door.The female voices resumed…I screamed aloud until I felt the voices had disappeared, then just as I raised my hand to knock on the door again, it opened from outside, and I stood face to face with him…Rowan.I stood still with my hands still hanging in the air.‘Lisa’.‘Rowan’.My eyes were immediately teary, and I couldn’t understand why I couldn’t move any part of my body anymore.It’s not him…Rowan is gone.I winced in disgust.I thought they had disappeared.‘Are you okay?’Rowan asked, his br

ELISA…The silence that followed Lucien’s disappearance was not just felt in the dark, empty manor that seemed to seize its whispering at night.It was also felt in the way something in me felt alone and empty since he left - like a mother will feel when her child travels to another land, or goes out to be with her husband and new family.But he tried to kill me. I saw his real form, saw him for the monster he really is…But even as the word monster sprang up in my mind, I couldn’t help but feel disgusted at myself for even judging him like everyone else in town did.‘You shouldn’t be wandering far from sight, child.’ Yennefer’s sharp but serene voice interrupted my reverie, and I turned sharply to look in her direction.She had a discomforting habit of suddenly appearing in a chamber and startling me, and I wondered just how long I had to keep up with that.‘I apologize…’ I hesitated, not sure what to refer to her as. Mother, or my my lady.Her deep green eyes stared at me for a whil

IN LORD EDRIC’S COURT…By dawn, word of the beast’s escape had already spread beyond the manor walls, crawling into the ears of men who feared him more than they feared God.An impromptu meeting that woke Lord Edric from his beauty sleep was called without his knowledge.The lamps hung at almost every corner of the room, shining so bright that not even a shadow could hide in the room.Six men sat around the huge oak table in the centre of the room with maps and boat pointers placed on rivers and borders on the map, with Lord Edric sitting at the head of the table in a high seat that seemed to swallow up even his round frame.But they were not there to read maps or prepare for wars.The war they faced was much worse.A war that threatened to destroy the bridge of trust between Lord Edric and the council, the villagers, and the king himself.A bridge built on lies and deceit.And he will rather be found dangling from a rope like his cousin - the late duke - than let these people find out

LUCIEN…I never felt this kind of pain, even when I knew about my parents’ deaths.It was bitter and unbearable, steeped in something close to evil.I had not known her long enough, but after that night, she touched me and held me close to herself, and it felt like I could not live one more day without her.I couldn’t tell if my need for her was just because of the magical powers she had, which saved me and put me under control, or if it was something more dangerous.But standing just a few feet away from her, it felt like I had lost that moment forever.Her beautiful blue eyes were replaced with a darker glow of fear, pain, and resentment.And I still couldn’t figure out how that happened.Her hands held tightly to Yennefer, and the demon in me craved to tear the housekeeper apart.She caused this.This is exactly what she wanted.But how could Elisa not even remember anything about that night?There is no way in hell I would have mistaken that look in her eyes that night as she crad

HELENThe room looked just like I had left it - a dark cage.It slowly sipped into my soul and consumed the confidence and energy I had gained in Chief’s house.It attacked my defenses and threatened to pull me back into the hole I had thought I had escaped.But I should have realized that that hole had always been there. It never left. It had only been momentarily shielded by the light that blanketed it for a little while.Even in my discomfort, I felt satisfied.The ache in my head was from the blood rush I felt when I saw Lucio again, but it had nothing to do with how merry my heart felt in all the chaos.I didn’t want to think about that just yet. About how my legs got weak immediately I worked into his office and saw him bare-chested by his desk, even after I had paused a couple of minutes outside the door to gather every last ounce of strength I needed to face him again.I put all the trashy thoughts that were forming in my mind away and walked briskly to the edge of the bed, wh

LUCIOI strained my eyes on the files in front of me, even though my brain was no longer making any sense of the jumbled letters scribbled on the papers.I had a deadline. I had severe consequences staring back at me if I dared not fulfil my duties by the end of the day.But my mind and brain chose to betray me just when I needed them.Instead, they worried about something that wasn’t there, something not worth worrying over - or maybe it was worth it, but not at that time.I loosened the first button on my shirt that seemed to be on a mission to snuff out the last breathe of air from my lungs - or was it just my anxiety choking at my throat?I wonder why I have to keep up with this charade of looking responsible even while I was at the brink of losing everything - including my power. My appearing responsible wouldn’t make any sense, then would it?I freed the rest of the buttons on the t-shirt and slowly peeled the fabric out of my body, wishing the world would slow down to my own pa

HELEN‘Don’t you dare do anything stupid,’ He warned me, just some minutes before Alex walked in, and with one of his men following closely behind.He was getting out of his coat when he noticed the man standing beside me and paused in his action. He looked at me with curiosity and concern in his eyes before staring back at Parker.‘Hey, seemed like you got a visitor today. I didn’t know about that’ He finally said as he pulled the last sleeve of the coat from his left hand and handed it to the man standing beside him. Then slowly walked towards us, waiting for one of us to explain what was going on.To my surprise, Parker walked towards him with an extended hand and a smile on his face like a businessman trying to close a deal.‘It’s a pleasure to finally meet you, Chief. I am Parker, and I have heard so much about you.Alex looked at me again, and when I said nothing, he took Parker’s hands in his and they shook hands like old buddies.‘It’s unfortunate, I have never heard anything

CHAPTER 33HELENMaybe my head has been submerged in whatever for too long, or maybe the muffled sounds I heard were of someone else in the bathroom who was trying to say something to me.I raised my head above water level and waited a few seconds until my eyes and heartbeat adjusted to normal, and then I saw the matron standing over me and looking at me with a queer look that said more than words could tell.‘Urrhm, good morning?’ I said, and it sounded more like a question.‘There is someone downstairs to see you,’ she said and turned to leave, but I still had questions I needed to be answered.‘Me?’ I asked and waited for her to turn her back. ‘Who?’ I added quickly before her neck turned to face me.But she didn’t say anything. She merely just gave me a, I-guess-you-are-not-especting-me-to-answer-that look and walked away.‘Fuck’ I said aloud to myself and got off the tub.I was as surprised and curious as I was worried.Someone is here to see me?I hope to God that it’s not Lucio

CHAPTER 32LUCIOAll through the ride home, I was dreading the myriad of questions Parker was going to have waiting for me while he sat in my study or even stood by the door, waiting for me by the time I got back home.But to my surprise, he was nowhere in sight as I trudged into the house and to my room.I had left earlier with so much annoyance and had hoped I would at least get something done.But I only just realized that I had made a very stupid mistake, as Parker had foreseen in sending her away.I looked around my room for anything worthwhile, for anything at all that made sense, but it was just my bed and a closet filled with suits and shoes. Apart from that, my life was empty, and unlike my father, I was going to die with no glory and no honour.I reached for the closest thing to my arm - the bottle of cognac by my dresser - and flung it as hard as my anger could carry against the wall above my bed, and listened to it shatter like the pain in my heart.I wasn’t even sure what

CHAPTER 31HELENWhy is he not here yet?What is going on out there? I kept asking myself as I shot up from the bed and paced the room again like a lunatic.I was losing my mind. Fear and anxiety was crippling my mind and I wished there was something I could do.It had been a while since I heard the noise from downstairs, and it had been exactly three long hours since I had walked out on both men. I had been waiting since then for that gentle knock on the door that would decide my fate.I wanted to be mad at him for keeping something like that from me. For treating me so right, even when I was just a gift bait for a business exchange. But it felt like he had made up for all the wrong, and it was not like I had any other choice.I looked through the window of my room towards the darkening garden, and I wondered for the umpteenth time if I should try my luck and run off. I might be really lucky now since every employee in the house whom I have met treats me with as much respect as their