Puck Me Hard
“Admit it,” He growls, pressing my back into the wall. “You like it when I piss you off.”
Fuck, I hate Hayes so much. My breath hitches and I brace my hands against his chest. “You’re delusional.”
“Am I?” He smirks and leans in, mouth hovering just inches from my ear. “Then why do you look like you're about to kiss me–or punch me? Either way, Carter, I win.”
“Fuck you!” I spit.
Dorian chuckles darkly, roughly kicking my legs apart so he can press his knee hard up against my dick. “Oh you will, Golden boy. And when you do, it won’t be because I forced you. It’ll be because you begged for my cock.”
For Noah Carter, hockey isn’t just a game–it’s an escape. The golden boy captain with a killer smile and a secret he can’t afford to slip, Noah’s carefully crafted lie is falling apart with every practice and every time he locks eyes with HIM.
HIM.
Dorian Hayes is fire on the ice with only one mission--Make it to the NHL. But there’s one person he never expected to see when he got in Bridgewater to play for the Artic-Blades.
Noah Fucking Carter.
The one person he hates with everything inside him. Cue in a plan to destroy everything Noah stands for.
But every time their bodies collide on the ice, Dorian can’t deny the pull. It’s infuriating, maddening…and addictive.
He doesn’t want to want Noah, but when their rivalry shifts from Icy stares to scalding touches, Dorian is forced to confront a truth he’s spent years skating away from: sometimes, the person you hate the most is the only one who truly sees you.
Baca
Chapter: Yes.NOAH I got Dorian’s text three days ago. It’d sat there like a live wire in my inbox, marked as unread but already buzzing in my chest. The stupid little preview line haunted me every time I opened my phone: “Hey. I got you a ticket for the game. You don’t have to reply. Just come if you want. Please.” Then it was followed up with "No pressure." No pressure. Right. I had half a mind to delete the damn thing altogether and stay at the apartment, crawl back into bed and keep nursing the wall I’d been trying to rebuild between us. You know, patch up the cracks, re-fortify the wall id desperately started stacking between us, brick by self hating brick. It had seemed like wiser choice, hell even logical. After all, I hadn't stopped him from leaving after that dinner and tell him I was keeping him at arms length to protect him. It was easier to let him believe that I still hadn't forgiven him because the Dorian I knew would give up fucking hockey if it meant to be with me. But… not go
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Chapter: Golden BoyDorian POVI was going to throw up.No, seriously. My palms were sweating in my gloves, and my helmet felt like it was two sizes too tight. I kept adjusting it like a moron while standing in the tunnel, staring at the edge of the rink where the white glare of the arena lights bled into our shadows. The other team was already on the ice, getting in their warmups, skating back and forth with that casual smugness like they owned the place.But it wasn’t them I was nervous about.It was Noah.I’d texted him three day ago after sending him a ticket that I'd bought for him to sit in the family box, right up near the glass on the far side. Special clearance, everything. I even messaged: You don’t have to reply. Just come if you want. Please.But he didn’t reply. Not even a "k" or a fucking read receipt.So I told myself I’d focus on the game. That this was important. The first scrimmage of the season and first time we’d be playing in the upgraded rink with five thousand goddamn seats. I need
Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-05-17
Chapter: News. Dorian’s POVMy fucking knees wouldn’t stop bouncing. Tap, tap, tap, like they had a mind of their own. I sat hunched forward on the bench in the locker room, whilst placing my elbows on thighs as my palms sweated through the fabric of my pants. I hadn’t been this tense since the dinner we had after Noah’s stage play two weeks ago.Jesus. That night had been the most awkward night of my fucking life.Everyone at that table had known something was wrong. The tension between Noah and me had been thick enough to cut with a steak knife. Every time I caught his eye, he’d look away. Every time Jaxon's dad said something loud and proud, I watched Noah flinch and force a smile. I felt like a bastard for ruining what was supposed to be his big night, but I didn’t regret what I’d said. Someone had to say it.But it sill didn’t mean it hadn’t haunted the fuck out of me since.A loud whistle snapped me out of the memory and I sat up straighter. Coach O'Rourke was standing in the middle of the r
Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-05-16
Chapter: Heart to HeartNOAH’S POVI barely heard Imogen through the loudness of the pumping of my heart. My head did jerk towards her but I barely saw her. All I was was him.. Dorian. I tried to fight it, my feelings for him and everything but it was hard when you know you're in deeper than you expected. I wanted to be able to control myself and this was just the prime example that I couldn't, not where he was involved. Three days and seventeen hours. That was how long I tried to be away from him for. I knew down to the second I stopped responding to him. After he sent a video in response to mine, I just.. couldn't. It felt too much. So instead, I turned my attention to my play. I edited and rehearsed with the crew, making changes and trying my damnest best not to yell at anyone as I was pretty frustrated. I had posted the flier on my Instagram but I had not expected him here for promotion. The very person I was avoiding. And now, he was here. And he loves me. He told me he loved me and wanted to be wit
Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-05-15
Chapter: Not Enough.Dorian's first P.O.VAt my words, Noah whimpered and it didn't take long before I felt him stiffen as he came hard in his pants. His whole whole body convulsed, mouth falling open in a breathless moan. It was up there in the hottest things I've ever seen from Noah Carter.I didn’t stop touching him until he cried out from being oversensitive and begging me to stop touching him. When I pulled my hand away from him, Noah sagged against the wall, blinking blearily.“Fuck,” he whispered, bobbing his throat as he swallowed hard.The sight of his Adam's apple sliding up and down his throat sent heat pulsing through me and I groaned, painfully hard myself.I needed to fucking taste him.Gritting my teeth, I slipped my hand under his waistband and dipped my fingers into the sticky mess he'd made in his boxers. Then I brought my fingers to my mouth. I slowly sucked them clean, making sure he saw.He made a noise I couldn’t name, bucking weakly against the wall. His face was flushed and sweaty,
Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-05-14
Chapter: Like a VirginDorian's P.O.VImogen’s voice jerked me out of the hurricane in my head.“God, the last time I watched a play was when my cousin did *The Sound of Music* and forgot all the lyrics to *Do-Re-Mi*. He just stood there on stage like a deer in headlights while some other kid had to sing it from the wings. It was so awkward I think my ovaries exploded.”I choked out a laugh, unable to help it, because Imogen was that effortlessly funny. “That’s horrible.”“He was seven, Dorian. I don’t have remorse for children that cocky.”Her aunt snorted beside her. “You *would* beef a child, Imo.”“He started it!” she cried, as we trudged up the steps to the theatre entrance. “Besides, this one better be good. If Noah makes me cry in public, I will personally egg his house.”“You don’t even live there,” I muttered.“I will fly to miami egg his house, and fly back here. That’s how much I commit.”I found myself smirking, even though my chest felt tight. Laughter clung to our group like static as we push
Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-05-13
Chapter: Don't You Dare"You think you're clever, don't you?" Silas scoffed, arms crossed over that stupidly broad chest, his face taut with disapproval and something else Eli couldn’t name."I know I am." Eli leaned back against the cold stone wall, letting his smirk curl slow and lazy. “You’re not fooling anyone, you know. That mouth says ‘celibacy’ but your eyes keep saying ‘fuck me.’”Silas stepped forward. One step. Two. His robe swayed with each precise movement. His voice was a blade, slicing through the air. “You’re wrong. I never was a homosexual. And unlike you, I was born into the monastic order. Raised in it. I don’t understand what sexual gratification means.”Eli snorted. “Bullshit.”“Temptation means nothing to me,” Silas continued, unshaken. “I was taught to overcome the body. Lust, desire—none of it has power over me.”Eli cocked his head, the heat in his chest getting harder to ignore. “You're scared.”The monk’s right eye twitched. “I am not afraid.”“No?” Eli pushed off the wall, closing
Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-05-11
Chapter: On His KneesThe water clung to their skin as they stepped out of the river, dripping and shivering slightly, the fading sun kissing the horizon behind the trees. Cassian, still very much naked, walked ahead with the confidence of someone who hadn’t a shred of shame, dressing up along their way while Eli trailed behind, already fully dressed, his cheeks pink with the aftershock of everything that had happened.They found their way back through the hidden path Cassian had shown earlier. A narrow trail through thick brush, nearly invisible if you didn’t know it was there. At the mouth of the monastery grounds, they paused. The sky above was turning indigo. Eli was about to speak—to set things right, to tell Cassian the kiss hadn’t meant the same to him—but the other boy turned, grinned, and leaned in, planting another kiss right on Eli's lips.His mouth was warm and a little wet from the swim tasting faintly of river water and that wild berry he picked and handed to Eli too.As Eli made to shove him
Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-05-11
Chapter: SwimmingCassian’s secret spot was more of a miracle than a hideout. Hidden behind a weaving path through the fogged woods and jagged rocks, the clearing opened into a secluded river bend cradled by soft slopes and wild grass. The water was dark and cool, clear enough to reflect the hot sun like shattered glass. No sounds of the monastery reached them here. Only the gentle bubbling of the stream, birdsong, and the breeze catching in the tall reeds.Eli slowed to a stop, catching his breath, sweat dampening his collar. “You dragged me all the way here for this?”Cassian grinned, already pulling his shirt off and tossing it aside like a boy escaping Sunday school. “For this,” he echoed. “You looked like your head was going to blow up back there. Besides, this is way fucking better than the showers on sunday”Eli scoffed, crossing his arms as he watched Cassian unbuckle his belt. “You’re crazy. That water looks dirty as hell.”“Maybe.” Cassian wiggled his brows, then dropped his pants and boxers
Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-05-11
Chapter: You'll seeEli’s heart was still racing from the warning that the monk had whispered in his ear—“Be careful around Silas.” It played on repeat like some cursed mantra, echoing in his skull even as he stepped into the stone-cold room for his “spiritual rehabilitation.”His heart slammed against his rib in surprise when he saw Silas was standing at the center of the room.He was so tall, he towered over Eli and Eli necessarily wasn’t a small dude. Heaving a sigh, he swept his gaze over that monastic robe doing absolutely nothing to hide the fact that God had clearly spent a little extra time sculpting him. Eli’s eyes involuntarily dragged down the man’s frame, lingering at his hands. Long, precise fingers. Hands that had grabbed his throat yesterday, well, maybe not in real life. But those hands, in his dream, had made him forget where the hell he was.Fuck, he was terrified, dreading another punishment. Was that all what their sessions would entail? Punishing Eli for being a homosexual? And as fu
Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-05-11
Chapter: Porridge Slop`And lead us not into temptations…”Eli woke up with a strangled gasp, sweat gluing the thin bed sheets to his back. Again his thighs were sticky and his heart was beating loud enough to drown out everything else, especially the clanging of that motherfucking bell. The room was pitch black, but felt really humid. Fuck.It was that dream again.He squeezed his eyes shut as his chest thudded. This time it hadn’t been in a dark room and Eli wasn’t on his knees. It had happened in his cell. His fucked up dream had started again with him bound at the wrist, a leather rope biting across his skin. He had been laying flat on his back, his robes pulled up, cock stiff and exposed to the cool air. He’d been masturbating, stroking himself and panting heavily while imagining…..he didn’t want to admit it but Silas. The monk whose eyes seemed to judge him with every glance.And in the dream, Silas had actually appeared, materializing by the foot of Eli’s cot. His eyes face was impassive as always,
Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-05-11
Chapter: PunishmentThey walked in silence through the darkened halls, their footsteps almost silent against the cold stone floors. Prior Dominic’s sandals made a gentle shuffling sound while Eli’s bare feet was quiet. He kept his hands tucked in front of him, head bowed while trying not to let his nerves show. But it was pointless. He felt them bleeding out through his pores, drenching his skin in anxiety.When they reached the door, the same dark wooden one from yesterday, Prior Dominic came to a halt. His voice was calm and distant as he said. “This will be the last time I accompany you here, Eli. I have other matters of great urgency to attend to.”Eli looked up at him, a little started. “Oh?”“From now on, every evening, from seven to nine, you are to report here for your spiritual rehabilitation. No excuses. Understood?”Eli’s throat felt like a lump formed in it. His heart thumped wildly against his ribs as though it were trying to break free. Why he was freaking out, he had no idea, however he cr
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Taming His Alpha Brother
HE WAS BORN TO INHERIT AN EMPIRE...
UNTIL ONE SINGLE MISTAKE COST HIM EVERYTHING!
Heir to an empire with a last name that opens every door, Asher West was powerful. An Alpha bred to be dominant, Asher takes what he wants and leaves behind a trail of broken hearts, never looking back.
But for all his arrogance, Asher had two weaknesses. His taste for danger…and his blistering, malignant, and seething HATRED for his half-brother, Zane West.
And that hatred was the key to opening the pandora’s box of his misery.
Now stripped of his status, his pride, and his biology, Asher finds himself trapped in an Omega’s body, in a world that only worships the strength of an Alpha. And worse, the man holding the leash is none other than the one he hated the most. His half-brother, now his master.
Zane West. The bastard no one wanted. The illegitimate Alpha, who clawed his way out of nothing while watching Asher like a wolf watches a dying stag. Silent. Cold. Hungry. There’s no mercy or humanity left in Zane’s gaze, only the promise of ownership. And the slow, patient destruction of the golden prince who once ruled him.
Zane doesn’t want love. Or even forgiveness. He wants to own Asher, furrow deep into his skull until his entire existence revolves around pleasing him, Zane West.
In a war for dominance where obsession replaces love and revenge tastes like sex and blood, who really wields the power?
Baca
Chapter: Chapter Twenty-TwoAsher was bent over the edge of the bed with his knees spread apart, and the insides of his thighs were damp with slick. His arms were bound behind him, each wrist swallowed in thick leather cuffs that were clipped to a dangling chain running up to the snug collar around his throat. The pressure of it, how it forced his neck forward and kept his back in an exposed arch–made Asher feel degraded in a way that shouldn’t have made his cock so hard.But it was, painfully so.His heat had reached its full peak now, causing the sweet, ripe omega musk to pump from every pore on his skin. The vibrating object shoved into his ass thrummed mercilessly, pushing slick out of him in wet squelches with every slow thrust. Zane’s shoe was propped up against it, shoving it in deeper to make Asher twitch and gasp through the ball gag lodged in his mouth.He was gagging on his own drool, and his cheeks were burning. Everytime the toy thrust into him, his ass would clench involuntarily, as trying to hold
Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-06-16
Chapter: Chapter Twenty-OneThe moment the moan slipped from his mouth, it was as if his body took that one crack of weakness as permission to completely fall apart.His skin was burning, and a sticky wetness was beginning to pool between his thighs, causing the seat beneath him to feel unbearably damp.Fuck, he was leaking slick.And worse off, he could smell the syrupy-sweet scent that hadn’t belonged to him just days ago. It was pouring out in waves and saturating the air around him like an open invitation.No. No, no, no. FUck.Right here, in the middle of people he’s always had to perform Alpha strength for, his Omega instincts were taking over, forcing him into heat. Every one of the guys was looking like snacks to Asher, and his vision was starting to blur.He was trying to control his building terror when Sean, one of his friends, lifted his head suddenly and took a long sniff of the air. Carter followed a second later, pushing off the Omega sucking his dick from between his legs. Lifting his chin high
Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-06-16
Chapter: Chapter TwentyAsher licked his lips, his heart beat quickening as the man headed toward him. His fingers trembled badly where they held the lime water, and every nerve ending inside him lit up like someone had struck a match along his spine. Gods, what the fuck was wrong with him? That man was his half-brother, whom he hated more than anything. Why does his body seem to forget this?Asher took in a shaky breath and leaned back into the bar table, as a subtle, masculine scent hit his nostrils, so familiar and achingly good. But Zane wasn’t even that close that Asher should be able to smell him. Fuck he was going crazy.As his dick began to swell in his pants, Asher let out a small whine and that sound shook him out of this madness. With a choked groan that he swallowed back, Asher quickly turned around and joined the party back at the VIP area of the club. The moment he dropped back onto the leather couch, panting like he’d just run a marathon, his friend, Carter who had invited him to this shit s
Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-06-16
Chapter: Chapter NineteenZane hadn’t slept well in three days. Not that he intentionally starved himself of it, seeing as doctors needed at least six hours of slumber. But sleep required a kind of peace, and ever since he let Asher crawl out of his bed, soaked in his own frustration, Zane hadn’t known peace.Was haunted the right word? It sounded too romantic for what he was feeling. He wasn’t haunted by the sex; they weren’t soft-focus memories of daydreams. No. What he had were brutal flashes that played in his mind every time he so much as blinked. Asher’s mouth trembling around words he could barely form. The desperate way he’d begged for his cock and the way his body crumbled under Zane’s control.He could feel the heat of Asher’s breath against his wrist, his teeth grazing the gland with a hunger that bordered on madness, anytime he closed his eyes.Zane had fucked many Omegas before…and Betas too. Omegas who understood their roles. There were contracts, rules, and terms of play. He gave them pleasure
Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-06-16
Chapter: Chapter EighteenThat in mind, Asher left the bathroom for his room and quickly pulled out the Omega pheromone barrier patch he ordered online, and he slapped it onto his upper arm. That should make every omega scent he had disappear entirely. Then he dressed quickly in a fashionable black shirt and leather pants donned over by a jacket. He slicked his hair back, and once he was done, he almost emptied the bottle of Alpha scent cologne on himself.Since he hadn’t gotten around to replacing his McLaren since the crash, he was stuck with Uber, which was what he entered after grabbing his phone and wallet.As the car pulled into drive, Asher closed his eyes and breathed out loud. He just had to survive three fucking hours.An hour later, Asher could barely remember his own name.His head spun with the dizzying pulse of bass and too many Alpha pheromones crashing together in the air. He’d been tossing back drinks without bothering to count; vodka, rum, whiskey, whatever ended up in his hand. All to bury
Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-06-16
Chapter: Chapter SeventeenIt had been three days since the incident. Three days since he’d been almost sexually assaulted, and Zane had come to his rescue.And now…now he couldn’t even leave his house. He hadn’t left the apartment once. Not even to smoke on the terrace or to walk his goddamn dog. Not that he had one, but if he did, the little shit would have starved to death by now.Asher couldn’t go near the front door without his heart threatening to rip itself out and hide under the rugs. He hadn’t opened the curtains either. The entire place was steeped in an oppressive grey with the destruction Asher caused when he was breaking things. It would be pitch black if not for the flickering blue light of the TV that had been playing nonstop for hours, if not days. Some cartoon channel he didn’t remember putting on. The high-pitched voices were giving him a migraine.The night of the incident, after he’d worn out his rage on his property and trashed his entire apartment, he crawled to the bathroom and stood und
Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-06-16
Masuk
