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“What is going on?” I asked in confusion, watching as my father slammed the door behind me. “Who were those men? What did they want? Please don't tell me you went to borrow money from them.” I pleaded with him. I was already dealing with a lot and paying his debt was not something that I would be able to handle. “Sit.” He forced me to sit. And I scrunched my nose at the smell of alcohol. From the way that he was moving, it was very obvious that he was a little tipsy. “I asked a question. I hope you did not go ahead to burrow from them? Because I swear to God, I'm not paying back—” “Shut up and stop talking. You are always so negative. You fail to use your head all the time.” Then he went ahead to sit on the chair near me and a sly smile appeared on the corner of his lips. “The truth is that we are going to get rich.” He announced, smiling widely. “I don't understand.” I had a $20k debt from my mom’s hospital bill. The roof in our house was leaking. Our electricity had already been cut off and there was no food in the house. Where was the sudden wealth coming from? “Of course, you will not understand!” He snapped. “You are dumb and always fail to comprehend things.” Getting insults from dad was something that I was very much used to. “If you had been smarter, we wouldn't have been in this situation. You have the beauty, the body and you are still a vir—” “If you have nothing to say, I should take my leave.” I attempted to stand, but my father dragged me back down to sit. “You are getting married.” He announced like it was nothing. “No, I'm not.” It was not the first time that he was trying to talk me into marrying one of his old friends. “Yes, you are. And you will like this one. He is rich, handsome, powerful, and young. He is everything a lady needs in a man and those men you met outside are his men.” I became even more confused. “Are you drunk?” My father glared at the question. “No, I'm not. And you are getting married. I'm taking you over to meet him tomorrow and you will remain there once he approves of you. As his wife.” I scoffed and made my way to stand up as I could not keep up listening to nonsense. “Sit right there and listen. Killian Davenport wants a wife. He does not just want any wife, you see he can be very picky and has a list. You fit very well into that list. You are a virgin. He wants a virgin wife. A timid girl.” “Bullshit!” I exclaimed standing up to my feet. I had heard of a particular Killian Davenport, and that man was bad news. He was a cold-blooded killer. A mafia lord who ended lives without mercy. “It’s a fucking contract marriage and you will agree to it. He's paying $50k and will pay another $50k once the marriage ends. It's not fucking going to last forever.” “I'm not interested.” I managed to stand up without him holding me back. “You have to be interested. Can you just stop being stupid for once? This money will change our lives. Your mother will get treated. We will be able to raise enough money to find Clear.” I felt a painful twist in my heart at the mention of Clear. My sister who disappeared three years ago without a trace. “I will gather enough money.” I knew that was a big lie. “And how do you intend to do that? You barely make enough. We feed from hand to mouth in this house.” “And it is all your fault. Things would have been so much better if you do not drink yourself to stupor!!" I screamed at the top of my voice. “And things would have been so much better if you had gone missing instead of Clear. Clear had always been the better one. Our lives would have been going great if you left instead. I wouldn't have been this way and your mother would not have been in the hospital—” “Dad stop!!” I yelled, with tears streaming down my face. “Can you just stop? Don't bring Clear into this?” I sobbed. “Well, it's the truth. She would have listened. She would have gotten married to save our family. But you are just too selfish and self-centred. You think you are righteous but the truth is that you care only about yourself.” I sniffled and I could see the hatred and disappointment in my father’s eyes. “You don't even know why he wants to get married. You don't even know why Killian wants a virgin.” “It does not matter. What matters is that we will get the money! Money is the only thing that matters and you will marry Killian. I will see to it that you do. You don't have a choice here.” “I don't even know him.” I cried. “And do you know yourself? Do you think working up until midnight at that stupid bar will fund your bills? Fucking wake up and put that thing in-between your legs to good use. We are going over tomorrow. Put on your best dress and best makeup.” My father said and he began to move towards his room. “Remember what's in line. $500k. Think.” He added before disappearing into his room. My shoulder slumped and I fell weakly to the ground. I wanted to let out a scream, but I did not get to do so when I got a text on my phone. It was from the hospital that my mother was admitted in and they were reminding me to pay up my bills or her oxygen supply would be cut off. I decided to send a text to them saying that I would send some money the next day. I did not get to do so when my phone went off and I finally let out the scream that had been building up in my throat.Aspen Clear practically bounced into the bedroom, dragging me behind her as if I had no choice in the matter. “Aspen! Come on, we don’t have all day! You need to look amazing for your date tonight,” she said, practically vibrating with excitement.“I—Clear, wait—” I started, but she didn’t give me a chance. She yanked open my wardrobe, rifling through clothes with lightning speed. “We need something elegant but not over-the-top, classy but flirty. Something that says, ‘I’m approachable, but look, I have standards.’”I blinked at her. “Clear… I just—”“No talking. Let me work my magic,” she interrupted, holding up a deep red dress with a flourish. “This one! It’s perfect! Look at this color! Deep, rich, dramatic. Killian won’t know what hit him.”I hesitated, glancing at the dress. It was stunning—soft fabric that would cling just enough without being too tight, a slit that flirted at the right angle—but I felt a nervous flutter in my stomach at the thought of Killian seeing me in it.
Aspen I yelled when he yanked the phone again, my voice sharp enough to make even the walls tremble slightly. “Killian! Seriously? Give me back my phone!” I snapped, snapping my hand toward him, though he was fast—way too fast—and his fingers wrapped around my wrist, stopping me.He didn’t answer me immediately. He just held my phone away, just out of reach, and tilted his head like he was considering me, sizing me up. The silence stretched long enough to make me swallow hard, my anger shifting into frustration.“You know what?” he finally said, his voice low and deliberate. “You love to hang out.”I froze mid-gesture, blinking at him. “Excuse me?”“You like spending time with people,” Killian repeated, letting my words linger like a dare. “You like going out. You like laughing, being around others. You enjoy it, right?”I blinked at him, caught completely off guard. He wasn’t accusing me. He wasn’t scolding me. He was… stating it like a fact. Something dark and possessive in the way
Aspen I was sitting on the edge of the sofa, phone pressed to my ear, and I could feel the corners of my lips tugging up into a smile I couldn’t quite hide. “Yes, Mom is doing better,” I said, trying to sound casual, though Luke’s voice made it impossible not to grin.“That’s good to hear,” he replied, smooth as always. “I’ll be in the city for a few days. Maybe we could grab coffee? Just catch up properly?”Coffee sounded perfect. Nothing serious, nothing romantic. I liked Luke. I liked hanging out with him. He made things easy and light, and after everything with Killian, a little ease was exactly what I needed. “Sure, that sounds nice,” I said, hoping my voice didn’t sound too eager.Then Killian appeared like a storm on my doorstep, fast and sudden. Before I could even process what was happening, he yanked the phone from my hand.“Who’s this?” His voice was low and sharp, the kind that made your stomach tighten involuntarily.“Killian! Give me back my phone!” I snapped, standing
Aspen Clear and I finally went home. The drive had been quiet, filled only with the sound of rain tapping against the car window and the occasional sniffle from me. Clear had not spoken much, lost in her own thoughts, probably replaying the encounter with our mother over and over in her mind. I had tried to speak, to explain a few things, but the words stuck in my throat. My mind was still spinning, still raw from the fear, the panic, and the weight of being unseen.As soon as we arrived, Clear went straight to her room. She dropped her bag beside the bed and collapsed onto the mattress, her body heavy with exhaustion. She did not even glance at me. Her breathing was steady but slow, a clear sign that her mind and body were done for the day. I watched her for a moment, wanting to speak, to say something comforting, but the words faltered again. She was gone in her world now, and I was left behind.I sank into the sitting room, the only quiet place in the house that felt empty enough
AspenFear hit me the moment my mother asked about our father. My chest tightened, and my stomach knotted as if someone had wrapped it in iron. My fingers trembled, clutching my bag as if it could hold me together. Every nerve in my body screamed at me to run, to disappear, to sink into the floor and vanish. I could barely breathe.My lips moved, but no sound came out at first. My mind spun, wild and panicked. The question was simple, but it felt like a trap. I had no words that would satisfy her. No lie that could survive her sharp, piercing gaze.Clear’s eyes searched mine, desperate. “Aspen,” she said quietly. “Where is he?”I tried to steady my trembling hands. My mouth opened and closed as I scrambled for something, anything that could sound true. The panic in my chest pressed harder, making my thoughts whirl uncontrollably.“He… he went to find you,” I said at last, voice shaking. “He… he said he had to bring you back, he was scared for your life, and he wanted to make sure you
ASPEN I walked down the hospital corridor with Clear behind me. The floor was too shiny, the lights too bright, and every sound echoed as if the building itself were holding its breath. I felt smaller with every step. Clear’s presence made it worse, because she belonged here in a way I never had. I had spent three years visiting my mother alone. I knew the rules. I knew how to move, when to speak, how to sit without being noticed. I had learned to erase myself in that room. Now my erasure would be tested against the living proof of the daughter my mother had lost.Clear followed a few steps behind, careful, deliberate. Her hoodie hung loosely over her thin frame. Her hair was short now, framing her face in a way that made her look older, sharper. I could see her hands clench at her sides. She hesitated in small, silent ways that betrayed her nervousness. I wanted to warn her. I wanted to tell her she did not know what she was walking into.The door came into view. Room 417.I paused.







