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“What is going on?” I asked in confusion, watching as my father slammed the door behind me. “Who were those men? What did they want? Please don't tell me you went to borrow money from them.” I pleaded with him. I was already dealing with a lot and paying his debt was not something that I would be able to handle. “Sit.” He forced me to sit. And I scrunched my nose at the smell of alcohol. From the way that he was moving, it was very obvious that he was a little tipsy. “I asked a question. I hope you did not go ahead to burrow from them? Because I swear to God, I'm not paying back—” “Shut up and stop talking. You are always so negative. You fail to use your head all the time.” Then he went ahead to sit on the chair near me and a sly smile appeared on the corner of his lips. “The truth is that we are going to get rich.” He announced, smiling widely. “I don't understand.” I had a $20k debt from my mom’s hospital bill. The roof in our house was leaking. Our electricity had already been cut off and there was no food in the house. Where was the sudden wealth coming from? “Of course, you will not understand!” He snapped. “You are dumb and always fail to comprehend things.” Getting insults from dad was something that I was very much used to. “If you had been smarter, we wouldn't have been in this situation. You have the beauty, the body and you are still a vir—” “If you have nothing to say, I should take my leave.” I attempted to stand, but my father dragged me back down to sit. “You are getting married.” He announced like it was nothing. “No, I'm not.” It was not the first time that he was trying to talk me into marrying one of his old friends. “Yes, you are. And you will like this one. He is rich, handsome, powerful, and young. He is everything a lady needs in a man and those men you met outside are his men.” I became even more confused. “Are you drunk?” My father glared at the question. “No, I'm not. And you are getting married. I'm taking you over to meet him tomorrow and you will remain there once he approves of you. As his wife.” I scoffed and made my way to stand up as I could not keep up listening to nonsense. “Sit right there and listen. Killian Davenport wants a wife. He does not just want any wife, you see he can be very picky and has a list. You fit very well into that list. You are a virgin. He wants a virgin wife. A timid girl.” “Bullshit!” I exclaimed standing up to my feet. I had heard of a particular Killian Davenport, and that man was bad news. He was a cold-blooded killer. A mafia lord who ended lives without mercy. “It’s a fucking contract marriage and you will agree to it. He's paying $50k and will pay another $50k once the marriage ends. It's not fucking going to last forever.” “I'm not interested.” I managed to stand up without him holding me back. “You have to be interested. Can you just stop being stupid for once? This money will change our lives. Your mother will get treated. We will be able to raise enough money to find Clear.” I felt a painful twist in my heart at the mention of Clear. My sister who disappeared three years ago without a trace. “I will gather enough money.” I knew that was a big lie. “And how do you intend to do that? You barely make enough. We feed from hand to mouth in this house.” “And it is all your fault. Things would have been so much better if you do not drink yourself to stupor!!" I screamed at the top of my voice. “And things would have been so much better if you had gone missing instead of Clear. Clear had always been the better one. Our lives would have been going great if you left instead. I wouldn't have been this way and your mother would not have been in the hospital—” “Dad stop!!” I yelled, with tears streaming down my face. “Can you just stop? Don't bring Clear into this?” I sobbed. “Well, it's the truth. She would have listened. She would have gotten married to save our family. But you are just too selfish and self-centred. You think you are righteous but the truth is that you care only about yourself.” I sniffled and I could see the hatred and disappointment in my father’s eyes. “You don't even know why he wants to get married. You don't even know why Killian wants a virgin.” “It does not matter. What matters is that we will get the money! Money is the only thing that matters and you will marry Killian. I will see to it that you do. You don't have a choice here.” “I don't even know him.” I cried. “And do you know yourself? Do you think working up until midnight at that stupid bar will fund your bills? Fucking wake up and put that thing in-between your legs to good use. We are going over tomorrow. Put on your best dress and best makeup.” My father said and he began to move towards his room. “Remember what's in line. $500k. Think.” He added before disappearing into his room. My shoulder slumped and I fell weakly to the ground. I wanted to let out a scream, but I did not get to do so when I got a text on my phone. It was from the hospital that my mother was admitted in and they were reminding me to pay up my bills or her oxygen supply would be cut off. I decided to send a text to them saying that I would send some money the next day. I did not get to do so when my phone went off and I finally let out the scream that had been building up in my throat.Aspen I woke up to pain before I woke up to fear.It lived behind my eyes at first, a heavy pressure that made me groan softly as consciousness crept back in. My mouth felt dry and bitter, like I had swallowed something poisonous. When I tried to move, sharp pain sliced through my wrists and I gasped, the sound breaking out of me before I could stop it.My hands were bound behind my back.Not loosely. Tight. Too tight. The rope or cable bit into my skin, cutting circulation, making my fingers tingle and burn at the same time. My ankles were restrained too, forcing my legs into an uncomfortable angle that made my hips ache. I was seated on something hard and unforgiving. A chair. Cold enough that I could feel it through my clothes.My heart began to pound violently.“No,” I whispered, my voice hoarse and unfamiliar. “No no no.”The smell came next. Damp concrete. Metal. Old oil. Something sour in the air that made my stomach turn. I swallowed hard and gagged when nausea rolled through
Aspenhad told myself it would be a simple trip. Just a short ride from my mother’s house to the matrimonial home, a routine journey I had made countless times before, and yet today, my stomach refused to settle. Every flutter of nerves reminded me that life had a way of turning the mundane into the catastrophic. Clear had fussed over me as I locked the door, her hand lingering over mine for a moment longer than usual, and I had smiled weakly, brushing off the unease that had been gnawing at my chest all morning.The Uber arrived early, pulling up with the soft hum of the engine. I slipped into the backseat, the leather cold against my skin. The driver, a man I did not recognize, gave a polite nod but did not speak much. I had been on autopilot, scrolling through my phone to distract myself, trying to calm the flutter in my stomach.Killian called just as I buckled my seatbelt. The phone rang in my hand, and I swiped to answer, relief flooding me at the sound of his voice.“Aspen?” Hi
Aspen The house felt alive in a way I had never imagined it could. Light poured through the tall windows, spilling across the polished floors and bouncing off the cream-colored walls. After everything—the hospital, the fainting spell, the tension with Mother—the weight that had been pressing on my chest for weeks felt a little lighter. I took a deep breath, letting it expand slowly, and for the first time in a long while, I let myself feel the space, the quiet warmth of a home finally ours.Mother was already in the kitchen, moving slowly but with an energy I hadn’t expected. Even after all the arguments, all the years of feeling second to Clear, she had a presence that filled the room in a comforting way. Her eyes met mine briefly, and she smiled—a small, genuine smile. That alone made my chest unclench, and I felt a wave of relief.“Good morning,” I said softly, letting my voice carry into the room.“Good morning, Aspen,” she replied, her tone lighter than it had been in years. She
Aspen The morning was quiet, almost unnervingly so. I woke to the soft hum of the mansion, sunlight filtering through the curtains in golden streams across the floor. The faint flutter in my stomach reminded me that the fainting spell from the other night was more than just exhaustion. I pressed my hand against it briefly and forced myself to sit up, ignoring the wave of nausea that threatened to overtake me. I had to be strong today. For myself, for Clear, and for the fragile thread connecting my relationship with my mother.Clear had already been up, I could tell from the faint clatter of dishes in the kitchen. She had prepared breakfast, and from the smell drifting into the bedroom, she had done more than just make toast. I took a deep breath, swung my legs over the side of the bed, and forced myself to stand. My knees wobbled slightly, but I ignored it, focusing on the plan for today.We were returning to the hospital. Mother was being discharged. I had rehearsed what I would say
Aspen The ride home from the hospital had been quiet. Clear drove, her hands steady on the wheel, her eyes occasionally flicking toward me with concern I tried not to acknowledge. My body felt heavier than it should have, my stomach fluttering in a way that made me press a hand against it and wonder if I could survive the next few hours without losing control.The confrontation with my mother had left me raw, exposed, and shaking. Every insult, every dismissive glance, every comment about Clear being the better daughter replayed in my head. I had yelled. I had forced the words out of me that I had carried for years, but the emotional toll was enormous. My muscles ached, my chest felt tight, and the fluttering in my stomach refused to settle.Clear’s hand brushed against mine once, soft and grounding. “Aspen, breathe,” she said gently. “We are almost home. Just a few minutes.”I nodded, forcing my lips into a smile I knew was weak. “I know. I’m okay,” I whispered, though even I did no
The fluorescent lights in the hospital corridor made my head ache almost immediately. I tried to ignore it, gripping the small bag Clear had handed me. The smell of antiseptic and faint, underlying illness clung to the air like a permanent reminder that this was not a place for comfort. My stomach fluttered uneasily, but it wasn’t just the physical discomfort gnawing at me. It was everything else—the tension I had carried for years, the frustration, the pain of feeling invisible to someone who was supposed to be my mother.Clear walked beside me, quiet and steady as always. Her hand brushed mine once, a soft, grounding touch, but I barely acknowledged it. My mind was elsewhere. Focused. Determined.My mother’s hospital room came into view. I could see her reclining slightly in the bed, looking perfectly calm, perfectly indifferent. Her eyes flicked toward us as we entered, and I felt that familiar knot tighten in my chest. The one I had carried for years. The one that had never truly







