登入Cressida’s POV
I lay on my narrow bed staring at the stone ceiling. Two whole nights had passed and Lucian had not sent for me. The silence felt heavy and suffocating. My wolf paced inside my chest, restless and jealous. What was he doing? Was he with another woman? The thought made my stomach twist. I had to find out. In my old pack, I learned how to pick locks when I wanted to slip away at night without anyone knowing. Tonight, I used that old trick. There was no guard standing outside my door anymore, so it was easy. I worked the simple lock with a thin piece of metal I had hidden, and the door clicked open quietly. My heart beat fast as I stepped into the dark hallway. The fortress was quiet at this hour. I moved carefully, staying close to the walls where the shadows were deepest. Every small sound made me freeze. If a guard saw me, I could be locked up again or worse. Lucian’s anger was cold and sharp. I did not want to imagine what he would do if he caught me sneaking around. Still, my wolf pushed me on. She wanted answers. She wanted to know if he had replaced me with someone else. The mate bond I once had with Kael had never felt like this. With Lucian, even the memory of his touch made my skin warm. I hated myself for it, but I could not stop the feeling. I climbed the stairs to the upper level where Lucian’s private chambers were. I had learned the layout from the times the guards took me there. I waited in a dark corner until I saw the two guards outside his door leave for their break. When the hallway was empty, I moved quickly. I reached his heavy wooden door and pressed my ear against it. My breathing was shallow. At first, I heard nothing. Then came a low groan, followed by a heavy thud, like a body hitting the floor. Fear shot through me. Without thinking, I pushed the door open. It swung inward easily as it was not locked. The sight inside made my blood run cold. Lucian lay sprawled on the stone floor near the bed. His powerful body looked broken. A small trickle of blood stained the corner of his mouth. And right beside his outstretched hand was my necklace the delicate chain and pendant that Kael had ripped from my neck and gave to Zara. How did he get it? Was he with Zara? Did he take her to his bed instead of me? The questions burned in my mind, but I pushed them aside. There was no time. “Alpha Lucian!” I cried and rushed forward. I dropped to my knees beside him. “Help! Somebody, please help!” Heavy footsteps thundered down the hall. Two guards burst into the room and stopped short when they saw me kneeling next to the king. “What is this…how did you get in here and what have you done to the king!” one of them shouted. Rough hands grabbed my arms and yanked me backward. “You wasn’t summoned tonight. You must have attacked him!” “I didn’t!” I struggled against their grip. “I heard a noise from outside and came in to help him. I swear!” They did not listen. They held me tightly as one guard ran to fetch Thorne and Elara. Thorne arrived first, his face dark with suspicion. Elara followed right behind him, her eyes wide with worry as she looked at her brother on the floor. Thorne’s gaze locked on me. “Why are you here, girl? How dare you enter the king’s room without being summoned?” “I came because I heard him fall,” I said quickly, my voice shaking. “I only wanted to save him. I wasn’t trying to hurt him—” Before I could finish, Thorne raised his hand to strike me across the face. “Stop!” Elara stepped between us fast. Her voice was sharp. “How dare you try to strike Lucian’s woman?” The words hit me like a warm wave. Lucian’s woman. Even though it was only for thirty days, butterflies fluttered wildly in my stomach. A small, secret part of me liked the sound of it far too much. I quickly looked down so no one would see the smile on my face. Thorne scoffed loudly. “His woman? She is nothing but a slave.” He turned to the guards. “Lift the king onto the bed. He only needs rest. Do not call a healer. And listen well, keep your mouths shut about everything you saw here tonight. If any of you as much as speak a word about this , you will die.” The guards bowed quickly. “Yes, Beta.” Thorne gave me one last cold look and stormed out of the room. Elara turned to me, her expression softer. “Stay with him tonight, Cressida. Sit by his side. The guards will wait outside the door. I will come back later to check on both of you.” I nodded and lowered my head. “Okay.” When the room emptied and the door closed, I walked slowly to the big bed. Lucian looked so still now. I sat on the edge carefully, watching his chest rise and fall. My mind would not stop spinning. How did he get my necklace back from Zara? Why had he not called for me the last two nights? And why did seeing him hurt like this make my chest ache? I did not mean to fall asleep, but the long night and all the fear finally caught up with me. I curled up near the foot of the bed and let my eyes close. When I woke up, soft morning light was coming through the window. I sat up slowly and blinked. A tall, strong figure stood at the vanity, dressing. Lucian. He looked completely different from the man who had been lying on the floor last night. His color was back. He moved with power again. His long dark hair hung over his broad shoulders. Even from behind, I could see the muscles in his back and arms. He looked dangerously handsome. I caught myself staring and felt heat rise to my cheeks. Why am I looking at him like this? He was the man who destroyed my pack. The man who kept me here as his prisoner. I was supposed to hate him with every part of me. As if he could feel my eyes on him, Lucian spoke without turning around. “If you like, you may dress and go with Elara to the village today,” he said, his voice calm and steady. He reached for something on the table and held it up. My necklace. The pendant caught the light. “And you can have this back. It belongs to you.” My eyes widened in shock. He had really brought it back for me. He placed the necklace gently on the table and walked toward the door. When he reached it, he stopped suddenly. Still not turning to face me, he added in a low, firm voice, “Never sneak into my room again. Next time, you might not survive it.” Then he opened the door and left without another word. I sat there alone for a long time, my heart still racing. He had given me permission to leave the fortress with Elara. He had returned the necklace I thought I would never see again. But his warning hung in the air like a threat. I touched the spot on my chest where the necklace used to rest. Part of me still wanted to hate him for everything he had taken from me. Yet another part, the part my wolf refused to ignore felt something warm and cozy. I did not know what tomorrow would bring. But for the first time since I arrived at Blackstone Keep, I felt a small spark of hope mixed with fear. And that scared me more than anything.~Lucian’s POV~A Lot of moons later… I knew something was wrong the moment Cressida walked into my study.She simply looked different. Quieter than usual, with one hand resting against her stomach and the other holding the edge of the door.I closed the book in front of me.“What happened?”“Nothing.”“That answer has never convinced me.”A small smile touched her lips, but she didn’t come closer.“I need to tell you something.”I stood.Her expression made my heart tighten.“Cressida.”“I’m fine, Lucian.”“You’re doing that thing again.”“What thing?”“Trying to convince me you’re fine before you’ve told me what is wrong.”She laughed softly and finally walked toward me.“I knew you would notice.”“I notice everything about you.”She stopped in front of me, and for a moment, she simply looked at me.Then she took my hand.“I think we should see the healer.”My wolf immediately became alert.“Why?”“Because I have been feeling strange lately.”“Strange how?”“Tired. Hungry at odd hours.
Cressidas POVIch hatte mir diesen Moment schon einmal vorgestellt.Aber nicht so.In meiner Vorstellung stand ich immer allein unter einem hellen Mond, umgeben von Menschen, die gekommen waren, um etwas Wichtiges mitzuerleben.Ich sah immer selbstbewusst aus. Schön. Würdig.Ich hatte mir nie vorgestellt, dass meine Hände zittern würden.„Hör auf damit.“Ich sah Elara an.„Womit?“„Damit, so zu tun, als wärst du nicht nervös.“Ich blickte auf meine Hände.„Ich bin nicht nervös.“Rowan lachte neben ihr.„Du drückst seit fünf Minuten ihre Finger.“Elara lächelte. „Genau.“Ich ließ ihre Hand los.„Mir geht es gut.“„Das hast du schon zweimal gesagt, und beide Male war es eine Lüge“, sagte Elara.„Langsam bereue ich es, dich eingeladen zu haben.“„Du hast mich nicht eingeladen. Ich bin Lucians Schwester. Ich wäre gekommen, egal, ob du es wolltest oder nicht.“Ich musste trotz allem lachen.Das half.Kurz darauf machte ich mich auf den Weg zum Innenhof, der inzwischen voller Menschen war.
~Cressida’s POV~ I had imagined this moment before. Not like this, though. In my imagination, I always stood alone beneath a bright moon, surrounded by people who had come to witness something important. I always looked confident. Beautiful. Worthy. I never imagined my hands would be shaking. “Stop doing that.” I looked at Elara. “Doing what?” “Trying to hide that you’re nervous.” I glanced down at my hands.“I’m not nervous.” Rowan laughed from beside her. “You’ve been squeezing her fingers for the last five minutes.” Elara smiled. “Exactly.” I released her hand.“I’m fine.” “You’ve said that twice already and it was a lie both times” Elara said. “I’m beginning to regret inviting you.” “You didn’t invite me. I’m Lucian’s sister. I was coming whether you liked it or not.” I laughed despite myself. That helped. I soon made my way to courtyard which was by now filled with people. Blackthorne’s wolves stood around the stone circle in silence, dressed in their finest c
We stepped through the main gates of the fortress as the last light of day faded behind the trees. The courtyard was quiet. Guards stood at their posts with straight backs, but their eyes held relief instead of the sharp readiness of the past moons. Servants moved aside and bowed, yet no one rushed forward with urgent messages. No one spoke of threats or missing people. The air itself felt lighter. I kept Cressida’s hand in mine as we walked the stone path toward the inner halls. Her fingers were warm. She matched my pace without pulling away. For the first time in nearly two full moons I did not scan every shadow or listen for distant horns. The fortress belonged to us again. We reached the private stair that led to our chambers. I opened the door and let her enter first. The room was exactly how I had left it days earlier, the bed made, the windows open to the night air. I closed the door behind us and turned the lock. The soft click sounded final.
~Lucian’s POV~Three days after Elara came home, Blackthorne finally felt like itself again.There were still guards stationed along the walls, but nobody was running through the halls with weapons drawn. The healers had stopped looking terrified every time Elara touched her stomach. Even Rowan had learned that hovering over my sister every five minutes would only earn him an irritated look.But there was one thing I still had to deal with.The delegates.They were still in their camps outside the fortress, completely unaware of what had happened.I stood inside the old council chamber with the hypnotizer and the witch who had helped him cast the spell.“How long can they remain under it?” I asked.“Not much longer,” the witch said. “The spell has already weakened. If we leave it in place, some of them may begin remembering pieces.”“Then lift it.”The hypnotizer looked at me carefully. “They will be angry. They may see what you did as an insult.”“I know.”I glanced toward the windo
~Lucian’s POV~I found Rowan in the courtyard with Elara.He was standing beside her while she sat on one of the stone benches, his attention fixed on her as he complained about the cold. She had one hand resting over her stomach and the other wrapped around the cup Rowan had brought her.“You’re going to freeze out here,” he said.“I’m fine.”“You said that five minutes ago.”“And I’m still fine.”Rowan sighed and pulled his cloak from his shoulders before placing it around hers.Elara smiled.That smile bothered me.Not because she looked happy. I wanted her happy.It bothered me because Rowan was the reason for it.Since I came to Know of Roan’s existence, all I saw in him was a slave, a fugitive, a Gilead.Now he was standing beside my sister like he belonged there.And worse, he looked like he believed he did.“Lucian.”I looked at Elara.She was watching me now.“You’ve been staring at us for the last minute.”“I wasn’t staring.”“You were.”Rowan glanced at me but said nothing.
Lucian’ POV The door slammed behind Cressida with a finality that echoed through my chambers longer than it should have. How dare she? The words still burned on my tongue. She had slept in my bed, curled against me like she belonged there, and the very next morning she asked for a favor as if
The days began to blur inside the stone fortress. After the first brutal night, the routine shifted in small, almost imperceptible ways. The guards no longer dragged me through the halls like a prisoner. Instead, they escorted me with detached politeness. My meals improved. I started eating more
Cressida’s POV I stood frozen outside the door, the thin crack revealing a scene that shattered my world. Alpha Kael’s deep, guttural moans filled the room as he thrust into her with raw, punishing force. My best friend Zara clawed at his back, her legs wrapped tightly around his waist. “Yes!
Before I could utter a single word, the stranger turned and gave a sharp nod. “Take her.” Rough hands dragged me forward. I twisted and struggled, but it was useless against their iron grips. “No—please! Let me go!” I was completely ignored and dragged through the dark woods back toward my pack.







