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Mia POV

The dress came home on a Tuesday, wrapped in paper my mother wouldn't let either of us touch.

"Ryder especially," she said, carrying the box up the stairs herself like it might be stolen from her at any moment. "You don't get within ten feet of this hallway until the day itself."

"I wasn't going to look."

"You were absolutely going to look."

He didn't argue, just held up both hands in surrender and went back to
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  • 37 Times You Called My Name    156

    MIA POV The morning after the apartment was emptied, the finality arrived in stages. I woke to sunlight and the solid warmth of Ryder’s body, and for a few seconds there was only the present. Then the fear checked in—not as sharp as it had been in the early days after I canceled the lease, but clearer than it had been the day before. It spoke in a simple, familiar line: *There is nowhere else left that belongs only to you.* I named it. Old survival logic. Then I checked the present. His arm was heavy across my waist. His breath was steady against my shoulder. The sheets still smelled like both of us. The present held. “Morning,” he said when he felt me surface. “Morning.” “Volume?” “Present. Clearer than yesterday. The empty apartment is landing.” His hand moved once along my side. “That’s allowed. Finality has weight.” I turned to face him. In the morning light his expression was open and patient. I touched the line of his jaw and let the simple fact of him steady the residua

  • 37 Times You Called My Name    155

    MIA POV Saturday arrived clear and cool, the kind of morning that made the decision feel practical instead of symbolic. I woke to the solid warmth of Ryder’s body and the late, soft check-in of the fear. It registered, named itself, and receded when the present answered with the weight of his arm and the quiet fact that we had already agreed on the shape of the day. I turned into him and rested there for a few minutes before either of us spoke. “Morning,” he said. “Morning.” “Volume?” “Low. Manageable. Ready enough.” His hand moved once along my back. “We can take the whole day if you need it. Or stop halfway. Nothing has to be finished on a schedule.” “I want it finished. But I might need quiet while we do it.” “Quiet I can do.” We rose and moved through the early hours without hurry. Coffee. Toast. The ordinary rhythm that had become the foundation of most mornings. I stood at the window with my mug and looked out at the city without searching for the windows tha

  • 37 Times You Called My Name    154

    MIA POV The morning I reached for him first had started something I could feel in the hours that followed. I woke to sunlight and the solid heat of Ryder’s body, and the fear arrived so late it barely registered before the present answered it. I turned into him without performing the old inventory first. His mouth found mine, slow and warm with sleep, and for a long stretch there was only the quiet fact of wanting him and being allowed to act on it. “Morning,” he said against my lips. “Morning.” “Volume?” “Almost nothing. I didn’t check before I reached.” His hand spread across my bare back, steady and open. “Keep doing that whenever you want.” We stayed in bed until the light moved further across the sheets. There was no urgency to turn the closeness into more than it was. His fingers traced the line of my spine. I closed my eyes and let the quieter sequence hold without testing it for cracks. When the fear stayed secondary, the space it left open felt like something I could

  • 37 Times You Called My Name    153

    MIA POVThere came a morning when I woke and reached for him before I checked anything else.The fear arrived afterward, late and soft, and found the present already occupied by the heat of his skin and the weight of his arm and the slow, deliberate way his mouth found my shoulder. I named the alarm out of habit, then let it recede while I turned in his arms and kissed him the way I had started to—without needing the wanting to justify itself first.“Morning,” he said against my mouth.“Morning.”“Volume?”“Late. Quiet. I reached for you first.”I felt the smile more than I saw it. His hand spread warm across my bare back. “That’s the best version of late I’ve heard.”We stayed in bed longer than usual. The closeness did not need to become more than it was. His fingers traced the line of my spine. I closed my eyes and practiced remaining inside the quieter sequence without bracing for the old urgency to reclaim

  • 37 Times You Called My Name    152

    MIA POVThe quieter mornings had begun to make space for things that were not about fear at all.I woke to sunlight and the solid warmth of Ryder’s body, and for a long stretch there was only the present. The alarm checked in late and soft, then receded without argument when the room answered it. I lay still and listened to the difference. The old urgency was still capable of speaking, but it no longer arrived with the assumption that it would be obeyed.“Morning,” he said when he felt me wake.“Morning.”“Volume?”“Low. Background. The room was here first.”His arm tightened around me briefly. I turned to face him and touched the corner of his mouth, watching his eyes soften the way they did when the morning was easy. The wanting under my skin stirred, familiar and uncomplicated by shame. I leaned in and kissed him—slow, unhurried—and he kissed me back the same way, one hand resting warm at the side of my neck.

  • 37 Times You Called My Name    151

    MIA POVThe quieter mornings had started to change the way I moved through the hours that followed.I woke to sunlight and the solid warmth of Ryder’s body, and for a long stretch there was only the present—no late alarm, no sharp inventory of exits, only the weight of his arm and the slow rhythm of his breathing. When the fear finally checked in it was soft enough that I almost missed it. I named it anyway, then let it recede while the room remained solid around us.“Morning,” he said when he felt me surface.“Morning.”“Volume?”“Barely there. The room came first again.”His arm tightened around me for a moment. “I’m glad.”I turned to face him. In the morning light his features looked open and rested. I touched the corner of his mouth and watched his eyes soften. The wanting that lived under my skin stirred, familiar now, no longer tangled as tightly with the old shame. I leaned in and kissed him—slow, unhurr

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