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Deysha got back to her luxury apartment looking defeated. Javyn Andrew was her last chance at freedom from her father. She was the only one of his daughters yet to be married off to a wealthy businessman who would benefit her father. Her brothers were put into business as soon as they turned eighteen, while her sisters were sent off to their husbands. Since she showed no interest in either and wanted to become a doctor, she became his worst nightmare. Their mother was no use; she simply did what he instructed. The plan was so perfect in her head, she would tell him why she disappeared all those years ago, and he would save her from her father. She took out a beer from under her bed and quickly gulped its contents. Three beers in, she could not contain herself anymore. Tears were streaming down her cheeks uncontrollably, and the anger she had felt when he held the nurse’s hand all came back to her. She smashed the empty beer cans on the glass table with her bare hands. The beer cans she had targeted only lost their shape, but the table smashed and was now shards of glass. Her hand was bleeding, yet she felt no physical pain; the hurt she felt was from within. She had lost her one true love, not to death but to another woman. **** Back at the mansion, everyone seemed to be easing up. Savannah left Zayn and Mr. Andrew at the table, and they were fully absorbed in their business talks. She was exhausted from the day’s events and wasted no time falling asleep. It was a peaceful enough night. Mr. Andrew made sure his investigator was looking into Deysha before he went to sleep that night. He was certain her return was not genuine. Unlike Mr. Andrew, Zayn had other errands in mind. He was about to go to his room, but could not cure his curiosity about how she was doing. They both knew how badly Deysha’s sudden disappearance had affected Javyn, something they had chosen to conceal from Celia. Her room was just down the hallway, so he quietly walked there. He was quiet when opening the door to avoid any noise. Just as he had thought, she was awake, probably worried about her brother. They shared two things in common: one was that they cared about billionaire Javyn Andrew. Jada Rose was hoping he would visit her that night. She was just as shocked as she was hurt to see Deysha return as though nothing had happened. “I’m here, Rosy, talk to me.” He was seated at the edge of her bed, looking at her. She had no memory of the last time anyone called her that. She was no longer the baby everyone looked out for; she was now an arrogant teenager everyone avoided. Seeing her reluctant to respond, he got into the bed right next to her. Zayn urged her to talk to him. The response he got was not at all what he had expected. Jada slowly leaned in for a kiss, reaching for his jeans’ button. This caught Zayn by surprise as she had never been the one to make the first move. She was already naked underneath her oversized T-shirt, making it easier for him. He slowly let to fingers inside her and could feel the juices she had inside. Once both were undressed, he got on top and slowly let himself inside her, taking in her soft moans as she held on to the sheets. The second thing they shared in common was that they love making love to each other. That was exactly what they did that night until they fell asleep in each other’s arms. **** Javyn Andrew’s billion-dollar company was marking fifty years in business, and for weeks, that was all the Andrew family would talk about. Celia and Jada had gone all out, planning a lavish party to celebrate. Savannah had a few days before her semester began. She was excited yet slightly apprehensive. On this day, they had spent their time shopping for outfits as instructed by Mr. Andrew. He told Jada to make sure she got more than enough outfits for the semester, in addition to getting their outfits for the big day. They had Zayn and a driver who helped them around throughout the day, whether it was carrying bags of shopping or helping them decide on an outfit. So that evening, two exhausted men brought two excited women back to the mansion. Mr. Andrew was in the living room waiting for them. Jada was quick to let her brother know what an amazing day it was. Even though he listened intently to her yapping, his eyes followed Savannah’s every move. They kept looking over at her as she helped Mia carry some of the shopping bags to her room. It had been a while since they spent time together. Mia was helping Savannah put everything in order when they heard a knock on the door. It was Mr. Andrew, so Mia excused herself. “Thank you for today, Mr. Andrew.” Saying this, she pulled out his credit card from her purse and handed it to him. “You are going to need it more than I do, keep it. I wanted to know how your day was.” He was holding onto her hands. She told him all about her day, and soon they were talking about any and everything. He was telling her about how exhausting work was, about the excitement for the party. She, in return, told him about how much reading she was doing to pass the time and how she was eager to start school again, but also scared. They were laughing about how excited Celia was about the upcoming party when Mr. Andrew’s whole demeanor changed. Savannah was confused for a moment. “She is excited to meet her future daughter-in-law.” He went silent for a moment. “You do know you are the other person I told her about that day?” Savannah was at a loss for words. She knew they shared something and could not try to deny it, but for him to admit he felt the same way changed a lot. They were in love and they knew it. Savannah simply looked at him. Then she did what she had always wanted to do whenever she looked at his lips as he talked. She kissed him. Javyn Andrew had not anticipated this from her, but he had wanted this just as much as she did; he did not hold back. They seemed not to get enough of each other when Mr. Andrew’s phone began buzzing. He apologized to her and kissed her once more before he excused himself. Savannah lay back on her bed with a smile on her face. She was on cloud nine. It was as though she could still taste his lips. It was Javyn Andrew’s investigator calling with information on Deysha that he said was shocking to him. Her return was indeed not genuine. All Mr. Andrew wanted in that moment was her address, which he was quickly given. He knew what he had to do. She had once taken away his happiness by disappearing. He was not going to let her do it once more by reappearing in his life.TAKEN ABACKThe house was beginning to stir — faint sounds of the staff downstairs, soft light creeping through the drawn curtains. Savannah sat at the edge of the bed, her hands absently tracing the seam of the blanket Mrs. Kent had made. She’d been up for hours, the taste of unease still sharp in her throat.Javyn emerged from the adjoining room, still in a loose gray shirt, his hair damp from the shower. He paused when he saw her expression — that faraway, guarded look she wore when something weighed too heavy to say out loud.“You didn’t sleep,” he said softly, coming closer.Savannah shook her head. “Not really.”He sat beside her, the mattress dipping slightly. “Is it the nausea again?”“No.” Her voice was quieter than a whisper. “It’s Zayn.”Javyn frowned. “Zayn?”Savannah hesitated, unsure how much to reveal. “He’s been… different. Since your mother arrived.”Javyn’s eyes sharpened, the calm in them slipping into a wary edge. “Different how?”She exhaled slowly, searching for w
SHE RETURNSThe LA estate loomed in silence when Zayn arrived. The long driveway shimmered under dusk, lights cutting through the palm-lined path like quiet beacons leading him home — though it didn’t feel like home anymore.Inside, the air was thick with the scent of fresh paint and the ghosts of the past. Boxes were stacked near the foyer — signs of a life hastily transplanted.Somewhere deeper in the house, he could hear Savannah’s low voice, the faint hum of a kettle, the distant echo of calm she was forcing herself to hold onto.He took a breath and pushed forward.Javyn stood in the living room, sleeves rolled up, going through files spread across the marble table — security reports, estate documents, a few photos of men Zayn recognized from the field. He looked up as the door clicked shut.“You made it,” Javyn said. Relief flashed in his eyes before the usual controlled calm took over. “Good. We’ve got work to do.”Zayn managed a nod. “Always do.”His tone was even, but inside
LAST GLANCEThe morning came too soon. The airport was a blur of rolling suitcases, announcements, and sterile light. Jada moved through it all like a ghost — one hand clutching her boarding pass, the other tugging her small carry-on behind her. Celia walked a few paces ahead, phone pressed to her ear, voice clipped and composed as always.Everything felt like it was happening around Jada, not to her. The ticket agent smiled. The line shuffled forward.The world kept spinning — but her heart was still somewhere between New York and Los Angeles, caught in the hollow space Zayn’s silence had left.She checked her phone again. No new messages.When she finally looked up, her breath caught.Across the crowded terminal, near the security checkpoint, stood a man — tall, broad-shouldered, head tilted in that familiar way. For one dizzy heartbeat, she knew it was him. Zayn. He had come.Her pulse quickened, hands trembling as she whispered, “Mom, I’ll be right back,” before Celia could res
BE SAFEZayn moved through the house like a shadow, methodical and restless. Every task should’ve been mechanical — calls to make, names to trust, protocols to enforce.Yet every click of his phone, every soft hum of the security monitors, felt like a whisper from another life.Her life.Jada’s laughter still lived in the edges of his mind — the way she teased him when he forgot to smile, the defiant spark in her eyes when she challenged him to be more than Javyn’s right hand.He passed by a half-open door and stopped. Savannah’s scarf — a pale cream one she’d left draped over a chair — caught the light just right, fluttering like the one Jada wore that night in the rain when they first kissed. He froze, the air thick with ghosts he had no right to remember.He pushed forward, trying to drown the noise in action. He checked the perimeters again, verified the security feeds, and reached out to old contacts he hadn’t spoken to since his father’s days in service. “I need reliable men,” h
BREWING REBELLIONUpstairs, the house was still, but Mia’s thoughts were anything but. She folded a silk blouse into the suitcase with mechanical precision, though her mind wasn’t on the task.She had been in this family’s home long enough to know when something was wrong. Tonight, everything screamed of secrets—the hushed phone call Celia had taken, the order to pack at once, the tension that pulsed like static through the walls.And then there was Jada.She most definitely had someone in mind when the plan to have her go abroad for schooling was mentioned, someone she was fond of, someone her heart ached for.Her hands stilled over the suitcase. Could it be Zayn?The thought struck like lightning. Mia had noticed the softness in Jada’s eyes whenever Zayn was mentioned, the unspoken ache that lingered between them. And if Jada had secretly reached out to him, it meant cracks were widening in Celia’s control.Mia glanced at the small bottle of pills she’d tucked away earlier, evidence
REBELLIONJada lingered by the edge of the couch, watching her mother closely. The way Celia smoothed her hair, the way her fingers wouldn’t leave the phone, it all screamed of something slipping.“Mother…” Jada said slowly, her words tasting like rebellion on her tongue. “For someone who claims to be in control of everything, you don’t seem very… in control right now.”The remark hung in the air, sharp and dangerous.Celia’s eyes snapped to her daughter, the mask of composure freezing into place. But Jada didn’t back down—she tilted her chin, waiting for an answer, watching every flicker across her mother’s face.Before Celia could strike back, her gaze slid past Jada. On the staircase landing, Mia was caught mid-step, tray in hand, eyes a little too wide.The silence stretched for a beat. Then, Celia’s voice cut through like glass.“Mia.”The maid stiffened. “Yes, Ma’am?”“Pack our bags. We’re leaving for Los Angeles.”Jada’s head whipped around. “LA? You mean…”“No questions,” Cel







