Feeling funky

Nora

“She’s trying to disobey your orders, Alpha.” Beta Seyric explained and he glared at me, making me bow my head.

My heart was pounding heavily, there was a lot of tension in the room, I could feel Nyx reaching for the edge as excitement surged through her.

She was overjoyed to see him… His scent filled the whole room, every breath I took felt like I was taking him into my system.

It made my stomach churn, I felt butterflies, I didn’t know if it was for a good or bad reason. I didn’t want him to be around but deep down, Nyx wanted him to be more than just around, she wanted him so close that his breath fanned my neck.

It was infuriating. This man was doing a lot of damage to me with his presence and I hated it. I hated it when I had little over my body and this was the first time.

“I… I don’t want to be here anymore… I wish to leave the pack house, please grant my request… I’m not going to reject you, I just don’t want to work here anymore.” I pleaded, wishing he’d listen to me even though I had intentions to reject him later.

“Ok.” That was all he said and I whipped my head up, confused as to whether he was giving in or not.

“Okay?” I repeated.

“Leave.” He said and I swallowed. That was pretty easy, too easy… it didn’t feel right… There were a lot of loopholes in this and my heart raced even faster.

“Alpha…” Seyric stepped forward but he stopped him with a raise of his hand.

“I… I… thank you, Alpha.” I muttered and picked up my bag. I began walking hastily because I knew all it took was one word and I’d be stuck here.

I was about to exhale with relief when a pair of strong veiny hands pressed to my waist firmly. I was startled but wasn’t allowed to react as I was lifted from the ground and thrown onto the strongest and biggest shoulders I’d ever seen.

I was astonished.., I couldn’t react for a moment… I could feel the head radiating from his body. He was tall, strong and he began walking away.

I caught a hold of my wild thoughts before I completely forgot myself. “No! I… Set me free! Let me go!” I yelled, hitting and kicking as hard as I could.

Everyone’s gaze followed us, they couldn’t stop staring at us. Seyric was astonished, he couldn’t believe this was happening, nobody could.

“Let me go!” I yelled as he walked into the house, I continued hitting and my hands began to hurt, how could this man be carrying me like a log of wood without feeling any pain.

He barely bulged, it felt like I was a towel on his shoulder and he kicked the door open to a room. “Let go…” My words were cut short when he placed me on the ground.

I was more furious, this was wrong! He was forcing me into doing something I wanted no part in. I was about to complain when I noticed the room.

It was brightly lit, barely had decorations but it was large… Freaking large… Large enough for four maids to sleep on… Hell was this my room? No! I was leaving… Nothing was going to stop me, not even this extremely tempting room.

“I want to leave… Please let me go.” I pleaded and he folded his arms.

“No.” He replied briefly and I exhaled deeply.

“You’re kidnapping me… You’re forcing me to stay against my wish.” I whispered and his jaws tightened, he stared at me blankly.

“I’m not…”

“But I don’t want to stay here! I want to leave.” My voice rose and I tried to calm myself down, hoping he’d let me go soon.

“You're my mate… You can’t leave.” These words made my heart race violently as I felt tremors down my spine, my knees were weak. His words were more than just commands, they made something sprint forth inside of me.

It made my body jolt against my wish… He had an adverse effect on me and I hated it.

“But I don’t want to be here… What would people think…”

“Even the Alpha council would never believe that I’m housing you against your wish… I’m a man every woman wants.” He whispered huskily, taking two steps forward and I swallowed.

To make matters worse, my eyes darted to his Adam’s Apple and the way it bobbed increased the flames inside of me… He was both terrifying and appealing, his words were low, husky and seductive, like this was an intentional attack on my brain.

“But I don’t want you… I want to leave…”

“Why? Where are you going?” He demanded, stepping even closer and I took three steps back, hoping he wouldn't come any closer because I was very close to the wall.

“Anywhere but this place… I want to go out and start a life of my own… I promise I’m not going to reject you… I just want to start my life.” I pleaded, hoping I sounded as convincing as possible.

His jaws clenched, he stared at me with his dark eyes flickering with red flashes…

“Do you hate me that much?” He questioned, his voice surprisingly soft and I opened my mouth to talk but the words were stuck. He stared at me for five seconds, willing me to speak but I said nothing.

“This is your room. Get used to it.” He replied coldly and walked out, slamming the door. He seemed angry…I didn’t answer so why was he angry?

“I want to leave, Nyx…” I whispered softly and all of a sudden I felt a sudden rise of bitterness inside my throat. There was an irritation and I gagged, shocked and confused.

I was hit with nausea and I swallowed, hoping it was enough but it only made everything worse. I slapped my palms against my cheeks as I raced towards the second door in the room, figuring it was the bathroom.

Once inside, I grabbed the sink tightly as I retched followed by a series of pale yellow liquid erupting from my mouth into the basin.