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Chapter 31 - Mother And Son
He was really confused and it was keeping him from getting much sleep lately.
Instead of sleeping, he would lay awake and just think over the same things, the same questions and never get any answers.
He was sick of it. It made him short tempered and it was exhausting running over the same theories and questions every night.
He wasn't sure he could do it anymore.
Cailen threw back the covers of his bed, the cool air creeping over his skin and making him shiver.
He contemplated wrapping himself in the blanket and taking it with him but decided it would be more work than it was worth and a safety hazard when trying to descend the stairs.
He left the blanket and shuffled his way out of the room, trying to be as quiet as possible so he didn't wake anyone up.
As he passed William's room, he could hear his quiet snoring- something William refuses to believe he does every time Cailen
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