LOGINTATIANA
I still had the broken hairpin clenched in my fist when the door clicked open again. It wasn't Kain. The silence from the last time he sat across from me at that little table had stretched so long I almost forgot how to breathe normally. My knuckles ached from how hard I’d been gripping the pin, but I didn’t let go. It felt like the only thing in this whole damn room that was still mine to decide what to do with. The man who stepped inside was built like he'd spent years making sure he looked intimidating. Broad through the shoulders with his hair cut short enough that it didn’t move when he turned his head. Ex-military, I thought right away, because nobody stands that still unless they’ve had it drilled into them. He carried a new lamp in one hand. The old one was still on the floor by the bed where I’d dropped it after I tried to swing it at Kain’s head yesterday. Or was it the day before? Time had started blurring together. The man didn’t speak as he set the lamp on the nightstand and plugged it in. The bulb flickered once, then settled into a soft yellow glow that made the room feel less like a cell and more like a place someone might actually sleep in. I watched his hands the whole time. They were steady. He clearly wasn't in a rush. I cleared my throat. “Who are you.” He glanced over. One corner of his mouth twitched, the tiniest movement, but I caught it. He looked amused. I sat up straighter on the edge of the bed, the hairpin still warm in my palm. “Do you have a name, or do I have to guess? Because I’m really good at guessing and I’m also really bored, so I’ll probably get it wrong on purpose just to annoy you.” He straightened, hands loose at his sides. “Dmitri.” “Dmitri,” I repeated. Russian, obviously. His voice reminded me of my father’s voice when he used to call me Tatia in that half-scolding, half-fond way. I shoved the thought down. “Well, Dmitri. I’m Tatiana. But you already know that. Don't you?.” He didn’t deny it and I kept talking because the silence felt dangerous, like if I stopped he might leave and then I’d be alone with the echo of Kain’s gun raining bullets on my family again. “Here’s the thing,” I said, leaning forward a little. “I don’t belong here. None of this is right. My godfather, Aleksander Solakov, he’ll be looking for me. Or my fiancé Julian. Someone will pay you. A lot. More than whatever he’s giving you to stand outside my door and bring me lamps. You could just... look the other way. One time. That’s all I need. I’m not asking you to drive me to the airport or anything dramatic. Just don’t notice when I walk past.” I waited. My heart fluttered stupidly as I tried to sound braver than I felt. In the books I’d read, the captive would talk the guard into helping and it always works because the guard has a secret soft spot or a sick kid or something. Real life probably didn’t work like that. Real life was probably the reason my palm was sweaty around a broken hairpin. Dmitri studied me for a second longer. Then he shook his head slowly. He didn't seem annoyed though. Just... Firm. “I work for Mr Kain only.,” he said. “Don’t complicate things for yourself" Well, there goes my opportunity for escape. He could have laughed at me or threatened me. He didn’t. He just told me the truth in the shortest sentence possible and left it there. I swallowed. “So that’s it? You bring the lamp, you say no, and that’s the whole conversation?” He reached for the broken lamp on the floor, the same one I’d tried to use as a weapon. “Warmer inside,” he said. Then he turned toward the door. I stood up fast. The hairpin bit into my skin but I didn’t flinch. “Dmitri. Wait.” He paused with his hand on the knob. I didn’t know what I was going to say next. I really wanted to keep pushing, to list all the reasons this was insane, to make him see me as a person instead of a job. He was already stepping into the hallway when I called after him, softer this time. “Please.” My face was wet with tears. But it was a waste. Dimitri never turned to see them. The door clicked shut behind him. I stood there holding the hairpin and staring at the new light on the nightstand.TATIANAI still had the broken hairpin clenched in my fist when the door clicked open again.It wasn't Kain.The silence from the last time he sat across from me at that little table had stretched so long I almost forgot how to breathe normally. My knuckles ached from how hard I’d been gripping the pin, but I didn’t let go. It felt like the only thing in this whole damn room that was still mine to decide what to do with.The man who stepped inside was built like he'd spent years making sure he looked intimidating. Broad through the shoulders with his hair cut short enough that it didn’t move when he turned his head. Ex-military, I thought right away, because nobody stands that still unless they’ve had it drilled into them. He carried a new lamp in one hand. The old one was still on the floor by the bed where I’d dropped it after I tried to swing it at Kain’s head yesterday. Or was it the day before? Time had started blurring together.The man didn’t speak as he set the lamp on the
TATIANAThe doctor is a woman named Irina.She sets her bag on the nightstand and takes out gloves, needles, and a thread. She looks at Kain, then at me, then back at Kain."Not me," he says. "Her."Irina doesn't ask questions. Not about the state of the room or why a twenty-two-year-old woman is locked inside a stranger's house wearing clothes that don't fit her. She simply nods at me and points to the chair by the bed.I sit. My knee throbs where I scraped it on the doorframe. Kain lowers himself onto the edge of the mattress beside me. His sleeve is already rolled up. The fresh wound on his hand has started bleeding again. Dark red seeps through the fabric he pressed against it.Irina kneels in front of me. She dabs my scraped knee with alcohol. I wince at the sting."Shouldn't doctors be older?" I say, mostly to distract myself from the burning. "You know, grey hair. Spectacles on a chain.""Why do you think so?" Irina's voice matches her steady hands. "And how do you know I'm not
TATIANA “I know she died when you were twelve and our father married her sister right after. You disappeared and turned into… this.” I gesture with my pinned wrists. “Whatever this is. Tell me, is that why you killed them? If it is, then you’ve got less character than I thought. Twelve years is a long time to hold a grudge like that.” “Stop talking.” I push against his hold, testing for any weakness. “Or is that the problem? You planned the murders down to the second but you didn’t plan what to do with me afterward, did you?” He lets go so suddenly I stumble. My shoulder hits the wall. I’ve hit a nerve. I know it. “You want to know what I planned?” He steps back, picks up some of the clothes I’ve thrown around, and holds them out like an offering I don’t want. “I planned to kill you too. But then I thought… such a pretty face would go to waste. Also your father hid something before he died. Something people have killed and will be killed for. You're going to help me find it.
TATIANA I wait until his footsteps completely disappear down the hall. Then I drop to my knees beside the bed and start feeling around in the carpet for the broken hairpin I dropped earlier in my rage. My fingers finally close around it. The metal feels cold and pointless in my palm. I jam the jagged end into the lock anyway. Twist left. Twist right. The pin snaps with this tiny, clean sound that makes me think of every stupid gothic novel where the heroine realizes too late that the house itself is the real trap. I stare at the broken half in my hand. Of course it breaks. Real life doesn’t hand you convenient skeleton keys or secret passages. “Brilliant,” I mutter to the empty room. “Absolutely brilliant. Next I’ll try charming the hinges with interpretive dance.” I kick the bedpost. Pain shoots up my toe. I kick it again, harder, because at least this pain has a clear cause and a clear end. Then the lock clicks from the outside. My heart slams against my ribs like it’s
KAIN I sit in the dark security room and watch her on the monitor like some kind of twisted movie. She’s tearing the bedroom apart. Drawers yanked open, clothes flung everywhere. What's left of the lamp base she tried to smash into my head earlier, gets kicked across the floor. She’s digging through everything, desperate, like if she just looks hard enough she’ll find a weapon, a key, a way out. There’s nothing. I made sure of that. No knives, no sharp glass, nothing she could use to hurt herself or me. Her parents, fuck. I can’t even call them that anymore. Viktor raised me after my real dad disappeared, pulled me out of the orphanage like some charity project. But he killed Sonya. He killed our baby too. She was only three months along when she called me crying happy tears. That phone call is burned into my skull. That’s why I ended every single one of them at that table. I felt nothing while I did it. No guilt. No second thoughts. Except when it came to her. Tatiana’s fac
TATIANAThe car finally slows down. Gravel crunches under the tires and my brain immediately goes, Well, that sounds exactly like bones breaking. Nice touch. Next he’ll probably put on some creepy organ music and start wearing a cape.I press myself harder into the seat like that’s going to help. Stupid. The seat isn’t going to save me. Nothing is. Julian. Oh yes, Julian. Why didn't I think of him sooner. Julian will save me. He’s a lawyer and my secret boyfriend, the sweetest man I have ever met. He must have some friends in the force to get me out of the hands of my evil stepbrother. My phone. I can’t find my phone. I searched my pockets and found nothing, then I remembered I left it in my room because mother always insisted on no phones in the dining hall. “Oh Shit.” The road behind us had been empty for miles, just cliffs and black water way down below. The kind of empty where people vanish and nobody ever comes looking. I’ve seen this movie. I know how it ends.He opens my do







