The next day, I decided to go back to school.
Pagpasok ko pa lang sa campus, ramdam ko agad ang mga matang nakatingin sa akin. Sa loob-loob ko, I knew some of them knew what happened. Others probably just saw Jared's posts with the red-dress girl. In this school, issues spread like wildfire, famous person ka man o hindi.Tumango lang ako sa mga kaibigan ko, but I kept walking straight toward the building. I won't let them see me falter. Kung may makikita silang Ellyn ngayon, it will be someone fiercer, someone colder, and someone they can't mess with.Then, it happened.I was about to turn sa hallway pa-labas ng admin office when I accidentally bumped into someone. Tumama ang balikat ko sa matitipunong dibdib ng isang lalaki."Sorry-" sabay lingon ko pataas.Damn.Tall. Fair-skinned. Deep brown eyes. Messy black hair. He was wearing the school uniform like it was made for him—neat, crisp, and with a loosened tie that screamed effortless charm."No worries," he said casually, then smiled.Smile? Nope. Hindi ito pangkaraniwang ngiti. It is like seducing me.Parang slow motion akong napako sa kinatatayuan ko.This man is very handsome. Like the charm of Leonarado DiCaprio. His aura screams luxury.
He looks like a temptation that every woman needed. Damn, feeling ko magkakaroon lang ako ng kasalanan dahil sa lalaking ‘to.
Suddenly, I snapped out of it. "Ah, I-I haven't seen you here. New student?" tanong ko out of instinct.Gosh! Nakakahiya! Nautal pa ako! Parang may interest tuloy ako sa kanya."Yeah," he replied. "Just transferred. From Baguio."Baguio?That triggered something in my memory. Wait... wasn't that where Jared studied pharmacy before?Before I could ask more, dumaan ang isang student na lalaki at tinawag siya."Red! Bilis, bro! Class is starting."Red? That's his nickname?Interesting.---Later that day, nagkukwentuhan kami ni Carla habang naglalakad pauwi. "So, nakita mo na si Red?""Yeah," sagot ko. "Harap-harapan pa.""Gwapo, 'no?""Medyo," I admitted. "Mukhang may dating."She leaned closer, whispering dramatically, "And guess what?"Here comes her another chika. I raised an eyebrow."He's Jared's cousin."I stopped in my tracks."What?"Carla nodded, smirking. "As in magpinsan sila. Sabi ni Keisha from Section B, anak siya ng kapatid ng tatay ni Jared. Same surname pero iba lang middle name. Small world, huh?"Hindi ako naka-react agad. My heart raced.Ang pinsan ni Jared... transferee sa school namin?What a fucking coincidence this has been. Pero teka lang...And then, slowly, a smirk formed on my lips.Maybe... just maybe... the universe is giving me the ammunition I need.—
There's something dangerously satisfying about the idea of making someone regret losing you.
And for the first time since the breakup, I feel alive again.
I don't know if it's the pain, the betrayal, or the silence that followed after I walked away from Jared, but something inside me shifted. Parang may humugot ng tinik sa dibdib ko, pero pinalitan naman iyon ng isang apoy. Not the good kind, but the kind that makes you want to burn everything who makes you feel like you’re the most shittiest woman in town.
"Ellyn!"
Lumingon ako at nakita si Carla, ang best friend ko, na papalapit habang kumakaway. Agad niyang napansin ang eye bags ko na parang panda.
"Seryoso, beh," hingal niyang sabi nang makalapit na, "I was about to file a missing person report."
Malimit ko siyang nginitian. "You saw my stories. Alam mong buhay pa ako."
"Buhay pa physically," she countered. "eh, emotionally at mentally? Parang gumuho na buong mundo mo."
I sighed, crossing my arms. "Maybe it did."
"After what he did? Beh, I feel you. Pero, knowing you? I think you're about to cook something in a day or two."
I didn't respond immediately, but the corners of my lips twitched and I looked my best to look at her eyes so innocently.
Carla gasped. "Hoy. Hoy. Huwag mong sabihing—may balak ka nga?"
Okay. She got me.
"Silent revenge," I said. "At least sa simula."
"Ellyn..."
"Don't worry, Hindi naman ako gagawa ng kahit anong illegal o kahit anong masama. I just... need him to see what he had lost."
Tinaasan niya ako ng isang kilay. "So, you're plan is to make him regret at kung anong resulta ang naging katumbas ng actions niya?"
"Exactly."
"Let me guess," she drawled. "You want him to see you with someone else."
I smiled. "You know me so well."
She groaned. "Beh, nababaliw ka na ba?"
Napabuntong-hininga ako. I shouldn't have said anything. I never thought na—
"And I love it!" sunod niyang sambit na pasigaw na. "Who's the lucky guy?"
I turned my head slightly toward the covered hallway, where a certain tall, silent figure just walked out of the senior building—hood up, black headphones over his head, and an unreadable expression on his face as usual.
Tumingin ako sa hallway kung saan lumabas ang certain tall, silent figure nang may suot na black hoodie—Red Sarmiento.
Sinundan ni Carla ang tingin ko.
"No. Nope. Not him. Ellyn!"
"Bakit naman no?" inosente kong tanong sa kanya.
"Red? As in Red Sarmiento? As in cousin ni Jared?!"
"Yup."
"Ellyn, literal na kamag-anak ni Jared 'yon. This is like signing a deal with the devil."
"Maybe I need a devil," I muttered.
"Okay, I take it back na love ko kung anong plano mo. You're like digging your own grave here!"
"Trust me on this, Carla."
"Ellyn..."
I faced her seriously. "Think about it. Jared's cousin. New transferee. Attractive. Mysterious. And most of all, unexpected. If anyone could make Jared sweat, it's him."
Carla looked like she was battling a hundred thoughts at once. "And paano mo siya mapapapayag? Many attempted but failed. How can you be so sure you can convince a cold prince like that?"
I smirked. "Leave that to me."
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—THIRD PERSON'S VIEW— Sabi nila na magiging mabait lang ang isang tao sa'yo kung ginawan mo siya ng kabutihan. Kapag naman ginawan mo siya ng mali, either mababalikan ka ng karma o magiging mabuti pa rin sa'yo ang taong iyon. "Huwag mo po akong patayin! Maawa po kayo sa akin! Maawa kayo!" Pero ang organisasyon na Red Crimson? "Kill him. Now." BANG! Iba ang kanilang patakaran. Kung may mabuti ka mang ginawa sa kanila at patuloy iyong ginagawa mo para sa ikauunlad ng kanilang organisasyon, ligtas ka, ngunit kapag nalaman nilang naging traydor o sumakabilang panig ka, hindi mo na makikita ang liwanag pa. Matapos ang pagputok ng baril direkta sa ulo ng lalaki, ang katawan niya ay bumagsak sa sahig kasabay ng upuang kanyang kinauupuan. Nakatali kasi ang mga kamay niya sa kanyang likuran sa may upuan, pati na rin ang kanyang mga paa. "Miss Vera, should we discard him?" tanong ng isang taong nakaitim.
—ELLYN’S POV— Red is acting weird when we just got home. Well, he was like a gentleman as always. Pinagbubuksan niya ako ng pintuan whenever I will go out of his car, opening the door for me when I will step inside the house and taking my things out of my hands para hindi daw mabigat para sa akin ang mga bitbit ko. But he didn’t kiss me today. That’s what the WEIRD thing is. Hindi naman niya nakakalimutang mag-kiss sa akin. Ni sa cheeks nga ay wala akong natanggap mula sa kanya. Ano ba ang problema niya? Bakit siya nagkakaganto ngayon? Napabuntong-hininga na lamang ako at napaupo sa kama ng gaming kuwarto. Tinitigan ko ang singsing na ibibigay niya sa akin. He really made me his wife kahit na naka-contract kami. He made me feel like I am whole again. Na para bang hindi ko lang kakagaling sa break-up last time. He made me feel like I can be comfortable on my own body. That I need to take care of myself as always. He is the first man I have ever experienced na mahalaga ako at
—RED’S POV—Class ended and the horrifying news is?My ex-f*cking-attention-seeker-girlfriend suddenly texted me to meet her at the parking lot as soon as the class had ended.Curled hair, red tube top in a pair of dark blue jeans, with that stil same old-lying-b*tch face I have so known of after all our years we’ve been together.Nang makita niya ako, she immediately smiled in the most angelic way na kaya niya—I would have preferred to see my wife with that smile; at least she has the most genuine smile I had ever seen—at kumaway sa direksyon ko.I sighed. With the strap of the shoulder bag in my shoulder, classy jeans and a sweater, I walked towards her i not-so-odlly unfriendly type of way.“Anong kailangan mo?” tanong ko kaagad. I don’t need any excuses to this woman. I don’t need the f*cking time to waste on someone like her.“Ooh, cold ka na sa akin ngayon, my dear? I thought we’ve been so, you know…” Kinagat niya ang pang-ibaba niyang labi habang onti-onting ginugulo ang kanya
—ELLYN’S POV—Days had passed ever since the event. Wala namang masyadong casualties na nangyayri sa mga buhay-buhay namin. Balik na naman sa eskwelahan at sandamakmak na school activities again ang ilalapg sa’ming mga students.Hayst, sino ba kasi ang nag-imbento ng education system?Charot.Well, kidding and ranting aside, Red and I haven’t done “that” for a while. It’s weird coming from a woman, but I also have needs, just only to him. I want him to get laid down again by him.“Huy!”Napaigtad ako nang maramdaman ang isang pagpadyak sa binti ko. “Aray naman!” reklamo ko at sinamaan ng tingin si Carla.Mukha lang talagang anghel ‘yung isang ‘to pero kung maka-huy para sa isang chika, lumalakas yata ng triple ang babaeng ito eh. Napahawak ako sa aking binti at medyo hinilit-hilot iyon. I hope her kick doesn’t bruise later.“So, ano nga ang chika for today, sissy?” tanong ni Carla at nakapalumbaba habang ang mga mata niya ay kumikinang ng sobrang liwanag na kulang na lang ikumpara mo
—ELLYN’S POV—Nang makarating na kami sa sasakyan ni Red, binuksan niya ang pintuan sa likuran at doon ako nilapag. I said, “Thank you,” in a sweetest way pero feeling ko nailabas ko ang pagka-disappointed ko dahil sa halip na nilagay niya ako katabi niya sa driver’s seat ay dito niya ako inilagay.Ayaw na ba niya sa akin?Ngunit nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa gulat nang makita ko siyang pumasok din at tumabi sa akin saka isinarado ang pintuan.“Um… anong ginagawa mo dito, hubby?” tanong ko without being rude.Napatingin tuloy siya sa akin at saka parang hindi makapaniwala na tinanong ko iyon sa kanya. “Uh, anong ginagawa ko dito, um, I will be beside you during our way home,” sagot niya sa akin nang apaka-casual.Ha?E, kung katabi ko siya, sino…As if narinig ng universe ang katanungan na nasa isip ko, pumasok na nga ang supposed-to-be driver namin.“Yo,” bati nito sa amin.Nanlaki ang mga mata ko. “Escanor?! Ikaw ang magda-drive sa amin?”“What?” tanong nito at sinamaan ako ng tingin.
—THIRD PERSON’S VIEW—“You want to get rid of Red, don’t you?”“Yeah. I want him gone.”“You want Ellyn all by yourself, right?”“Yes.”Janice smirked secretly. Oh, how she loves to play with her favorite toy. “Then, let’s break off their arrangement.” Hinalikan niya si Jared sa pisngi at ngumiti siya dito. “Alright?”Tumango lamang si Jared at itinuon na ang tingin muli sa stage. Madaling nawala ang ngiti ni Janice at umalis agad sa tabi ng kanyang current boyfriend. Habang naglalakad ay tinext niya ang kanyang isa pang kasabwat sa plano.