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I dropped the towel I used to clean my hair in the laundry basket and made my way to the balcony. It had been hours since I watched Amii stormed off, walking past me and Ivannah without sparing a glance in my direction.
I saw a little glimpse of her expression and I had not been able to get it out of my head. I didn’t know if I was exaggerating by assuming it was because she saw me with Ivannah. She always had an expression like I betrayed her anytime she saw me with her sister.
Koa entered my bedroom and paused when he saw the worried expression on my face. “What’s up with that look on your face?” he asked, coming to sit beside me in the balcony.
I eyed Koa, contemplating whether I should tell him what’s on my mind. Koa had always been the mature one among my friends. He always listened and never judged.
“What do you think about mates?” I asked with an apprehensive tone.
I watched as his expression changed to surprise and I didn’t blame him. Mates was not a topic we discussed if it wasn’t in a classroom.
And I couldn’t stop that nagging at the back of my head that held the delusional thought that Amira could be my mate.
Ridiculous. I know. It was as though I was going mad but no matter how hard I tried to think of why she had red streaks in her hair, why she was the only one who was able to calm me down or why she was the only puzzle in my life that fit? I had no answers except that.
Koa studied me for a few minutes or seconds before leaning back in his seat with a shrug. “Honestly, I have no answer to your question since I’ve never experienced what it means to have a mate and we won’t ever except the goddess changes her mind but it’s been 300 hundred years so I doubt that will happen”
“Forget it” I sighed dejectedly. Of course, he wouldn’t have any opinions. Koa was the practical one.
“Is this about Amira?” he asked, making me jerk but keeping my surprise as subtle as I could “Do you think she is your mate? Is that why you’ve been off lately?”
“What are you talking about?” I tried to deny the accusations but the look in his eyes told me he knew that was the exact thought that I had.
“Don’t try to deny it, Soren. With the way you’ve been acting, it’s easy to figure out why” he pointed out and I raised a brow in confusion.
“What do you mean? I haven’t been acting different” I told him with a frown.
Koa scoffed and turned so his entire body was facing me “You wouldn’t have noticed but you’ve been extra annoying when it comes to Amira. Your protectiveness is worse, you lash out more because of how the alpha talks down on her”
I scoffed as well “I’ve always argued with my dad when it concerns Amii. That’s nothing new”
“What about last week at school? You almost took that junior’s head off when he tried to talk to her. You’ve been watching him watch her and you stopped him from asking her out on a date”
I bit my lips and leaned back in my chair. I hadn’t known anyone would notice that. It was a habit that I developed without knowing. I found myself watching Amii more often lately and her surrounding.
I watched the people around her and that was how I was able to fish out anyone looking at her with heart eyes and stop whatever thoughts they may have had towards her. She was mine.
“He wasn’t a good person” I answered curtly.
“And you are?” he scoffed. “Amii would have to get mated one day so you can’t keep pushing everyone who comes close to her. You would also be mated to Ivannah, or have you forgotten?”
“Why are you here?” I asked him, brushing off whatever he had to say because it was a discussion I was not ready to have and would probably never.
“You can ignore it as much as you want but you can’t prevent it” he said like the annoying fucker he was.
“What brings you here?” I asked, once again ignoring his words.
“Your dad wants to see you. He has been trying to get you through the mind link, but you blocked him out”
“And he will remain locked out of my head until he decides to learn how to address Amii properly” I snarled as I felt all the anger towards him resurfaced just as the thoughts of what he had called her earlier.
“It’s useless to keep fighting the alpha on that matter, So. You know how your father is. We grew up watching him and you know he will never change his opinion of Amii. The only thing she can continue to do is prove him wrong”
“It doesn’t mean I have to tolerate it and I won’t. What does he even want to talk to me about because I have nothing to say to him”
“I have a feeling it’s about the sparring and how you almost lost control earlier. He must have gone through Sparta’s CCTV and saw it”
“Fuck” I cussed, while running my hands through my hair. If there was one person capable of both frustrating me and draining me out, it was that man.
“I know” Koa shared my sentiment. If that was what my father was calling me for, he was going to spend the rest of the day repeating the same lectures I’ve heard from him countless times.
“He better not say a bad word about Amira” I grumbled, getting up to grab the shirt on my bed as I made my way out of the room to find my father.
“That’s like saying mates existed” Koa scoffed, and I glared at him for making a reference to what we had discussed earlier.
“Fuck you”
“Just don’t fight with him for Amii’s sake, it will only make things worse for her”
AMIRAHow long have I been standing here since Soren walked out? My legs had long gone numb, but I wasn’t ready to move. I was still struggling to grasp what had happened. One minute, we were pressed together, attempting to ignite a fire that burned at our core, and the next? It shattered, as if it were all a nightmare. For Soren, that is. The confession brought turmoil to my mind. I couldn’t move an inch as the hurt and rejection burned through every wall I had built. The awareness of the traces of his touch became worse with every minute I stayed rooted to the spot. I could still feel his hands and lips like they were still on my skin. I couldn’t resist as I brought my hands to my lips where his lips was still alive. The mark lashed painfully at me. It wanted me to go after him, but that wasn’t my place. What if I made things worse than they already was?The bond didn’t care about that. We could feel Soren close. He had stalked off but he didn’t go far. Maybe the bond was torm
AMIRABy the time we got home, the twins were fast asleep. Soren had to go back home to get the car so the kids would be comfortable. “They had a good time, huh” he smiled, glancing at them through the rear view mirror where they were cuddled together at the back seat. “Uh huh,” I answered. I also wanted to point out to Soren that he was also relaxed as well. It seemed like he needed the dinner more than the kids.He hasn’t stopped smiling since Alistair thanked me for giving him the children.I was just glad they were able to make up. At least things would be smooth from here on out. Everything was finally how I had always envisioned it. The rest of the ride was quiet until we got back home. Soren picked Ezra, and I took Elias. We were careful not to wake them up as we carried them inside the house. Ezra stirred when Soren placed him on his bed, mumbling something incoherent while Elias didn’t even stir while I tucked him in.We both kissed them goodnight before tiptoeing out of
AMIRAI think I truly slept well last night for the first time since I came back to the pack.“I told you that you had nothing to worry about,” Astrais chuckled, “You worried for nothing. You and Soren had been through the same experiment. How wouldn’t he have understood that you ended up with powers?” She added with a roll of her eyes.“That’s because he didn’t ask how long I’ve known, and I hope that question never comes up. His understanding would be out of the window the moment he finds out that I’ve known since we were kids,”“Well, we'd better hope he leaves that untouched,” She said, amused, not taking any of my worries seriously. “Now, we can focus on the twins and train them to control their powers better.”I sighed, “You know, I’m worried about that part,” I confessed.“Why? Isn’t it the best option? To keep them out of school before Elias hurts someone?”“It’s not that,” I sat up “The twins had been so excited to start school with the other pups, and now, I have to break th
SORENI sat in my office, eyes on the computer screen, but I was unable to focus on anything. My mind kept wandering back to Koa and what he said about the dark wolves killing themselves.It was unusual. I couldn’t remember any of the history lecturers telling us about something like that ever happening since the dark wolves came into existence.To me, it wasn’t something that a wolf would do. Even when we were cornered or outnumbered, there was always the instinct to survive no matter what.The fact that wolves who had been working together since Curtis began to make them suddenly turn on each other didn’t sit right with me. It just didn’t make sense, no matter how I thought about it.I leaned back in my chair, rubbing my temples. The dull throb behind my eyes had been there since that night, and the lack of answers only made it worse.And then there was Amira.I didn’t want to think this way, but I couldn’t help it. Something in my head kept telling me that there was a possibility s
AMIRAI hadn’t been able to get a proper night’s rest for two days now, and it was all because of the fight that happened with the Dark Ones the night I snuck out.If I had known it would lead to Soren finding out about my powers, I would have stayed put. It didn’t matter that he didn’t exactly know what happened but he was going to find out soon with how hard he was trying to uncover what had happened that night. He had Rune pull out the CCTV footage that night but thankfully, my back was to the camera so the camera caught nothing, which I was grateful for but I knew it would soon be time for me to come forward with the truth. “When do you plan to tell him?” Astrais asked and my hands tightened around the mug that I had been holding. “I don’t know,” I sighed, taking a seat. The knot in my stomach tightened, “I’ll look for the right time,” I told her but we both knew it was just an excuse. “I don’t know why you won’t tell him. He is your mate. You said there would be no more secre
AMIRAI leaned back to check if Elias had fallen asleep. He had become clingy today and wouldn’t let me go, which was unusual, as Ezra was usually the clingy one. He had insisted that I hold him until he fell asleep.Ezra had fallen asleep first. They had started school, and usually came home very exhausted since werewolf school was different from the human town school they went to when we were out of the pack.I stood up gently with him in my arms and managed to place him on Ez’s bed, since putting him on the top bunk, which was his, would likely wake him up, and I didn’t want that.After I had adjusted the blanket, I walked towards the window to look outside, and just like I expected, there were three warriors patrolling the compound.After the incident with the Dark Ones last week, Soren had tightened security around the pack and the house. He said the kids needed to be safe, but I thought he was being too much.I was suffocated. There was nothing to do, and Soren would not let me







