My fingers burned just touching it.Looking around, I try again to see through the trees to see who had made the shot, deciding to have me see the letter rather than anyone else. Maybe it's because I'm the only one standing here, or if they had shot, but regardless, whoever they may be, they have disappeared into the forest, not coming back.Was it really Thorran's mother? The thought makes me shiver. If so, she found Thorran's private institute and is using me as a messenger to get her note to Thorran. I'm just not sure why they chose me.Looking down at the note, I consider what to do next. There is no way I can keep this from Thorran, as curious as I am to look at it.I can't do that.The last thing I want to do right now is see Thorran. Not with these injuries littering my face with no explanation that won't get me in trouble. However, this might be the first contact he has had with his mother, who the entirety of the Discipline Pack believes died in an accident along with his fat
It wasn't as if I had much of a choice.It wasn't as if I was going to tell Thorran no. Not when he has been so kind to me, and not when I know he is my mate. Maybe on this trip I can find out how to tell him. First, I need to know how I'm going to deal with it, since being the Luna of the Discipline Pack doesn't appeal to me so much.I'm not going to lie about being nervous about how Thorran will react, either. He doesn't seem like he wants a companion, despite how nice as he's been to me. Maybe he will cast me out, or send me back to the prisons to hide me and my secret from the public.The thought makes me shiver. EIther way, I have to face this problem one way or another. There is no escaping a mate bond.It's my fate, after all.Thorran crosses the room in front of me after I agreed. I'm hoping to prove to him he can trust me. That I'm not going to go out and tell anyone about his mother, and the fact that she is still alive. That means as curious as I am about why she went missi
We departed that afternoon, ready for however many days we might be out there.Looke didn't agree to come right away until Thorran demanded it and he noticed Alpha Archer was also coming. Naturally, he wants to impress the other Alpha, putting his hatred toward me aside. If hatred is even the right word. It sure seems like he feels that way, with the way he ignores me and almost seethes in my presence.Drayton seems nervous about coming, but would never disobey Thorran. Neither of the two Assassin's know anything about what we are doing. All Thorran told them was that they were tracking something, and they were there for backup only.I'm just pleased Thorran trusts me enough to bring me along. It's important he trusts me. Especially since we are mates, and I'm planning to tell him on this trip.Hopefully, we will get some time alone.Archer walks at the front of the group, tracking in a way I don't understand and he hasn't been willing to talk about yet. Looke is behind him, avoiding
Thorran's reaction wasn't how I expected it to be.It wasn't admission, to be true, that I know we are mates and that I'm revealing it to him right now. It was a simple question that may have taken him off guard for a moment, considering the time I'm asking it, however, he doesn't look as if he is coming to a realisation about what I'm insinuating."Oh, well, if we were mates...I feel like it's fairly evident," Thorran tells me, looking at me earnestly. I'm not sure what he means by that. Is that him telling me he would continue trying to find his mother for his entire life and not worry about me?"You'll have to explain," I says cautiously. He's an Alpha, and a busy one at that. Why would he even have time for me?Just thinking about to sinks me into sadness."Believe it or not, I've always wanted a mate. Maybe it has something to do with the fact that being alone is something I asked for. In fact, I hate it, so if I had a mate is would make my life so much better. I would be happy,"
By the time Thorran and Archer arrived, I was beyond fuming.It was stupid of me to bring Looke along. Here I was, convinced I would be able to get on Looke's side, so we could have a friendship despite how he feels about me. He helped me get here, to meet my mate. I can understand why he is so spiteful, however, his bitterness has gone too far.I sat down on a warm rock, trying to enjoy the sun as far from Looke as I could when Archer and Thorran emerged from the bush, Archer looking beyond pleased within himself. "We found some footsteps up ahead.""It's not definitive but it's the only clue we have," Thorran says, trying to remain realistic. It's obvious he doesn't want to be let down again.I give him a soft smile, which he returns warmly.We set off on our walk not long after. Archer is keen on the track of Thorran's mother, however, it seems everyone else is disheartened. I walk in front of Thorran, looking over my shoulder every few minutes to whisper something reassuring, or t
None of us had another choice.Shinee has some kind of magical grip on me I cannot escape. He is going to take me away with or without Thorran. I should have known how serious he was about me not seeing Thorran when he told me, but I couldn't help it. He must have somehow known we were mates, and were trying to keep me from finding out."You don't have to do anything stupid Shinee, I'll come with you. Just leave Aerys behind, she doesn't need to come," Thorran tells him calmly, looking between both me and the Immortal. Shinee doesn't seem too impressed by his reasoning.I shiver as Shinee's soft fingertips run gently down the side of my cheek before wrapping a strand of my hair around his finger."No, I think I want her to come."Thorran gritted his teeth. I can see the shift in his eyes, as he realises he doesn't have another choice. Shinee's hand drifts down to my lower back, and I shiver. I can feel his power, and no just what is streaming through my veins right now. He isn't like
I feel guilty seeming so relieved.Shinee lets me go, and I fall into Thorran's arms. When I look up at him, he smiles down at me, as if he isn't regretful, however, I know It can't have been easy to completely disregard ever being able to commit to finding his mother again. I'm going to have to make it up to him, however, I doubt anything will come close to that."Noble of you, Thorran," Shinee says, and for a moment, when I turn back around to glance at him, I see a hint of sadness. Maybe it's because he knows his mate would never do the same for him. As much as I despise him, that even makes me feel somewhat sad."Not noble, but it was an easy decision," Thorran comments, not removing his arm from around me, which I'm grateful for.Shinee watches us pointedly."Considering your mother doesn't want anything to do with you, I would say that was the best decision," Shinee mutters, walking to stand behind us. He puts his hands on both of our shoulders, ready to transport us both back t
Thorran never left my room that night.We sat up all night, talking to each other about almost everything that we could. By the time dawn flooded through the windows, it was too late for us to get any sleep. I don't even want to get up. I just want to lie next to my mate, still naked, my head resting on his chest while he plays with my hair."Can we just stay in bed all day?" I ask. I don't think I want to face the reality of our lives yet. I don't want to see Blue, I don't want to deal with the fact Thorran might still pursue his mother against both her and Shinee's wishes. It's all so much.Thorran loosens a breath, rolling over to look over me. "If it's with you, I'll stay in bed forever. I don't want to be anywhere else right now."I smile. "Neither do I."Thorran twists a piece of my hair around his finger, deep in thought. I don't want him to leave this room. I don't want him to go back to his Alpha duties. I know when he does, he will be back commanding his Assassin's to do hor