CHAPTER 42

Lyra's POV.

I spotted a wolf coming close to me with so much passion in it that you would have thought that there was never going to be another day for it to switch things up but at the same time I was still waiting for a better reason why I should not be afraid of in latest situation because there was nothing tangible about it anymore.

All I could see was nothing but betrayal here and there and I could taste and roll off everyone in Waves making me wonder what was going on.

Kael came out of the water looking every inch powerful like he should but at the same time he was still very tired and jacked.

Something was not right with him. I could already sense it but he had not spotted me because of where my wolf was also lapping some water due to thirst.

My throat suddenly felt constricted as I started thinking about him. I'm wondering what the hell he was doing around here and how long it was going to take for him to finally realize that somebody had been watching and what he was going to do when he found out that I was the one doing that.

I knew that he hated anything that reminded him of the past and now that he was going to spot someone like me it was going to be hard for him to get rid of the pain that he was passing through.

At some point I began to feel very beautiful for him because I could see that everything was going downhill and nobody in his pack had his back instead they were all looking for ways to sabotage him and make him become a reduced version of whatever he had

It wasn't something that I wanted him to have ever experienced but there was no way I could help out especially when things had come to this.

I have to be very careful about the ways that I allowed certain people into my life and make sure that I settled some few things before it was too late and also made sure that there was absolutely nothing to worry about.

There was only one person that was going to be able to sort everything out and that was the same person who had already given all he could to this venture.

I was the one who had decided that I did not want to have anything to do with anybody and I was willing to stand by my decisions to the last letter but the only difference was that

I was also taking it upon myself but if there was never going to be somebody who was going to support them there was no need for us to have this discussion in the first place and that was going to be a complete disaster because nobody was going to listen to that side of the story.

He spotted me immediately and I could already feel the air changing to his own regard looking at me like I had made or committed some mistake he pranced towards me.

His wolf was majestic just as he was in the physical.

The moon goddess was not permitting me to live and I wondered what the hell was going on.

Since I started having more flashes of vision I started putting myself into consideration and wondering how long it was going to take before we were able to sort this out and at what point were we going to put our foot down and make it known that we were not going to take anything less.

I had nothing to worry about and no matter how much I wanted to pretend like all of these things did not matter to me I found myself panicking and wondering what the hell was going on at many instances.

"You look like someone I know."

He was communicating directly to my wolf and that did not even make things easier. Instead it made things very worse because now I could not pretend that I didn't know him and I guess he also realized that so he was very keen on finding out what I knew about him.

There was nothing more than I wanted than some peace of mind and some place to relax and I didn't want to compromise it because of some fun that he looked like he was going to provide because I knew that at the end of the day there was going to be something else that was worth the catch and then I would have to keep telling myself more lives just to be able to move.

I had nothing in common with anything that he was doing and I was trying to keep it that way forever at least to the best of my ability until I was tired of mingling with someone like him and I decided to go on with my life.

There was no need for me to worry about what he thought about me because it was going to be evidence in the way he treated me and I hope to keep it that way.

There was no need for us to go back and forth over something that was not even legible or was not even complete and at some point I thought that we had selected to get into that point where we started knowing the things that should be done and things that should have been ignored.

"You don't know me so why do you want to know much about where I am from and what I have been doing?" I demanded from him.

There was no rule in the book that stated that I needed to listen to whatever he was trying to tell me because at what point did we finally reach a conclusion or at one point they be finally agree that we were going to be what we had already determined not to and at what point was I going to accept my new fate as what it was without losing my mind in the process or trying to feel like I had been betrayed.

His wolf cocked its head like it was trying to understand where I was coming from and I didn't see any reason in doing all of that. I felt more irritated than normal and I was waiting for the time where we could find early to see the difference in what I had been hoping for all along.

There was no way that I was not going to fall into anger or betrayal with someone like him so there was no need for him to even push more for that because that's up for me to decide and I had already decided that he was not worth my time or energy.

I was either going to settle with somebody else that I believed was going to give me what I wanted and at what point was I going to break that commitment that I had made to myself without looking like I had destroyed a part of myself just to please somebody else

For some people it was not as severe as I was making it to look and that was the reason why I was trying to push away the narrative that was making me look cheap before his wolf.

I picked up the pieces of myself and dusted my ass watching him look at me in shock not understanding what was going on and that was where I wanted to keep him forever.

He could keep moving on with whatever he wanted to do while I did my thing and nobody would have issues with each other at least to the best of my knowledge and at a point where I was no longer ready to have a conversation with him I was free to do whatever I wanted to do.

There was no way in hell that I was going to allow myself to be subjected to somebody's rules except I had given them delivery to do whatever they wanted to do to me and that was never going to happen.

His wolf tried to tackle mine but I held my own against him.

He would not be able to subject me to what he considered amazing while I considered it derogatory.

I had already come to terms with the fact that we were always going to be on various spectrums. I'm none of that was going to change but at what point did he realize that he was making a huge mistake trying to bend with his will?

"Tell me more about you stranger. I've been seeing you in my dreams and I need to know who you are." He growled

His wolf was majestic, and also intriguing. There was a sense of suspense behind everything that he did and I was wondering how long it was going to take for us to finally arrive at the point where both of us could sit with each other and then do what I considered very important

Also at what point were we going to ever be able to agree with each other point of views without looking like we had reached a contract?

I had many things that I was also hoping for was going to be possible but at what point was I going to stop deceiving myself and see the reality for what it truly was?

It was a huge question that I was asking myself and I didn't think I was going to pass anytime soon so I decided that the only thing I should do was to break off

Try as I might get out of his hold he only got holding me back refusing to let me go making me wonder what he was afraid of.

In the physical he was one of the strongest alphas alive and that was one of the reasons why he had a lot of enemies after ascending the throne but he was also one of the sweetest people.

he would rather stick out his neck for his people and I just hope that we're not trying to betray him because that could hurt a whole bunch.

I was also tired of fighting and I needed some relaxation but I didn't want to take it in such a way that was going to affect a lot of things.

I was thinking about the downside of the entire situation and I came up with an idea that was going to last longer than anything else that I had ever attempted to do.

"If you think you are going to be able to bend me to your own wheel then you have a whole lot to think about. I think that you should be very careful and at some point you should be very pleased with whatever you've been able to get. It's not going to be easy as you move on and I hope you know that." I reminded him.

He grabbed my hand not letting me go anymore and looked into my eyes before smelling me. "There's something different about you and I'm willing to take the risk of finding you again. By the time I find you, trust me I'm not letting you go anymore."

Our wolves came together in a form of connection or probably trying to make it known to each other that there was going to be peace until I felt something dragging me back to the present.

I opened my eyes and found Camille looking at me and waiting to see if I was going to give her more answers but I also pretended like I had no clue of what she was talking about.

"You were mentioning his name.”

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