Chapter Four.
Nala.
I wasn't sure what to expect when I woke up, but it sure as hell wasn't to find myself flying across the ocean in Salvatore’s private jet. The interior was well known to me, with its slick surfaces and plush leather seating. The soft carpet always gave way beneath my bare feet, and i had more than one good memory of flying the skies with Salvatore at my side. He had introduced me to so much in so little a time, and It had only taken a few choicesand deadly words to end the
fairytale. Well, it was gone but he seemed intent on dragging me back into his
world.
I carefully glanced around the room, closing my eyes when dizziness overtook me again. I didn’t need to see him in order to know Salvatore was nearby. His scent permeated everything around me, and it was clear he had been at my side very recently. Gathering what little strength i had, I forced my lids to part once again and i blinked against the brightness that invaded my eyes.
The low murmur of voices reached me and i grimaced, recognizing not just Salvatore’s, but Stavros, Leo, and Dr. Martin one of the pack doctors as well. It
was not long before the voices rose while snarls and growls were interjected between words. That was the way Salvatore communicated. He had no idea how to simply speak with someone. His wolf always got the better of him. I was glad to know he wasn’t just saving his bad temper for me.
“… must remain calm.” The doctor’s words were probably meant to be soothing, but fell short of the mark.
“You dare lecture me on calm? I am calm!”
Yeah, he was totally calm.
“You must think of the child, Alpha.” Again the tone was comforting.
I didn’t need to see the change in Salvatore’s appearance. I felt it in the air. It
vibrated through the entire plane, sliding into my flesh and sinking into my bones. His wolf was out in full force, and had been looking for a target. He couldn’t come afte me, so it seemed the doctor would receive the brunt of his anger.
A single gasp told me i was right. The doctor knew better than to push his Alpha when the man was so on edge. Or rather, he did not.
A soft whimper slid past the doorway and i realized that not just Dr. Martin was being forced to submit, but it seemed the other two males as well. And because of me. Swallowing my fear, I swung my feet over the edge of the bed and pushed myself up until i sat on the edge. Another look at my surroundings revealed i was in the bedroom I had once shared with Salvatore we had made love more than once on this small surface. Was it intentional that he laid me to rest there? Or was a simple coincidence?
No, he had done it on purpose. The man didn’t do anything without careful planning.
I pushed to my feet and shuffled toward the door, grasping the knob with one hand while clutching the frame with the other as i swung the panel wide. And i found exactly what i anticipated. Dr. Martin, Stavros, and Leo, as well as the flight attendant whose name I could not remember kneeling on the plush floor of the plane. Each one had their head tilted to the side, baring their neck for their Alpha. I leaned against the frame, hard won strength already leeching away due to those small movements.
“Salvatore ,” i whispered his name with a small breath.
It took that barely there sound to get his attention, and he swung his yellow eyed
gaze to me. The orbs bore into me, as if sinking into my soul. He weighed me and I couldn’t figure out if he found me worthy or lacking. His expression did not change, his bearing remaining rigid and firm. Did i see a small flicker in his expression? A hint at the compassion and caring we once shared?
No. Never from him. It had never been there to begin with, had it?
“Save your anger for me. Don’t take our problems out on them.”
He narrowed his eyes, glaring at me, weighing me once again. “You would
defend my own wolves to me? Do they seem like children to you to need a woman to hide behind?”
I swallowed the first words that sprung to my lips, and instead said, “No, I merely point out that they are not the reason for your bad humor. They have done nothing but support you and stand beside you. I’m simply trying to make you see their worth as more than verbal punching bags.”
He tightened his lips slightly, and yet another emotion slid through his eyes
for the barest moment before his face was shuttered once again. “So, I should use you instead?”
I could no longer hold his gaze and instead tore my eyes from him to stare out one of the windows. There was nothing but a sea of blue with soft splashes of white clouds that occasionally sped by.
“Yes,” i snapped.
“I would dare not turn this rage onto a female.” His words were harsh but filled
with truth.
No, you would simply give the task to the Alpha bitch.
“That doesn’t change the fact they don’t deserve this treatment.” i still wouldn’t look at him.
“Stavros and Leo allowed you to escape, doesn’t that deserve a certain amount
of punishment?”
I cut him a glance. “I’m sure you have done enough at this point, but it wasn’t
Stavros and Leo who allowed me to get away from you. That person is beyond
even your reach.”
And I would never reveal the name of the kind old man whoo had met me in the dead of night and driven me to the docks. He was human and sympathetic since he
knew of a wolf’s violent nature.
“You are so sure he is beyond me?”
Of course I was. I wouldn’t have involved anyone who would suffer for involving themselves in my life. It was why i hadn’t depended on anyone. Not truly.
“Yes.”
His attention snapped to the three kneeling men and single female. “You are dismissed.”
All four slowly rose to their feet, the flight attendant the first to scamper away and retreat to the front of the plane. Stavros and Leo carefully made their way back to the seating area they typically claimed. It was only the doctor who seemed brave enough to remain in place.
“Alpha?” The male’s voice wasn’t hesitant in the least.
“What?” A snarl was on his lips.
“The bearing one?”
The bearing one. Couldn’t the physician even say her name? She was basically being referred to as the incubator. Nice.
Salvatore returned his attention to her. “Have you been seen by a physician?”
“Of course.” As if I would endanger my own child.
“One that specializes in werewolves?”
I snapped my jaw shut, refusing to answer the question.
“I thought not.” Salvatore gestured toward Dr. Martin. “He will attend you since your examinations have been lacking.”
I had no response to that autocratic statement and instead met the doctor’s gaze. “I’m ready whenever you are.”
Despite the circumstances, i was looking forward to being examined by a werewolf physician. I knew mixed pregnancies were different than traditional humans, but i hadn’t had a werewolf doctor at my disposal. If I had approached a pack, they would have demanded the name of the sire, and that was something i refused to reveal.
Nala.I woke up slowly taking in my surroundings. All the walls were white with no painting at all. It was just plain walls. And then then there wS the smell of medicine that made me nauseous."What's going on?" I asked no one in particular sitting up. That's when I saw him sleeping peacefully by my bed. He looked so peaceful, but also so uncomfortable sleeping in that chair. "Hey, hello beautiful." he said as soon as he saw me, "How did you sleep? How are you feeling?" he asked coming to my bed as he helped me sit up properly, putting a few pillows for me to lean on. "I am sorry, I didn't mean to wake you up." i said slowly feeling the pain of my incision. "No it's okay baby. Am glad you are up." i said looking around. "The baby?" I said almost absent mindedly. I do not remember at all having the baby, I just felt pain in every part of my body. "She is Fine." Jordan said proudly, "and yes it's a she. They just fed her she is sleeping. You will see he when she is up.""I am sorry
Jordan. One moment, we were dancing, I was holding her, monitoring her breaths, smelling her rose vanilla hair, the next she was lying on the floor in a pool of blood. This was not happening to me. It could not be happening. I felt as if I was losing my mind. I could not believe what I was seeing. It could not be. It just could not be. I dropped to my knees next to her. My hands were shaking. Jesus, God, no. Not her. Not her. Not my miracle.She was looking up at me, with a strange expression on her face, as if she was surprised to see me, as if it was me that was hurt, as blood was oozing out of her wound and spreading into her stomach area of her lavender dress. The assassin had been aiming for me, but he had hit her instead. This was all my fault and I knew it was Salvatore. I had taken his son away from him, he wanted his revenge. One more shot rang out and I heard the shrill announcement.“It’s clear! We have him!”“Hey you,” she said softly. Then she frowned, her hands were
Nala. A shiver crackled through my spine at his words. Because I knew that look in his eyes, the almost ferocious gaze and I knew what usually followed after that.The last time he had had that look in his eyes and told me to get over to where he was, I had been fucked against a doorand left in a puddle at his feet.“Um,” I swallowed. “I need to go to the Ladies first?”“You are going to be sorry if I have to repeat myself.”“Please. Someone could come in.” All I could think about was his mother or sister or even father walking in on us. “No one will come in until I allow them to.”Through the glass, I could see the other people around us, and people passing in between. I was pretty certain that theycouldn’t see into our own encasement, but they would definitely be able to hear us especially since there was no way that I would be able to stay quiet after he touched me.“But people can hear us,” I whispered.His gaze darkened even further, and I had to accept the painful truth, tha
Nala.The round lights in the ceiling as they rolled me into the OR barely registered. The only thing in my mind was the brutality of my contractions. Waves of paincoursed through my body and my fingers dug into my palms to help relieve some of the pressure.I had never in my life been in so much pain.But then I remembered his promise. Everything will be fine. I believed him, and that more than anything gave me thestrength to hope for a time beyond this pain that seemed as though it would never end.The Anesthesiologist put a mask over my face. “Count backwards from ten, ” she said kindly.10, 9, 8, 7… 6… then everything went dark.I woke up slowly. My whole body felt heavy. Even moving my fingers was an effort. I knew I was in a hospital. I felt fear.My lips moved.“My baby,” I called weakly. “Where is my baby?”It was only then I realized I was not alone. There was an arm and a head on my thighs. The arm lifted and he straightened.I stared at him in shock.He looked haggard. Mo
Jordan. we were riding back to Torrington Hall. Our bodies at least two feet apart. I stared out at trees, all cast in darkness, as we left the city.Who was I angry at? Was it at myself? For reacting like a jealous fool. Or was it at her for pointing it out? I couldn’t decide, but either way it didn’t feel good.I knew she was scared for her friend’s safety, but I had no intentions of doing anything to him. At that moment when Isaw him touch her so casually I wanted to throttle him, but now that my blood was no longer boiling, I could clearly see he was only a little gnat. Even the tiny effort required to squash him would not be worth my time.“ I… uh… I wanted to speak to you tonight about the greenhouse, ” she said hesitantly. Her tone was soft and docile.I turned my head to look at her. In the soft light coming fromthe console, her skin looked like alabaster.“Thank you for allowing me to work there,” she continued.“I need to buy some seeds. I will purchase them on my own of
Jordan. I felt as if I was losing my mind. I could not believe what I was seeing. It could not be. It just could not be. I dropped to my knees next to her. My hands were shaking. Jesus, God, no. Not her. Not her. Not mymiracle.She was looking up at me, with a strange expression on her face, as if she was surprised to see me, as if it was me thatwas hurt, as blood was oozing out of her wound and spreading into her stomach area of her lavender dress. The assassin had been aiming for me, but he had hit herinstead. This was all my fault and I knew it was Salvatore. I had taken his son away from him, he wanted his revenge. One more shot rang out and I heard the shrill announcement.“It’s clear! We have him!”“Hey you,” she said softly. Then she frowned, her hands were still cradling her stomach. “What happened?”I shuddered as my hand went to touch her face. I was so terrified I was almost paralyzed. “It’s okay, ” I whispered even though I didn't really know if it was. “Everything i