Chapter Three.
Nala.
Olive skin, midnight hair, strong features and heavily muscled body… all so familiar. Even the gray fur that peppered his flesh and the yellowed eyes that overtook the normal chocolate hues were familiar. I knew his body almost as well as i knew my own. We had touched, tasted, and loved each other for three montjss before it all came crashing down. And now he was back. Would he destroy me all over again?
Probably.
Fury coated his features, and i knew it was only a matter of time before his roars echoed off the walls. Rather than causing the spectacle in the middle of the hallway, i brushed past him and carefully made my way into my home.
“Salvatore,” i murmured as i passed by him. I didn’t miss his growl.
I would brave this out. I would explain my position, tell him exactly what would happen, and then he would leave. I thought to myself, giving myself the strength I so desperately needed.
“Nala,” he snarled my name.
I ignored the violence in his tone and looked around my small apartment, noting its apparent emptiness. “Where are your minions? Paul.. ” he immediately cut me off.
“Leave others out of this mess! Do not say another man’s name in my presence!”
So very, very Salvatore of him.
He wasn’t done. “You will get your things and you will leave with me right now. This game is over.”
I fought the nerves that threatened to make me tremble before him. “I wasn’t aware I have been playing a game. I left you, Salvatore. I left you started over here incase you have forgotten.”
More fur coated his skin, sliding down his arms and onto his hands. “With my child.”
“No,” I rested both hands on my stomach, “with my child.”
Pure rage filled his features and his cheekbones sharpened, the low snap of
bones easily heard in the suppressing quiet of the room. “Nala, it is only because we shared so much that my beast has not attacked. You have disobeyed my orders and kidnapped the next Liakos pack Alpha and my heir. Any other wolf in my pack would be dead by now. ”
I gasped and tightened my hold on my stomach as i backed away from his intimidating presence. “You don’t mean that.”
“I do. Without question.”
“I saved this baby from hell at your hands.”
His features tightened and his body seemed to grow in size. His shoulders
widening, muscles increasing, hands slowly transforming into claws. I took
another step back, putting more space between us. Not that the increased
separation would truly protect me. Nothing would shield me from an alpha bent on destruction.
“Our history and that child are why you are still breathing. The fact that you are not familiar with our culture is also staying my hand. Do not mistake this hesitancy as weakness.” His chest expanded as he breathed deeply, and when he exhaled, his size seemed to lessen slightly. “There is no reason to fear me. Now. There are many things to discuss, and there is still much time before you give birth to devise how to handle things going forward.” Another deep breath.
“Now, gather your things. We will leave within the hour.”
I shook my head. “I’m not going anywhere with you, Salvatore.”
“Yes, you are. I will not have my orders questioned by you once again.” He was
so unforgiving, so unbendable, which was yet another reason i refused to go with him.
“No.” There wasn’t much more for me to say. Excuses and justifications weren’t
anything amidst Salvatore’s overwhelming power. So nothing else was worth saying.
The yellow in his eyes overtook any hint of humanity within him. “I do not think you understand your position, Nala. You carry my child and that child will be born in New York surrounded by his pack. That is the way every Liakos Alpha came into this world and my child will be no different!”
“And I don’t think you realize we are not in New York, and my baby will be born here. Unless you are willing to start an international interspecies incident by kidnapping me.”
“Like you kidnapped my own pup?”
Fury filled me, the emotion fueled by the constant fear that had dogged my heels
for so long. “I did not kidnap my own baby. I saved him. Why can’t you understand that? How can you so callously throw away his life?”
Salvatore pressed his lips together, forming a white slash across his face, and a rolling growl filled the room. “I will pretend I did not hear those words from
your mouth. You are the mother of my child, and you are pregnant, so much will
be forgiven. But do not think for one moment that your behavior can continue. I
cannot and will not allow your constant insubordination.”
I snorted. “You act as if you will be in my presence long enough for me to continue acting this way when that is just not going to happen. You are leaving without me. That’s all there is to it. Because I refuse to allow my baby to be pulled into your violent, hate filled world. A child needs love and safety and he wouldn’t find either with the Liakos pack. With you.”
A new emotion flickered across his features so quickly that she wasn’t sure what I had seen. It was there and gone from one heartbeat to the next. “Regardless of your feelings, that doesn’t change the fact you carry my heir and you will return to New York with me. Immediately.”
A bone deep lethargy overwhelmed me, sinking into my body and dragging me
down. I had been working so hard these past months, spending hour upon hour
on my feet so i could save money to support myself after the baby’s birth.
Now, being so close to Salvatore, and fighting with him, sapped me of what little
strength i still held. I just had to hold on a little longer, remain on my feet a few more minutes. Once i got him out of my apartment, i could fall to pieces. But not a moment sooner.
“And regardless of your feelings, I am not returning to New York . I’m staying right
here and having my baby at the hospital down the street. Nothing you say or do
will make me change my mind. Are you so heartless that you make me return to a place I hate?”
His expression remained firm and unshakable. “Yes.”
“Salvatore,” i leaned against the wall, catching my weight with first my hand, and
then i leaned against the firm surface. The tiredness continued to pull it , as darkness crept into my vision.
No, not now.
“Salvatore,” i squeezed my eyes shut tight and battled to push the urge to faint back. “I am ”
“Nala?”
“I am not” I was losing the fight as the darkness wrapped around me in a
cloying blanket.
“Nala?” Salvatore’s voice was hoarse and thin.
I didn’t want him near me, I didn’t want to depend on him once again, but i hoped he was still human enough to care for our child. “Don’t take him from me, please. Please don’t take him. He is all I have left. Please…”
The last thing I saw before unconsciousness took me was a brief flash of worry.
Salvatore. , worried? Never. Then again, i was carrying his heir. I must not forget the heir. After all, the Alpha bitch wasn’t going to.
Nala.I woke up slowly taking in my surroundings. All the walls were white with no painting at all. It was just plain walls. And then then there wS the smell of medicine that made me nauseous."What's going on?" I asked no one in particular sitting up. That's when I saw him sleeping peacefully by my bed. He looked so peaceful, but also so uncomfortable sleeping in that chair. "Hey, hello beautiful." he said as soon as he saw me, "How did you sleep? How are you feeling?" he asked coming to my bed as he helped me sit up properly, putting a few pillows for me to lean on. "I am sorry, I didn't mean to wake you up." i said slowly feeling the pain of my incision. "No it's okay baby. Am glad you are up." i said looking around. "The baby?" I said almost absent mindedly. I do not remember at all having the baby, I just felt pain in every part of my body. "She is Fine." Jordan said proudly, "and yes it's a she. They just fed her she is sleeping. You will see he when she is up.""I am sorry
Jordan. One moment, we were dancing, I was holding her, monitoring her breaths, smelling her rose vanilla hair, the next she was lying on the floor in a pool of blood. This was not happening to me. It could not be happening. I felt as if I was losing my mind. I could not believe what I was seeing. It could not be. It just could not be. I dropped to my knees next to her. My hands were shaking. Jesus, God, no. Not her. Not her. Not my miracle.She was looking up at me, with a strange expression on her face, as if she was surprised to see me, as if it was me that was hurt, as blood was oozing out of her wound and spreading into her stomach area of her lavender dress. The assassin had been aiming for me, but he had hit her instead. This was all my fault and I knew it was Salvatore. I had taken his son away from him, he wanted his revenge. One more shot rang out and I heard the shrill announcement.“It’s clear! We have him!”“Hey you,” she said softly. Then she frowned, her hands were
Nala. A shiver crackled through my spine at his words. Because I knew that look in his eyes, the almost ferocious gaze and I knew what usually followed after that.The last time he had had that look in his eyes and told me to get over to where he was, I had been fucked against a doorand left in a puddle at his feet.“Um,” I swallowed. “I need to go to the Ladies first?”“You are going to be sorry if I have to repeat myself.”“Please. Someone could come in.” All I could think about was his mother or sister or even father walking in on us. “No one will come in until I allow them to.”Through the glass, I could see the other people around us, and people passing in between. I was pretty certain that theycouldn’t see into our own encasement, but they would definitely be able to hear us especially since there was no way that I would be able to stay quiet after he touched me.“But people can hear us,” I whispered.His gaze darkened even further, and I had to accept the painful truth, tha
Nala.The round lights in the ceiling as they rolled me into the OR barely registered. The only thing in my mind was the brutality of my contractions. Waves of paincoursed through my body and my fingers dug into my palms to help relieve some of the pressure.I had never in my life been in so much pain.But then I remembered his promise. Everything will be fine. I believed him, and that more than anything gave me thestrength to hope for a time beyond this pain that seemed as though it would never end.The Anesthesiologist put a mask over my face. “Count backwards from ten, ” she said kindly.10, 9, 8, 7… 6… then everything went dark.I woke up slowly. My whole body felt heavy. Even moving my fingers was an effort. I knew I was in a hospital. I felt fear.My lips moved.“My baby,” I called weakly. “Where is my baby?”It was only then I realized I was not alone. There was an arm and a head on my thighs. The arm lifted and he straightened.I stared at him in shock.He looked haggard. Mo
Jordan. we were riding back to Torrington Hall. Our bodies at least two feet apart. I stared out at trees, all cast in darkness, as we left the city.Who was I angry at? Was it at myself? For reacting like a jealous fool. Or was it at her for pointing it out? I couldn’t decide, but either way it didn’t feel good.I knew she was scared for her friend’s safety, but I had no intentions of doing anything to him. At that moment when Isaw him touch her so casually I wanted to throttle him, but now that my blood was no longer boiling, I could clearly see he was only a little gnat. Even the tiny effort required to squash him would not be worth my time.“ I… uh… I wanted to speak to you tonight about the greenhouse, ” she said hesitantly. Her tone was soft and docile.I turned my head to look at her. In the soft light coming fromthe console, her skin looked like alabaster.“Thank you for allowing me to work there,” she continued.“I need to buy some seeds. I will purchase them on my own of
Jordan. I felt as if I was losing my mind. I could not believe what I was seeing. It could not be. It just could not be. I dropped to my knees next to her. My hands were shaking. Jesus, God, no. Not her. Not her. Not mymiracle.She was looking up at me, with a strange expression on her face, as if she was surprised to see me, as if it was me thatwas hurt, as blood was oozing out of her wound and spreading into her stomach area of her lavender dress. The assassin had been aiming for me, but he had hit herinstead. This was all my fault and I knew it was Salvatore. I had taken his son away from him, he wanted his revenge. One more shot rang out and I heard the shrill announcement.“It’s clear! We have him!”“Hey you,” she said softly. Then she frowned, her hands were still cradling her stomach. “What happened?”I shuddered as my hand went to touch her face. I was so terrified I was almost paralyzed. “It’s okay, ” I whispered even though I didn't really know if it was. “Everything i
Jordan.I took her to Boston’s harbor hotel with its Sixty foot stone archway and its panoramic views of the city’s skyline. It was also a personal favorite for other reasons. Security was easily monitored by my men, and my requests for privacy were always immediately fulfilled.As I mostly moved in the shadows and appreciated places that helped me maintain things that way.Across the terrace, private and heated transparent igloo-like boxes had been erected to both tackle the frigid winter air,and to provide privacy. One of the things I liked the most about these encasements were how the glass made it possible for you to see out, but for no one to see within.I sat at my usual enclosure with my customary glass of Dirty Martini and tried to imagine Nala working in the greenhouse… and couldn’t. I’d never even been inside it. I had to admit I’d never given the idea of gardening muchthought, but I had formed the general impression gardeners were gardeners because they couldn’t find bett
Nala. It was still dark the next morning when I got out of bed and went to the kitchen. There was no one else around, but Jordan's mom was already up andsitting at the table drinking something from a cup and. looking into an open notebook. She looked up at me and frowned.“Is something wrong?” she asked worried I shook my head. “Nothing is wrong. I was wondering if I could have some cake or cookies.” I said feeling embarrassed "Ofcourse yes. I can't tell you how much cravings I had with Jordan. I gained over one hundred pounds." she said smiling as she served me a plate of chocolate chip cookies with warm milk. I looked at her confused, wondering what she was talking about or why she was even telling me about that. She saw the confusion and smiled again. " oooh, Jordan told us about your news.""What news?" I asked even more confused as ever. "That you are pregnant." she said looking at me with that judgemental look of hers. "My son always wanted to be a father you know and g
Jordan. 001It had taken a lot of pursuading to say get her to come with me. But I needed her there. I needed her to see how hard I was working to make things right between us. I needed her to know I was doing everything in my power to get her son back. I glanced at the poised woman by his side as i wound my way through the curvy hills toward my home. The top was down, and her gold red hair blew in the wind in a tangled mass, but she didn’t seem concerned. Her pursed lips told me she was thinking hard, probably getting into character to meet my family. It was not the first time, but it was since she recovered her memories. During the last twenty four hours, I had learned a lot about Nala. Unfortunately, the tiny glimpse only made me crave her more.The vivid green of trees and brown earth flashed by and welcomed me in a way that soothed my soul. My family owned land from generations back, which had all been passed to me. But i had always known from my first visit to New York City th