Chapter 2- Bella

Chapter 2

Bella

“How have you been Bella? I’ve not seen you in a while. You grew up good.” He looked down at my dress, the way he was looking at me made me feel a bit uneasy. “Erm, yeah I’ve been ok thanks.” I answered gingerly.

“Are you still living on Delta?”

“Yeah, still with my mom.”

“Are you guys doing ok, you know… since Ryan?”

“yeah we’re fine.” I replied sharply. I didn’t like to talk about my brother, not with someone I didn’t really know.

“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have bought him up.”

“It’s Ok, honestly. I know he was your friend too.”

“Yeah he was when we were younger. We kind of drifted apart at middle school. Still, it hurt when he died though.”

“Yeah, I know how that feels.” I agreed sadly.

“Ok, we’ve kind of gone all depressed now! I only wanted to talk to a pretty girl, didn’t mean to make you sad!” He joked.

“Ok, so tell me about where you live now then?”

“I live over at North Bridge. I moved over with my dad when my mom kicked him out. She then went on to marry my stepdad Micah, before she divorced him too.”

“Did you not want to stay here with your mom?”

“No, my mom and I don’t have the best relationship. I’m far too much like my father, she says. My brother stayed with her instead and I went to live with my dad.”

“Do you see her often?” I asked.

“Not really. I came back to see her on Christmas day and that was it until her birthday yesterday. I’ll be riding back down tomorrow. Can I tell you a secret?” He asked suddenly, catching me off guard.

“Erm, sure!” I answered eagerly. I couldn’t believe what was happening here. He was older than me, I didn’t even think he knew who I was. Now he’s telling me secrets!

“I always liked you.”

“What? Really?”

“Yeah, you were beautiful. I couldn’t tell you though because you were younger than me. 5 years is a big difference when you’re young. Now, you’re not so young anymore.”

I suddenly feel nervous. Just then, the barman came over and asked if we wanted anything else. He looked at me and smiled. He was gorgeous. He was tall, taller than Nathan, and he was built. I could make out how big his arms were through his work uniform that consisted of a black tee shirt and black jeans. His hair was longer, not too long though. He had beautiful grey eyes. I had never seen a sexier man. He had tattoos running down both his arms. Nathan saw him smile at me and put his arm around my shoulder as if to warn the barman off. I shrugged his arm off my shoulder, not because of the barman, but because I didn’t want Nathan to get the wrong idea. Yeah, I had fancied him when I was younger, but talking to him now, I don’t feel any sort of connection. I didn’t want him to think I wanted more. “Actually, it’s getting late.” I feigned a yawn. “I think I’m going to head off. I’ll just say goodbye to my friends and then I’ll call a cab.” “I’ll call one for you, I’m calling one for myself anyway, so I will order two.” “Ok, thank you.” I said and walked off to where Nic was dancing. “Hey Nic, I’m going to take off.” “Already? But it’s still so early! Are you leaving with Nathan?!?” She asked in confusion. “I didn’t think you were ready yet!” Nic knows I’m still a virgin. She knows how I feel about my virginity. I don’t have a male figure in my life to watch out for me, so I’m extra cautious. “No, he is getting a little full on though, and I think he wants to kiss me. I don’t want to hurt his feelings though so I’m just going to go home instead. He is going back to his new home tomorrow anyway, so I won’t see him anymore.” “Ok, have you called a cab?” “Nathan’s phoning one now.” “ok, text me when you get home. Love you girl” “Love you too.” I gave her a quick hug and went back to the bar. The barman had gone to serve another customer, so it was just Nathan waiting. “Cab will be here soon. Shall we go and wait outside for him?”

“Yeah, ok.”

He helped me with my jacket and held my hand. I pulled my hand away from his and smiled apologetically. “I’m sorry, I’m not looking for anything to happen Nathan.” I moved away from standing next to him. He was looking angry now. “What do you mean, you’re not looking for anything to happen? I’ve been with you all night; you’re not teasing me like this!” He was looking like a crazy person now; his face was red, and his eyes looked like they were about to pop out. I was scared he was going to hurt me. He lunged forward and grabbed my head. He pulled my face close to his and smashed his lips against mine. “Nathan! No! Stop it!” I cried. He wouldn’t listen though. He grabbed my hand and pulled me away from the main doors, around the corner of the bar into a small alley way, it had bushes on either side. He grabbed me and kissed me again. “Nathan, please, don’t do this.” “Do what? You’ve been teasing me all night. You look fucking gorgeous in that dress. Your tits are all nice and plump. I just want to put my lips around them and suck them until they’re blue. I’m going to fuck you so hard; you’ll be feeling me for a week!” “No Nathan, please, I’m a virgin!” “Even fucking better, I’m gonna fucking pop your cherry.” He said nastily. I tried to fight him off, but he overpowered me. He threw me down on to the ground and hiked my dress up so he could see my panties. “Little black panties… you wanted me to see these tonight didn’t you. You’re just a little whore who wants a fuck. Well little whore, that’s what I’m going to give you now.” He ripped my panties off into pieces and threw them to the ground.  I started to cry. “Shut up crying whore!” He then smacked me across my face. How did that man in the bar, the man I knew for 6 years, how did he turn from that, to this monster? I was terrified that he was going to kill me, so I just lay still, silently sobbing, as he pulled his penis out of his jeans, ripped a condom out of its packet, and slid it down his hard shaft. “That’s it baby, stop fighting me. You want this as much as I do. Look how hard I am for you. Do you want to have a little taste?” I shook my head. He grabbed my head and slid up my body, so his penis was in front of my mouth. He ripped the condom off and squeezed a little bit of cum out of the little slit on the head. “Open wide little girl!” He said in a sing song kind of way. I opened my mouth because I knew it would hurt when he forced me to do it. He thrust his dick inside my mouth. He shoved it right to the back of my throat until I was choking. He was laughing manically. “My dick is that big, that you fucking choked on it!” he wiped the cum off the side of my mouth with his fingers, then shoved his fingers into my mouth. “Suck them clean whore.” I sucked the cum off his fingers trying so hard not to be sick. I didn’t realize he had put another condom on and was lining himself up at my entrance. He forced himself into me, and I yelled out in pain. He didn’t stop, he kept on thrusting into me. He kept on until his eyes started rolling to the back of his head. “Ahhhhhhh!” He cried, as he emptied himself into the condom. “Good girl little whore. I might bring you with me so I can do that again.” “No please, just let me go.” I sobbed. “I won’t tell anyone what happened.” I begged. “I know you won’t.” And then he balled his fist up and punched me as hard as he could in the side of my head. My head fell back, and as I was losing consciousness, I saw him smile, pull his jeans back up and leave. Then everything went black.