I was nineteen when I followed Geena into The Noir Flame.
Nineteen. Naive. Stupid. Thinking I had hit the jackpot and a few professional photos could change my life. I had already started calculating what I'd do with the money in my head — silly, huh? I didn't know the cameras were fake. I didn't know the drink they handed me was an aphrodisiac — Spanish Fly. I didn't know I was being handed over like some kind of… offering. I trusted them. Geena, my sister. Karly, my best friend. They'd talked about this opportunity for weeks — "It's an exclusive studio," they said. "No one gets in unless they're handpicked by a well-known scout." They smiled the whole way there, practically buzzing with excitement. I ignored the pit in my stomach and believed them. Why wouldn't I? I remember the smell of the place before anything else — old money, expensive Cuban cigars, sex. Everything was warm, candlelit, and intimidating. The kind of place where people whisper instead of speak. We weren't even allowed to bring our phones inside. The main room felt like a scene straight out of Fifty Shades of Grey. Dim lights. A glowing podium in the center. Slow music poured from hidden speakers while a voluptuous redhead in aqua lingerie danced on the pole, her body moving with hypnotic grace. She was art — sensual, confident, magnetic. Beautiful women walked through the space, clothed in silk robes and lace. The men lounged like kings. Some were deep in conversation. Others had their hands on their thighs and necks. A few just watched. I was the only one fully dressed. Fresh meat. Geena and Karly handed me a drink. "For courage," they said. Then they excused themselves. "We'll wait in the car." And just like that, they vanished. That's when I knew they had played me. I stood frozen, heart racing. Before I could move, three men rose from a private section and started walking toward me. Gorgeous, dangerous, confident. They moved like they owned the room — like they owned everything. Brandon spoke first. A sculpted Adonis with dark hair and piercing blue eyes. He looked at me like he could see through me. Like he already knew I didn't belong. "Hi," he said, voice low and smooth. "I'm Brandon. And you are?" I answered, almost shyly. "Aaliyah. The pleasure's all mine." He smirked, like he could smell my arousal. And I hated that I liked it. Next was Desmond — the blond, All-American hunk. His smile was playful, his voice warm. "Hey, beautiful. I'm Desmond. I look forward to being at your service." He licked his lips, eyes hungry. I stammered slightly. "It's… nice to meet you, Desmond." Then came Shawn. The Blasian tech genius. He was lean, magnetic, and wore a smirk that said trouble. "Honey, it's lovely to meet you," he said, voice smooth like silk. "Name's Shawn." His jade-green eyes were unreal. I stared too long. My throat went dry. I took a big sip of the drink before I could respond. "Nice to meet you too, Shawn." I should have run. I should have gone to the bathroom and disappeared. But I didn't. I stayed. For seven sex-filled days. Seven days of touches I didn't ask for but accepted. Kisses I didn't refuse. Choices I stopped recognizing as my own. My voice grew hoarse from screaming. The orgasms were overwhelming. The things they did to me — things I didn't even know I wanted. They weren't just skilled. They were generous. Devoted. Obsessed. Brandon gave me my first real kiss. Desmond made me moan with his mouth in ways that should've been illegal. Shawn made me giggle when he tickled me — made me feel young again, for a split second. They weren't just seducing me. They were imprinting themselves into my skin. I gave everything to them because a part of me — a stupid, broken part — wanted to belong. I thought they saw something in me. I thought I was special. Until the seventh night. I wasn't supposed to hear them talking. But I did. "She's not like the others." "Geena and Karly lied. She was a virgin." "She's different. Decent." "Are you sure it's safe to keep her?" "The contract only stipulated seven days." I said nothing. I didn't cry. I didn't scream. I waited for them to fall asleep. Then I packed what little I had and slipped away into the night. No money. No explanations. Just silence. A few weeks later, the test came back positive. I was pregnant. I didn't tell anyone. I didn't go after them. I didn't look back. I raised my son in shadows and silence. I moved towns, even countries, built a quiet life and waited not for revenge, but for peace. But peace never came. Because now, Noah is dying. High fevers. Bones that crack and reset. Strength that doesn't make sense. Doctors have no words. One of them finally said: "This isn't medical. This is genetic. This is… something else." So I came back. To them. Not for answers. Not for apologies. For my son.I don’t feel bad that I succumbed easily. He used the trump card: Noah. For Noah, I will brave anything, even a deranged she-wolf on the full moon. Call me mad and call me a mother: hah, I am cool with that, as both start with the letter M. I head back to the room to find Noah stirring awake. “Mummy, morning.” “Good morning, Noah. Did you sleep well?” “Yes, Mummy, I did, thank you .” His stomach grumbled loudly, and I recall I didn’t eat either. I had left breakfast dramatically to confront Brandon. “Okay baby, have a shower so we can go eat.” Once he is dressed in warm clothing, we head down once again. I really hope there are no more surprises in store for the day. The full moon is enough. Back in the breakfast room, Brandon and Gabe are seated having coffee. Noah goes to his dad. “Good morning, Daddy.” “Morning, chap.” He gives him a hug and ruffles his hair. “Good morning, Uncle Gabe.” “Morning, Noah.” I fetch us some club sandwiches and a cup of warm milk for Noah. B
I run straight for the main living room crashing the door wide open, my heart racing and my eyes wide as saucers. I don't care how important their meeting is or what exactly they are discussing. All the men turn towards me sensing danger and stand on alert . I can barely see their faces. They will probably make fun of me later but I don't care . This is my life!!!! Its about my survival.. . I walk to where Brandon stands and he pulls me into a tight embrace . Face etched with worry “Aaliyah what is the matter?Is Noah okay? What happened..” I stare at him .. still very traumatized…Noah is still sleeping but. “I need to speak with you in private now…Its urgent … “I say softly He faces the Men “ Return to your post for now , lets regroup later after lunch” “Yes boss “ in unison and they scramble out Gabe stays put, coming closer “Boss are you okay..” I face him and I nod my head... Brandon and Gabe wait for me to talk… I struggle to calm my racing heart and tak
I sit by the window sill staring at the dark clouds hovering above the sky . It Looks like its going to rain all day … The trees are so still , and there is a light fog covering them like there is something coming …. An important event of some kind … … …. My mind turns towards Geena's email. I have to find a way around Morgan's decree about Grand Ma Nonna. She is the only one left of my roots I cannot give up . Noah will want to meet her . His fathers family are all living here peacefully , he gets to spend time with his grandparents regularly . Noah mumbled in his sleep “ Asher …” I move to the bed and give him a kiss on his cheeks . I am glad he has made friends with Asher who is like him, Part Wolf- Part Human . It will make the transition in the new school easier . Thinking about Asher, pick up my phone and send Sandra a message . “ Hey Sandra , How are you ? I hope you arrived home safely , I had a lovely time we should find time and visit you too. I hope to hear from y
Sandra carries on, unaware of my inner turmoil. She looks at Asher and gets serious. “I did not want to raise my son in such a toxic environment. We live in a deluxe gated community called Shark Fin Estate a few kilometers away from their school. There are a lot of humans with their wolf counterparts that live there so it feels like home… It’s a bridge between Onyx Pack and Manhattan City. It suits me just fine. I can head to town to see my family or buy essentials anytime I want, and Asher is still close enough to the pack and his school.” I say, “That’s an excellent compromise. I live at the Noir Flame. It’s a decent drive, about 2–3 hours away. I will probably speak to Brandon about getting a place near you to make things easier. I have a store I am setting up on Main Street, but I can commute.” Sandra brightens. “Really? Oh, that’s so cool. I run a crochet business from home. I have been considering expanding though. Oh, before I forget, Aaliyah, this is for you.” She hands
No one but my dear old evil sister. I scoff at her fancy signature and open the e-mail. Just a few words in her usual mean-no-nonsense style : “Hello Aaliyah, I said I would get in touch when I have news. Morgan has denied you access to Nonna. You will not be able to visit or speak with her for the time being. Toodle loo.” I stare at the phone as if it has grown two heads and push it aside. Geena and Morgan every single day. These people are after my life. Because seriously, Nonna is the only living relative I have left. I feel tears profiling at the back of my ears, but I blink them back furiously, not wanting Brandon or Noah to feel my shift of emotions. I mumble a silly excuse and return to the bedroom to vent in peace I am sitting in the bedroom contemplating whether I should try calling the old retirement home again despite Morgan’s refusal to approve it when I hear a gentle knock on my door. I answer softly, “Come in.” Gabe walks in. “Hey, boss.” I respond, “Hey, Ga
The first warm sun rays hit my face, and I woke up, slowly adjusting my eyes to the light. Noah is giggling at something his father is saying into his ears, both of them not aware that I had woken up from my beauty sleep. I admire them for a few minutes and then I say, “Hello, Noah…” He jumps onto me with delight. “Mummmmmy! I am so happy you are awake. Daddy said Asher and his mom, Aunty Sandra, are coming over.” I think where could I have heard that name before? Oh yes “Your Beta’s wife.” I face Brandon. He nods. “She has been dying to meet you, but I told her about what happened and that you are not currently receiving visitors. I was surprised when she told me you personally invited her.” I giggle. “Yes, we met at the salon. I like her it’s nice to have a friend like me.” Brandon smiles. “I know, I know. This world you have been thrown into is hard to get accustomed to. I admire how you have dealt with things so far.” “This is about Noah. I have to make sure he has a balan