FAZER LOGINI stood at their bedroom door, completely astonished at what I had just heard from the other side of the door.
The house telephone began to ring again.
“Elijah, I thought we agreed that we would not talk about this again.” My mother said, sounding so disappointed and upset with her husband.
As I continued to stand there, completely taken aback, their bedroom swung wide open. It was my mother coming out of the bedroom, looking furious and upset. She had tears rolling down her cheeks from anger.
“Can you not hear the phone ringing?” she asked me as soon as she saw me standing at the door.
She headed straight for the phone and answered it while my father remained in the bedroom, sitting on the bed.
“How long have you been standing there?” he hissed at me “Long enough to know I should have been married ages ago, or us suddenly being broke or Mom getting sick once again,” I replied, then walked away. “...No, no. She is not here.” Mom replied to whoever she was talking with on the phone. “Okay, thank you… You too.” she hung up and then looked at me.
“Who was that?” I questioned
“Maybe you should have just answered the phone instead, and then you would have known who it was.” she snapped at me. “Anyway, it was your aunt. She wanted to know if you were here so that she could stop by with her husband to see you, but I did you a favour by telling her that you were not here.”
She stomped to her bedroom and slammed the door once she entered.
“And give us privacy to discuss a few things. We do not need you roaming around the door,” she added as she opened the door and then slammed it again.
Feeling completely astonished at what I had just heard, I rushed back to my bedroom. I found Roni still fast asleep on the same uncomfortable chair I left her on. I proceeded to wear my more comfortable clothes and make sure I was free of anything that screamed I had a wedding or was supposed to be in a wedding.
After crawling back into my dusty clothes, I tiptoed back to the hallway to stand by my parents’ bedroom door.
“So, what’s the plan?” Mom asked my father in a hushed tone, hoping I would not be able to hear them if I was still standing in the hallway.
He did not reply. I assumed he was thinking of an answer. He was probably crafting some new scheme.
“I was thinking of calling up Alessandro to help me with a few things.” He eventually answered her“Andro?” she questioned in shock.“Yes, Alessandro Russo, my best pal from elementary school,” he replied, sounding casual.“Oh no… We can still think about what our next step would be and then pray about it, and then, at the right time, something will pop up.” Mom answered worriedly “Why? What’s wrong with Andro?” Dad questioned.
She kept quiet. They both did. I heard footsteps in their bedroom. One of them was pacing, or probably both of them. The situation that my ex-fiance put me in made it an even tougher situation for my parents to ponder over.
“Can’t she just get another job?” Mom asked, still in a hushed tone.“You know how difficult your daughter can be. No one would want to work with such. Remember, Robbins chased her away, Brown also chased her away, and she did not even make it past her probation period with Jackson. So, getting a career is definitely an impossible task for her.” My father replied.
There was pacing in the bedroom again. I did not know my parents wanted to marry me off that much that they sat in their bedroom to think about the next step.
“Well, don’t you have connections with that guy from the tech support office? I mean, she has helped out there a few times.” Mom asked, hoping there was a way.
“Dave from tech? No, no… The last time she was there, she spent the whole time batting her short eyelashes and taking selfies. And then, in the remaining minutes, she tried to flirt with Dave just to ensure she had a place there. I do not think proposing that my youngest daughter working there would make Dave happy at all.”
Half of whatever my father was saying was completely false. I did not even flirt with that Dave guy. I accidentally touched him but never flirted with him.
“Well, isn’t there another way? I will ask my ladies from the book club if she can dog-sit or tutor their children.” My mom tried to find a way. “What’s wrong with Alessandro Russo?” Dad questioned tiredly“Seriously, Eli! You’re going to ask that foolish question?”
There was silence again. I dared to tiptoe my way closer to the door, hoping I would get to hear about this Alessandro man and why my mother seemed not to trust him.
“Well, Alessandro is that guy you call on when things start hitting rock bottom, and right now, from the looks of things, they are definitely hitting rock bottom for us.” My father answered.
I was able to hear them much better when I stood closer to the door, but I feared that if one of them suddenly opened the door, I had no escape route.
“Eli, we can sleep on it. We can do some thinking and praying together, maybe even fast. I know there will always be an answer.” she whined, and all he did was scoff. “I don’t know why you have such little faith in my friend Alessandro. He is good, and he has a lot of money, and he even has wider connections. It can at least help us keep our head above the water, and then when everything is stable, we will be able to pay him back and carry on with our normal lives.”
She sighed. I knew that my mother was definitely not on board with whatever crap was coming out of my father’s mouth.
“But why him?” she hoped there was another solution“Why not?” “Honey, Alessandro almost killed you the last time you ‘trusted’ him. I am just a little worried, that’s all.” “That’s in the past now, dear,” he responded.
I gasped in shock, almost exposing the fact that I was standing by their door.
What did my mother mean by Alessandro almost killing my father? Was it metaphorical or literal?
I decided to walk away from their door. I grabbed the car keys that were on the coffee table in the living room and rushed outside. I quickly climbed into my dad’s car and hoped it wouldn’t make much noise or that they were too distracted in yelling at each other.
I reversed out of the yard and raced towards Christopher’s house to find him. I had no idea what I would do when I saw him, but I just wanted to at least see him one last time. I reached his house, and I was more than surprised to find another car parked in his yard.
Maybe family members also came to look for him?
I parked the car and walked towards the front door. I pressed the doorbell, and it rang a couple of times, but there was no reply. His car was also parked at home, and I knew that we wouldn’t go anywhere without his car.
I slowly walked around the house to his bedroom window. I found the windows wide open, so I stepped in the soil and a few of the flowers in the garden by that window, stuck my hand through the burglar-proof bars and pushed the curtain aside.
“WHAT THE HELL?!” I yelled in complete terror.
I found myself pressing into Alessandro Russo, our lips moving passionately as my hands tangled in his gelled hair, gripping a handful. He let out a low, almost involuntary groan at the contact.His other hand moved to the strap of my dress, slowly teasing it down my shoulder, testing my reaction.“Wait!” I gasped, breaking the kiss and stepping back, my chest heaving.He looked at me in disbelief. I knew this was not the first time I was somewhat teasing Russo, but I was scared to ever advance anything with him. “What’s wrong?” he snapped back to reality and decided it would not help being mad at me for changing my mind.“What if my father or Roni comes to look for me and they find us like this?” I asked worriedly. Then, his eyes widened before he burst out into laughter. I nervously laughed along with him because I did not understand why he laughed that hard. “What’s funny?” I asked as I continued to nervously laugh“I thought I had done something, but you are worried about your
It only dawned on me that he was talking about the pill. My throat tightened, but I dared not answer. I had already humiliated myself enough around Russo; the last thing I needed was to confirm his suspicions. How could I possibly admit that, yes, I had slept with Bash without protection, and worse—let myself get attached almost immediately? The thought of it made my stomach twist. And now, every time I caught even the slightest glimpse of him with another woman, it was like watching my heart shatter all over again.“It’s okay. It won’t last,” he said the moment he closed the distance between us.“What won’t last?” I asked, confusion tightening my voice.“Katie’s son and the model,” he replied casually, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.“Oh…” I muttered, unsure how to respond.“But for my sake,” his voice dipped lower, and I caught the faintest smirk tugging at his lips, “I hope it lasts.”He was standing so close now that I could smell his expensive cologne, laced with
“Let me go and get dessert,” Jo announced, already marching off before anyone could respond. A beat later, Katie and my father followed suit, leaving Roni and me alone at the table, surrounded by everyone else’s abandoned bags and jackets like we’d been assigned babysitting duty.“Are you good?” she asked softly, studying my face.“I’m fine. Why wouldn’t I be?” I answered too fast, shoving a spoonful of ice cream into my mouth before she could look any deeper.My mind drifted, completely ignoring the chatter around me. I kept imagining Dove laughing softly while Bash pulled her close somewhere in one of Russo’s many hallways… maybe teasing her, maybe whispering something that made her giggle the way she always did.The images twisted in my chest like a knife, each one worse than the last.But my mind snapped out of the daydream when my father and Katie returned with their bowls of dessert, followed by Jo—and then finally Bash and Dove. She had Bash’s blazer draped over her shoulders,
I tried to swallow the storm inside me, resisting the urge to be the dramatic person everyone expects—the one who runs out of the room crying and screaming. Yet the ache was sharp and undeniable as I watched him pull out a chair for her, the simple gesture cutting deeper than words. She slid into the seat with ease, her smile soft, her body settling comfortably beside him as if she belonged there, while I sat frozen, every breath heavy with the sting of being replaced.Jo kept looking at me, her gaze steady and unshaken, even though Roni was seated right beside her, talking endlessly about her husband and the weight of her marital issues. The words spilled from Roni like a flood, but none of them seemed to reach Jo; her attention lingered on me, quiet and deliberate, as if she were listening to something unspoken between us instead. “It is so lovely to see you again, Dove,” Katie said with a smile that lit up her face.Again? What did she mean by again?“Good evening, Dove. I am Eli
Bash slid the chair out beside me and settled in comfortably, leaving Roni stuck between Dad and me. With Dad already wrapped up in conversation with Katie, and me about to get completely lost in Bash, poor Roni suddenly had no one left to talk to.“Good evening, Mr. Carter,” Bash greeted with an easy smile as he turned to my dad.“Bash, how are you?” my father asked warmly.“I’m good, sir.”“Good.”Then Bash’s gaze shifted. “Roni,” he said with a playful wink.Her cheeks flushed instantly, the faintest blush rising as she tried to mask it with a small smile.My father was already absorbed in whatever Katie was chatting about beside him, hanging onto her every word with keen interest.“Where’s Jo?” my father asked, his voice carrying loud enough for all of us to hear.“Oh, she’s here,” Bash replied easily. “I saw her talking to someone outside.”“Oh, good!” my father nodded, clearly pleased.I couldn’t stop the heat from rushing to my cheeks. My mind wandered back to that wild night wi
Russo’s birthday night had finally arrived. I slipped into my burgundy evening dress, the silky fabric hugging my figure just right, and paired it with my favourite heels. My hair was swept up neatly, exposing the line of my neck, giving me just enough confidence to face the night ahead.The moment I opened my bedroom door, carefully lifting the hem of my dress so I wouldn’t trip, Roni’s voice rang out behind me.“Geez, someone might mistake you for the birthday girl instead,” she remarked, her tone caught between playful and pointed as her eyes lingered on me.I forced a smile, swaying past her.Roni was still nowhere near ready. She strolled around the hallway in curlers and a towel, humming to herself as if time wasn’t slipping away.“My, my, my…” my father chuckled the moment I stepped into the living room, his eyes sweeping over me with a proud smile. He was seated comfortably beside Roni’s husband.“Too much?” I asked, suddenly second-guessing my outfit.“Nope. Just perfect,” he







