I should have known something was wrong the moment he groaned like a goddamn p**n star.
But I must have lost my mind first.
That was the only explanation as to why I was half-naked in a candlelit honeymoon suite, clutching a second glass of wine like it was holy water while a gagged, hooded man lay tied to the bed like a sacrificial offering.
I downed the rest of the glass in one burning gulp. My hand was shaking.
This wasn’t normal. This wasn’t sane. This was Sadie’s idea.
“I can’t believe I’m doing this,” I muttered into the phone and scurried to the bathroom. The heels I wore clicked against the floor, echoing off the soft jazz and the damn romantic scent of vanilla candles and roses. “I’m going to hell. I’m going to jail and then hell.”
“You’re welcome in advance, Rainey,” chirped my best friend—and future lawyer—before I could even scream.
“I’m about to climb on top of a man who’s gagged, blindfolded, and tied up like a hostage. What part of this doesn’t sound like something you’ll be defending me for in court one day?”
“That man is your fiancé, honey,” Sadie’s voice dripped with unbothered confidence. “Besides, you said Ezra confessed he wanted this. Don’t you remember? Kidnap me, ravish me, don’t even tell me it’s you until it’s over. His exact words. It’s totally legal, for fuck’s sake.”
I swallowed hard. My cheeks were on fire. “Yeah, but he was drunk.”
“And you drank two glasses to catch up. Now you’re equally liable. See that? Justice.”
I groaned. “Sadie—”
“Relax,” she cut in, breezy as ever. “I know a fantasy felony when I see one. Worst case? Spousal miscommunication with a very happy ending.”
“I’m not his spouse yet,” I hissed. “The wedding’s next week.”
“Which makes this a spicy pre-wedding celebration. Come on. The professionals were clean, safe, discreet. All you have to do is be hot and ride your future husband, Lorraine Redmond.”
“Jesus.”
“You’re welcome.”
The call ended, and I had no more excuses.
I walked slowly to the bedroom again, trying to recall the most adventurous thing we’d ever done beneath the sheets. Oh. Right. That one time I laid face down and he went a little harder than usual. That was it. That was the benchmark. I had called it spicy for days after.
He apologized like he’d broken me.
And now he was lying there, tied neatly at the wrists and ankles, a dark hood covering his head. I knew a gag was snugly in place between his lips because it was in the description of my request. His chest rose steadily. His breathing was controlled. He wasn’t panicking. He was waiting.
Maybe he remembered his own drunken words.
Oh God.
I should’ve said no to Sadie’s crazy idea. I should’ve stuck to lighting a candle and suggesting we try it doggy style again. That would’ve been bold enough.
But no.
I approached on shaky legs, the hem of my robe brushing my thighs. I climbed on the bed, straddling him carefully, letting my hands roam his chest.
He was warm. Solid. His scent curled into my nose. Clean soap, musk, maybe even the cologne I’d gotten him last Christmas.
No protests. No hesitation.
Only tension. Heat. Readiness.
“You’re gonna love me for this.” I kissed the line of his neck, just under the hood. I let my fingers trail to the waistband of his suit pants, and when I touched him there, he jolted with a low sound.
A groan? A growl?
God help me, that sound made me wet.
He couldn’t talk. The gag kept him wordless. The hood kept me bold.
I reached between us, unfastening him, guiding him into me with a shaky breath. He gasped—or moaned—and my nerves melted into raw, dangerous pleasure.
I rode him slowly, aching and desperate, his muffled sounds making my body burn hotter. Our bodies became slick with sweat and want, the air heavy with candle smoke and sin. His hips bucked, muscles straining under me.
There was something wild about it. Reckless, even.
He couldn’t see me. Couldn’t touch me. Couldn’t stop me. Couldn’t do anything except feel me.His.
Mine.
And when it ended, I was panting, glowing, undone. We lay there like that for a minute. My body still tangled with his.
Then I sat up, breathless and giddy. I laughed, fingertips fumbling at the knot on the hood. “Happy almost-wedding, Ezra. One last surprise before you’re stuck with me forever.”
The gag came off first. Then the hood.
And the world snapped into jagged, brutal focus.
Those weren’t Ezra’s eyes.
Not his jawline.
Not his mouth.
And definitely not his smirk—because Ezra never smirked like that. Not like a wolf sizing up prey that had willingly walked into its den.
The man beneath me blinked slowly. His lips curved upward, lazy and smug. “You certainly know how to say hello.”
My blood ran cold.
That voice. Smooth, low, threaded with something amused and dangerous. That wasn’t Ezra’s voice. Ezra didn’t talk like he was about to bite just to see what would happen.
I scrambled off him, nearly falling backward onto the floor, my heart thudding so loudly it drowned out the jazz still playing from the speakers.
No. No, no, no.
I stared at him, wild-eyed, breathing hard. My hands clenched the edges of my robe like they could somehow undo what I’d just done.
The hood lay in a heap between us now, and in the golden candlelight, I could finally see him.
And God, how could I have mistaken him for Ezra? He wasn’t even close.
Ezra had soft features, boyish and polished. The man in front of me looked like he carved his teeth in danger. His jaw was more angular, his skin a little darker, a little weathered. His eyes, starless jet black, and framed by lashes too thick to be legal, were watching me with something unreadable. Interest? Amusement? Calculation?
A small diagonal scar marked his left cheekbone, faint but unmistakable.
Ezra didn’t have a scar like that. Ezra had a mole near his jaw, and a dimple when he smiled. Ezra never looked like this man, with his lazy, predatory grin and the energy of someone who knew exactly how much power he held in silence.
And this man enjoyed what just happened.
Every second of it.
“You’re not—” I blinked again, as if that might reset reality. “You’re not Ezra. You’re not my fiancé—”
He cocked a brow, like I’d just said something adorable.
“You tell me, Angel. But I’ll say this much, that was incredible. Next time, though…” He sat up as far as the ropes binding him to the bed allowed, his muscles flexing without shame. “I’d like to be on top. If you don’t mind.”
“I’m sorry—“ My heart slammed against my ribs. “Next—?! No. No—there’s no next! There wasn’t even supposed to be a first!”
I scrambled back, stumbling over the tangled bedsheets, my hands fumbling for balance. My knees hit the marble floor with a painful thud, but I barely felt it. My entire body was buzzing, trembling. Nausea curdled in my stomach.
“What the hell is going on?! Who are you?!”
He just tilted his head, eyes drinking in the sight of me with unsettling calm. “Someone with very good luck.”
“This isn’t happening,” I whispered. My hands clutched at my hair, trying to ground myself. “Oh my god—oh my god—what did I do?!”
“Me, apparently.”
“Please shut up!”
Sometimes, I wondered how on earth my life had managed to twist itself into this particular chaos.A CEO should be able to walk into a shopping mall unnoticed. But when your husband is a billionaire whose idea of ‘fun dad duty’ included juggling designer bags in both hands and letting your daughter climb his back like a tree, being inconspicuous was impossible.There was Sasha. My little star. At nine, she carried herself with the kind of confidence that made adults smile nervously. She was sharp-eyed, dramatic, and already terrifyingly good at manipulating her papa.Beside her trailed Lucian, who at six looked like a smaller, sulkier copy of Misha, right down to the stubborn jaw and furrowed brows. His dark eyes flicked constantly to his sister, wary as though at any moment she might strike. Which, frankly, she might.“Papa, I want this one,” Sasha declared, plucking a hideously overpriced plush toy from the shelf. She brandished it like a trophy, curls bouncing as she pushed it towa
The house came into view just as the sun began sliding down behind the ridge.Not the penthouse. Not the cold steel and glass tower where everything echoed. No more. We moved out of that when I found out Lorraine got pregnant with our second child.This place was ours. A home perched high on the hill, with its wide windows catching the last gold of the light, gardens stretching behind it like a promise. A fortress in its own right, yes, but alive, warm.Sebastian pulled up first, Sasha already bouncing in her car seat, craning her neck to see if balloons might be tied to the gate. Camille sat beside me in the second SUV, the baby tucked against her shoulder, her hand cupping his head like he was spun from glass.I stepped out, the cool air biting, and moved immediately to Lorraine’s door. She tried to brush me off, of course she did, but I slid my arm around her waist anyway, easing her down with deliberate care. Her body was still frail from the hospital, her lips pale, but her chin
Eight Months Later___ The room smelled of antiseptic and sweat. Beeping monitors and the low, practiced cadence of nurses filled the air, but none of it mattered. My entire universe was bent over the hospital bed, skin damp with exertion, teeth gritted as she tried not to scream.Lorraine.Her hair clung to her forehead in wild strands, her jaw tight enough I thought it might crack. And her tiny, deceptively delicate hand was crushing mine with the kind of strength I hadn’t thought possible outside a combat field.“Fuck—Lorraine,” I hissed under my breath, the bones in my knuckles screaming. “You will break me.”Her head whipped toward me, eyes blazing, her voice hoarse but sharp. “This is your fault, Misha. You and your goddamn dick.”For a moment, I didn’t even register the words. My brain stalled.My wife. My elegant, razor-sharp, calculating wife. The woman who could walk into a boardroom and dismantl
The day after tomorrow came like a slow tide, steady but inevitable. By the time evening rolled in, Sasha was curled up in the little daybed behind the partition of my office that she called her kingdom disguised as a ‘nap nook,’ complete with her plush dog and Sparkle draped dramatically across her legs. She was out cold, her curls spilling over the pillow, thumb still tucked near her lips.I was finishing the last set of reports when the doors opened. Misha’s presence filled the space first, James trailed in at his shoulder. “Success,” Misha said simply, setting a small canvas bag onto the edge of my desk. His voice carried that low rumble that always pulled something deep in me. “No losses, objective complete. And,” he reached inside and pulled out a wrapped bundle, “Souvenirs.”James snorted. “Souvenirs. Like we didn’t nearly freeze our asses off on some godforsaken border crossing.” He flopped onto one of the leather chairs opposite me, all
The nausea passed, but the heaviness in my chest didn’t.I dressed quickly, tucked Sasha’s curls into a neat braid, and loaded her into the backseat of the armored SUV. She chattered the whole drive, clutching her stuffed lion and kicking her little legs against the seat like she was marching in her own parade.By the time we pulled up to the glass-fronted building that bore our name—Ashford Security & Investigations—my coffee-induced panic had dulled to a quiet thrum under my ribs. Four years, and this company had gone from a desk and a handful of old contacts to a sprawling network of field agents, cyber specialists, investigators, and contractors. And now, my daughter walked through those doors like she owned them.“Good morning, Mrs. Ashford,” the receptionist, Lina, greeted, her gaze immediately dropping to the bundle of curls at my side. Her entire face melted. “And good morning, Sasha. My goodness, is that a new dress?”Sasha twir
Five Years Later___ The first thing I felt was his warmth.The second was his groan.I smiled against his lips, trailing kisses across his jaw, slow and purposeful. “Morning,” I whispered, already nipping at the stubble on his chin.Misha cracked one eye open, the corners crinkling with that lazy grin that had only gotten more dangerous with age. “Lorraine, Angel,” he rumbled, voice gravelly with sleep, “You’re insatiable.”I laughed softly, pressing another kiss to the corner of his mouth. “And whose fault is that?”He shifted under me, his hand sliding down my back, pulling me closer. “Mine, apparently.” His smile turned wicked. “Five years, and you still can’t get enough of me. Hungry and horny every morning, huh?”Heat flooded my cheeks. I pinched his side, making him flinch. “Shut up.”He chuckled, the sound deep and infuriatingly smug. “Ow—fine, fine. But it’s true.” His lips brushed my ear, voice dropping to that low tease that always melted me. “You used to say I was the one