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Chapter 17
Hafiz!
"What time is the discharge?"my mum ask and I turn my gaze to her.
"We 've been discharged already i just want to finish feeding her,she will take her medication we will then go home."I say giving the spoonful of the salad to her.
Honestly speaking i just can't wait for us to be home, all this fake smiles and pretense is killing me, how I have to feed her, massage her to sleep, let's not mention the PDA little kisses i have to display to make my parents happy, I can't even remember when last i spoke to nadia i have to keep my phone at home i can't take chances because there is no way she won't call and the way my mum is always looking at me suspeciously i rather continue my acting and suppress all the anger in me till we go home.
"I am ok."she say looking at me and i smile.
"Are you sure?"I ask looking at her worriedly and she nod.
"Give her the medicine and let's get going Amany is already at home, I ask her to clean an
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