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The Coward in Me

Author: Oma
last update publish date: 2026-07-31 23:38:52

​ALISTAIR'S POV:

​I am standing right in front of Elara and she is so close to me now. Way too close. She is close enough that I can see the warm lamplight catching the tiny flecks of gold hidden deep inside her dark green eyes. She is close enough that I can track the soft curve of her lips, the delicate line of her jaw, and the smooth skin of her neck. She is close enough that I can actually feel the heat radiating off her skin, wrapping around me like a physical force pulling me down.

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