"Let go of me!" Sambit ko sa kanya at sinabi ko na ba na iritadong-iritado na ako sa kanya at gusto ko na siyang suntukin ulit?
"Look. Just go back there and let that fvcking engagement happen; Wala ka ng magagawa pa at hindi mo na mababago ang isip ng daddy mo. You are now my fiance, whether you like it or not, kaya tanggapin mo na lang," he said to me so emphatically that I couldn't help but look at him with a full sarcastic look. .
"Teka nga lang. Answer me honestly, Earl Zach Villanueva,” sinambit ko ang buong pangalan niya.
“Why are you always saying the word fiance? Ganyan ka na ba ka proud para tanggapin agad na fiance mo ako? Am I that attractive that you immediately want to be my fiance? Huwag mong sabihin na na love at first sight ka ngayon sa’kin? I'm sorry, but I want a girl, and I will never like men like you!" Hindi ko maiwasang matawa habang sinasabi iyon sa kanya, but my eyes widened when he pulled me closer to him and grabbed my waist.
"Yuck! Ew! Nakakadiri ka! Bakit ka nang yayakap bigla?! What the fvcking are you doing?! Let go of me! Manyak!" I yelled at him. Hawak hawak ako ng isang alake ngayon at subrang lapit namin na pati ang hangin ay mahihiya ng dumaan? This is really disgusting! Nakakadiring yakapin ng isang lalake!
"You don't want to be engaged to me?" he asked, ignoring what I said.
"Ayaw ko! Ayaw ko! Ayaw ko! Ngayon kung hindi mo pa rin maintindihan ang lahat ng sinabi ko sayo, wala na akong magagawa. Wala na akong pakealam sayo! I don't want to be your fiance kaya bitawan mo na ako!" I yelled at him and used all my strength to get away from him, but he didn't let me and even let himself come closer to me, hindi pa ata siya nakuntento sa subrang lapit namin ngayon!
My eyes widened when he suddenly caressed my back, and he had a smile on his lips. Nang-aasar pa ata ng bakulaw na ito!
"You don't want to? Why? Are you afraid that I will make you a straight woman? Natatakot ka ba na dumating ang pagkakataon na mahulog ka sa’kin at kainin mo ang lahat ng mga sinabi mo?" Tanong nito sa’kin, and I wanted to punch him again when he looked at my lips and caressed them like he wanted to kiss them!
Damn it! Don't you fvcking dare! Nakakadiri ka talaga!
"Your face was really thick. I'll never like you," I said to him, but he just laughed.
"Really? So sinasabi mo bang hindi mo talaga ako magugustuhan?" He even used a bedroom voice while asking that. Is he thinking that he can attract me with that voice?
"I won't like you," I told him firmly.
He nodded and loosened his hold on me.
"Alright. Prove it. Agree to this engagement," he said, so I stopped and looked at him.
"What am I? Stupid?" I asked him sarcastically.
"If you've proven that you'll never love me, then fine. Ipapangako ko na kapag napatunayan mo, ako mismo ang magpapatigil sa engagement na ‘to," he said to me seriously, making me think about it.
That's easy, isn't it? I will never fall in love with him because I grew up being like this. I also know that I will never like him. Kampante ako na hindi magkakagusto sa kanya.
I looked at him seriously. He is just waiting for my answer.
"Before I answer you, I want to know why you are doing this. Why do you really want this engagement?" I asked him.
"Because I like you," he said, making me stop.
"What?" Halos matawa kong tanong sa kanya kasi hindi iyon kapani-paniwala.
"Because you are right. I like you," he said, which made me laugh agai, pero nakatingin lang siya sa’kin ng seryoso kaya natigilan ako sa pagatawa.
"You are making fun of me. We both just saw—"
"I saw you last night in the hotel," he said, so I couldn't help but raise an eyebrow.
"So?" I want to ask.
"This is not our first meeting, and I want you to know that I like you," he started, and he was too serious for me to say that he was just fooling me. "The first time I saw you, you already got my heart and attention. You're different from the women I've seen in my whole life," he added, making me gasp. I feel like something is wrong with my ears. I can't believe that I am hearing those words from him.
I was just joking a while ago that he might fall in love at first sight with me, but wait. What is this? I laughed. There was no laughter or sarcasm on his face, so I was even more confused.
"Fine. If you said so, but make sure that when I prove that I will never like you, you will stop this engagement."
He nodded. "Now, let's go back there," he said. I rolled my eyes and just walked back there.
Zacky's POV
I shook my head as I followed her back to the dining area. I don't intend to say some lies, but I feel that if I don't lie a little, she won't believe me.
Fvck! I held my jaw. She punched hard. I didn't expect that. Nadagdagan nanaman ang atraso niya sa’kin. First, she vomitted in my clothes, and then next, this. Fvck! She punched me, and I was really angry right now, but I need to stop myself from shouting at her. Kailangan kong makuha ang tiwala niya.
When we came back, they seemed to be talking about something serious, and I immediately noticed their surprise when they saw that Callie was with me. They were silent as Callie went back to her seat.
"She's said yes," I said briefly to break the silence.
"She said? What?" Tito Zeyo suddenly asked me and glanced at her daughter. Callie rolled her eyes.
"Pumapayag na akong ma engage sa kanya," she said with a frown. Tito Zeyo and Tita Helie looked like that is a miracle, until Daddy suddenly clapped his hand and now smiling.
"Then it's fixed," Daddy said.
Tito Zeyo sighed and nodded in agreement that the conversation was fixed. I get my glass and drink the water on it. I can't help but look at Callie, who is now wearing a frown expression.
Sisiguraduhin kong mawawala ang pagkatomboy mo! I will make sure that, hanggang sa dumating ang punto na magmakaawa kang halikan ka habang nakahiga sa kama. Magiging akin nag islang iyon.
Kinabukasan ay hindi ko siya matignan. Hindi ko alam kung anong iisipin ko at gagawin pagkatapos ng naging usapan namin.Dahil wala kaming gagawin sa umaga, naisip kong umalis para dalawin si Kuya. Sinama mo si Alie habang si Zacky ay naiwan. We almost spent our time there for 3 hours bago umuwi.“A-Ako na ang mag-aayos nito at ako na rin maghuhugas,” utal na sambit ko sa kanya nang matapos kaming kumain ng tanghalian. Alie went back to her room after she ate, kaya dalawa lang kami ang natira rito.“Ako na rito,” he just said and also didn't look at me.“Pero ikaw na naman ang nagluto—”“Hello, everyone!” Napapikit ako nang marinig ang boses ni Boduy. Bago pa makapagsabi o gumawa ulit ng kung anong maisip niya, hinarap ko na siya at hinila paalis doon, leaving Zacky at the dining table.“Wala ka bang trabaho? Pakiramdam ko sayang lang sinasahod mo kasi puro pang-aasar lang ang ginagawa mo,” sarkastikong ani ko.“Grabe ka naman sa akin. May pinuntahan ako malapit rito na parte ng traba
Gusto kong lumayo, pero hindi ko mautusan ang katawan ko. I suddenly felt safe in his arms. Amoy ko rin ang alak sa kanya, pero hindi iyon naging masama sa ilong ko.I let him hug me. I could also hear his breathing. Ilang sandali ay naramdaman ko ang pagluluwag ng yakap niya. Akala ko ay lalayo siya, but I felt him holding me para iharap sa kanya.Nagtama ang tingin namin. Mapungay ang mata niya siguro ay dahil sa alak na nainom niya.“Lasing ka na. You should go upstairs,” mahinahong sambit ko at sinubukang dumaan sa gilid, pero hindi niya ako hinayaan.Halos manlambot ako nang hawakan niya ako sa bewang at haplusin iyon.“Maliban sa kaya mo ng mag-drive, what else has changed about you?” Mahinahong tanong niya sa akin habang nanatili sa harap ko. Hindi niya pinansin ang sinabi ko.Naisandal ko ang katawan ko sa sink dahil sa panghihina nang mas lumapit siya sa akin. I can smell the beer in his breath sa sobrang lapit namin.“Gusto kong malaman ang mga bagay na nag-iba sa'yo. Lahat-
“I don't know why he needs to say that. Para saan? Liligawan niya si Alie bago ako? What the hell does that mean?” Si Boduy ang una kong tinawagan dahil parang nababaliw na ata ako kakaisip sa naging huling usapan namin.Nasa site na kami. We had done checking the site and all, at kasalukuyan na silang nagmemeryenda. I just excused myself because I really can't take this anymore! Kanina todo asikaso rin siya kay Alie na talaga namang nagpapamangha kay Alie.“Seryoso? Ang bilis naman ata niyang bumigay. Nalaman niya lang single ka, binabakuran ka na agad,” I heard that from Boduy na nagpanguso sa akin.“I really just can't get everything—”“Obvious na nga hindi mo pa makuha? Teka. Hindi naman pwedeng madali lang para sa kanya! Aabsent ako ngayon at pupunta ako diyan. Patayin natin sa selos ang lalaking iyan,” he suddenly said and before I could say something, namatay na ang tawag.Napakurap-kurap ako at parang mas lalo akong naguluhan pagkatapos naming mag-usap. At ano raw? Pupunta siy
Kinabukasan ay halos hindi ko alam ang gagawin sa nadatnan sa dining table.“No! I don't want any of that! I want bacon!” Si Alie habang masungit na nakatingin sa ama niya.“We don't have bacon here—”“Then I'm not going to eat. I'll just wait for Tito Boduy so that we can eat outside with Mommy. We'll just go on a date outside like a whole family,” she said at nakapamaywang pa habang nakikipagtalo sa ama niya. Habang si Zacky ay mukhang natataranta at namumutla.“Alie, what are you doing?” Hindi ko naitago ang pagkagalit sa boses ko at lumapit sa kanila.“Mommy, don't eat anything! I am going to call Tito Boduy and tell him we are going to eat outside. You know, a date with him because soon, he will be part of our family!” Deklara niya na talaga namang nagpasakit sa ulo ko.“Natalie,” mariing tawag ko ulit. “Your Da—Tito Zacky cooked breakfast for us. You should—”“It's fine. Aalis na lang ako saglit para bumili ng bacon,” Zacky suddenly said na ikinaawang ng labi ko. Bago ko pa siya
“Sabing ayos lang ako,” sambit ko at buong lakas na hinila ang kamay ko sa kanya nang tuluyang mahugasan ang kamay ko.I heard his sigh.“Pupunta na ako sa taas, mamaya ko na lang tapusin yan,” sambit ko na lang, pero inisang hila niya ang kamay ko at isinandal sa lababo.Hindi ko alam kung bakit siyang naging ganito. Hindi naman siya nanghihila o lumalapit ng sobra kanina kaya hindi ko maiwasang magtaka. Is this because of what Budoy and Alie said?“Let's talk,” he seriously said at ibinaba pa niya ang sarili para tignan ako mismo sa mata.“About business? Pwede mamaya na? Aayusin ko pa iyong damit at—”“Oh, come on, don't act like you fvcking don't know what I want to talk about.”Pansin ko ang paghinga nito ng malalim.“You don't have a fiancé? How fvcking come? Kung ganoon, ano mo si Luigi? Hindi ba bumalik ka para magpakasal sa kanya? What the hell is Luigi's problem and not even fvcking marrying the mother of his daughter?” Tuloy-tuloy at halos rinig ko ang nangangalaitang boses
"A big basketball court!” Binitawan ni Alie at masayang tumakbo papunta sa gitna ng court.“Careful, Alie!” tanging sambit niya lang dahil sa pagtakbo nito. Napangiti na lang ako nang makita ko kung gaano siya kasaya.Pinapanood ko lang si Alie na ngayon ay pinulot ang isang bola sa gilid.“Parehong pareho talaga kayo.” Napatingin naman ako kay Budoy nang sabihin niya iyon.Pinanliitan ko siya ng tingin. “Bakit ka nga pala nandito? Hindi ba may trabaho ka?”Hindi na nagtatrabaho si Budoy dito dahil isa na siyang pulis. Sa ngayon nga ay suot-suot niya ang uniform niya. Seven years and everything has really changed. Hindi ko naman maiwasang maging masaya sa narating niya.Hinarap niya ako at tinignan ng masama, pero dahil alam ko naman ang ibig sabihin ng tingin na iyon ay natawa na lang ako.“Siyempre dahil darating kayo. Seven years, Callie. Seven years akong walang balita sa'yo gayong best friend mo ako,” biglang sambit niya at dahil sa pagsimangot niya ay nagmukha siyang batang nagm
I don't know how this became like this. Mom, Dad, and I felt awkward. Nakaupo na kaming lahat maliban kay Zacky at Luigi na wala pa hanggang ngayon. Alie is now busy talking to everyone like they know each other for too long, dahilan kaya mas lalong awkward para sa amin nila Dad.Ilang sandali ay bumalik na sila. When Alie saw Zacky, she became silent. Nandoon na naman iyon excitement na nagpapakaba sa kanya. Zacky just silently started eating and didn't say anything even when Danica tried to talk to him.“I never thought that this would come after what happened. I'm also happy that you are already settled down, Iha,” Tita Gillian said while looking at me.Hindi ko naman sinasadyang pansinin, but I saw how Danica and Bea looked at Zacky na para bang may ibig sabihin ang salitang iyon. Busy si Danica sa anak niya, pero nakapatingin ito kay Zacky. Habang si bea ay umiinom ng tubig, pero nakatutok ang tingkn kay Zacky.They were asking me about my life in Canada, na sinubukan ko namang s
“Oh, you are going somewhere?” I glanced at the door when I heard that. Dad and Mom looked at Luigi when they also heard him.They were the first to greet Luigi, and Luigi greeted them back. After that, Luigi looked at me again and smiled at Alie, who was already ready to leave the house.“Wala po akong trabaho ngayon, Tita. I just want to spend time here today, pero mukhang may pupuntahan kayo. I think next time na lang,” he said, kitang kita ko na parang hiyang hiya siya sa pagpunta ngayon dito gayong may pupuntahan naman kami.I glanced at Alie beside me when I heard her deep sigh. I couldn't help but laugh when I saw the expression on her face. She was frowning deeply while looking at Luigi, so I playfully pinched her cheek. When she looked at me, she sighed again.“Kakain lang kami sa labas. Tamang-tama lang that you are here. Sumama ka na rin. Pupunta na kasi sila bukas sa probinsya kaya sinamantala na naming kumain sa labas,” Mom said to Luigi.Napakamot na lang sa ulo si Luigi
Ilang malalalim na buntong-hininga ang pinakawalan ko habang nagtitipa sa laptop ko. Wala akong nagawa kundi sundin ang lahat ng utos niya. He is seriously working on his laptop, and I was also busy working on my own laptop. Sinabi niya kung ano ang babaguhin at mukhang matatapos ito ng lagpas alas 5 dahil halos lahat ay ipapabago niya.I even called Dad's secretary at sinabing i-cancel na nga ang lahat ng meeting ko ngayong araw.I look at the room where Alie is. Sigurado akong pumasok siya roon para umiyak, but it's already been 2 hours since she entered there. Umiiyak pa ba siya? I sigh again dahil hindi ko maiwasang mag-alala sa kanya."I'll send something via email. Check it and follow the instructions there," I heard him say, which made me glance at him. He was just looking at his laptop. He was on the long sofa while I was on the single sofa. In front of us were the papers we needed to finish.“Okay,” tipid na sambit ko at tinignan ang sinend niya. Ginawa ko ang mga nakalagay r