Chapter Ten

Adam

"What should I do?"

"What do you want to do?" My father asked me.

Honestly, I did not know.

I was a mess after Khalan's call. All I wanted to do was call him back and say that I loved him too and that everything was all right.

However, not everything was all right.

We are so complicated. Our lives are not in the same place anymore. These last couple of months showed me that I could have a little peace without worry every second about the media or about him. For the first time in years, Khalan was not my priority.

But, how much I miss him.

"I don't know, dad. I'm tired of chasing him, I did that enough already. It's like a loop, we are not getting anywhere." My dad and I were in another of our wine sessions.

We have this thing, he comes to my house and we just drink wine, talk and relax. He's my best friend; he knows how I feel without the need to say anything. I thank the heavens for him becau