Khalan
"Mike, we shouldn't do this." I say taking Mike's hands off me and grabbing my shirt that was on the floor.
I was about to commit the biggest mistake of my life. I wasn't even thinking about the consequences. Just because I wanted to forget about the fucked up situation that I put myself in.
It’s my entire fault I know that, but I can't have one more mistake on my account too. I don't want to lose Mike's friendship.
"What? Why not Khalan? Is only the two of us here, nobody needs to know."
"Mike I can't do this, you're my friend I don't want to mess up our friendship, you're the only friend I have. I don't want to lose this either just because I'm feeling sad. That's not fair with you." I say.
"Do you think I care, Khalan? I've liked you for so long, now that you're single, why can't you give me a chance?" He says trying to kiss me again and I swipe from his hands.
"I'm not single Mike, me and
Adam"What should I do?""What do you want to do?" My father asked me.Honestly, I did not know.I was a mess after Khalan's call. All I wanted to do was call him back and say that I loved him too and that everything was all right.However, not everything was all right.We are so complicated. Our lives are not in the same place anymore. These last couple of months showed me that I could have a little peace without worry every second about the media or about him. For the first time in years, Khalan was not my priority.But, how much I miss him."I don't know, dad. I'm tired of chasing him, I did that enough already. It's like a loop, we are not getting anywhere." My dad and I were in another of our wine sessions.We have this thing, he comes to my house and we just drink wine, talk and relax. He's my best friend; he knows how I feel without the need to say anything. I thank the heavens for him becau
"The tea today is especially delicious." The crowd laughs at Wendy's joke."Did y'all see the latest news? Please put the guy on the display." A picture of Khalan appears on the big monitor.In all the gossip blogs and television programs, the main gossip was about the rapper kmoney and his supposed family. Khalan did not reveal who Adam was but it did not take long until the fans did a quick search on Khalan's Instagram and found the Adam Trent he follows.Gladly Adam did not have any pictures of the girls on any of his social media accounts, he never wanted to put pictures of them because you never know the kind of freaks that are out there, the pics he has of his girls are only for him and his family to see.Adam's phone started do blow insanely, mostly were messages asking if he was the Adam the rapper kmoney was talking about, other saying that they were a cute couples, others saying homophobic things that he d
Khalan We were in bed, again, after another round of amazing sex. I do not seem to get enough of Adam. He is so sexy, so handsome; every day in my life, I wonder how I get so lucky to have him. I need to go back to Atlanta, to face everything I have left there. My contract is over and I do not plan to renew it. I need to be a father and a better boyfriend now, something I have been failing off for years. I knew of my mistakes, but I'm trying to be a better person, I want to be a better person, Adam deserves that from me. "I need one month, baby. To set everything in Atlanta and come back to live here with you." Adam was laying down on my chest; my fingers were passing on his brown hair that was getting a little big. I remember how I was pulling this same hair last night, his muffled moans, the pleasure in his face. "Are you serious? What about your career? The contract you have." "Yeah my contract is over, they w
AdamI mean, I should know better by now.However, no, my stupid self does not seem to give a fuck about anything.Here I am, test in hand and the thing telling me that I am pregnant, again.This time is different though. My situation is different.I started to feel weird a week ago, Khalan has been in Atlanta for three weeks now and he asked me to give him a month to settle his life there and come back here. I agreed but my heart wasn't a hundred percent on it. After being promised so many times and the promise never being kept, my trust on what Khalan says is not the same anymore. I gave him the benefit of doubt, but I was being serious when I told him that this is his last chance, pregnant or not, that is his last chance.Dad comes today to spend the day with us, he has not been around much since Khalan was here and I understand his reasons. This is something that Khalan will need to fix too; I want him and my dad to be a
"I was planning to have a picnic together, what do you think? You and Brenda could bond. She's a nice girl; she's going to love you." "I would love to meet your daughter Andre; of course I want to bond with her. We've been together for a month now, and I like you, it's time for me to meet your daughter." Andre had a huge smile on his face. He was in love already. "You can also invite Brenda's friends; you said they live next door right?" "Yeah, Adam's daughters." Andre said, putting Mike in his arms to give him a kiss. "Yes. Adam. The one you used to have a thing with." Mike said, trying to sound jealous. Andre laughs, "Don't need to get jealous, baby. That was a long time ago, both of us were needy at the time and it was only a kiss. We are only friends now, he loves his boyfriend and I like mine very much." Andre did not notice the flash of envy that passed by Mike's eyes when he mentioned those two.&nbs
Khalan "So are you truly leaving it all behind?" I was saying goodbye to Tina. This last month she was of great help for me. When we first met back in the club, we got along instantly. She is an amazing girl and in my time in Atlanta, we became good friends. "Yeah, I'm done with all this. I did what I wanted for a time, got a taste of the fame but I have to be honest with you. I was never happy. Now I get it. Besides, I have enough money to take care of my family and that's my focus now." "Well my friend, do what your heart is telling you to do. Adam seems like a sweetheart from what you talk about him, so do right by him this time." "I will Tina. So let's get going, I have a flight to catch. Thank you for everything." I say and get up to give her a hug. I needed to thank her; she was the only true person I met along the way. "Good lucky Khalan." --- I tried to contact Adam but without success. He still
"We were playing, playing in the grass of the park... I swear, officer. I looked away for five minutes I guess, I was talking to a neighbor friend and then... They are gone. Fuck. Gone. I do not know how that happened... Fuck... Oh my God... Please, you have to help me. We need to find them please." "Sir, I need you to calm down. Tell me your name again." "Andre Smith." "Okay Mr. Smith. Now tell me what happened." Tears fell from the man's eyes. He was desperate. "I brought my daughter Brenda to the park for a picnic. My neighbor has two daughters who were with me too. Aaliyah and Kayla. My boyfriend was also with me-" "What is your boyfriend's name?" "Mike... Michael Knight." "Alright. So, you were at the park playing and..." "Yes, and I saw a friend of mine. She lives in the neighborhood. I was talking to her, for five minutes, I distracted myself for five minutes. They disappeared." "Alright, so the n
Khalan "Here you are? I can come at you Mike; we can be together like you want." "You think I'm a fool, Khalan? You're only interested in her." "No Mike, think about it. We can be together, all three of us." I was desperate, saying anything that came to my mind. "Only us?" He asks and I instantly get disgusted with myself, but this is for my daughter. "Yes. We can go far away from here and be together as a family. Is that what you want, right?" "Is all I always wanted. All right, go to the train station, I will pick you there and then we are going to be gone from this city, leave him forever. Only us." "Yes, yes. All right I am going. Bring Kayla too-" "No, she'll be waiting at the place I left her, until I know you're telling me the truth and the cops aren't involved. That's what is going to be." "Okay it's alright. I'm going." I looked at the police station one more time