FORTY TWO
ELLYA
After I received the text from Attorney Ace. Nagmadali akong bumaba at kinuha agad ang cardigan ko.
"Anak bat ka nagmamadali?" Tanong ni Mama.
"Gising na raw po si Limmuel." Sagot ko. "May driver ba tayo Ma?." Tanong ko at akmang lalabas na nagsalita si Papa.
"Ako na nagmamaneho. Samahan ka namin ni Mama mo. Medyo Gabi na rin baka mapano ka." Sagot ni Papa.
Sumakay na agad ako sa backseat sa sasakyan at Maya Maya ayan na si Papa at Mama. Sobrang grateful ako na dumating sila dahil kung hindi. Hindi ko alam saan ako hihingi ng tulong.
It is a thirty minutes ride simula sa bahay hanggang sa hospital. Ang kaba sa dibdib ko simula nang mabasa ko yung text ay hanggang ngayon dala dala ko pa rin.
Hindi ko alam paano ibubungad ko kay Limmuel pagkatapos ng tatlong buwan. Alam ko cru
FORTY THREEELLYAIt has been 2 weeks since nagkasagutan kami ni Limmuel. Since that Hindi na namin siya makihalubilo.Kahit ang mga ka team ko nagtataka. Kaso sa sobrang tagal na rin. Sinanay na nila ang sarili nila.Tila pati itong pamilya ko. Nawalan na ng gana pero kinakaya nila gawa ko.Kasi alam nila na ako Ang mas apektado.Sa loob ng dalawang linggo ay walang ibang ginawa si Limmuel kundi mag fired ng employees at the same time maging masungit sa lahat ng tao sa paligid niya.He is been known for being terror boss. Which is kabaliktaran ng ugali niya. Sa sobr
FORTY FOUR ELLYA I planned to be that girl who sleeps, eats and also knits some clothes for my baby. I just got home from Manila last week, but I'm already getting big and I am going back and forth to some places in La Union. For releasing my stress. I have this loneliness in my heart right now. Pero di ko sinasabi. I know that they wouldn't understand me, and I didn't intend to tell them either. Sa tagal ng pananatili ko dito ay nakilala ko ang pamilya ni Mama. My grandmother Eliza and Aunt Alice. My grandmother Eliza is the one who taught me how to look f
FORTY FIVEA LITTLE BIT OF MEMORYELLYAI was in our storage room when I saw some of my things. There is a journal as well as a photo album, notebooks and some old stuff that I have back when I was a kid.“Ma, Bakit nandito pa rin ang mga ito?” I asked.“Alam mo anak, those were the things that were left in your room. We want to cherish you and of course you are the unica hija. We can't move on. Knowing that someone takes you from us. We can't.“Then pwede naman kayo gumawa ng baby ulit?” I said and still gathered my things.“We can't anak. Matanda na rin naman kami. And b
FORTY SIXLA UNION AT TAYOLIMMUELThose memories keep haunting me and I just noticed that there are some parts that are missing. But there is a girl who has been part of it. She has always been on my mind.“Limmuel, focus.” sabi ng aking trainer in Taekwondo.I was on the training of taekwondo. Ace recommended it because I needed it because I badly need it and I can release some of my stress because of that. And Doc Catherine said it was also a good idea. Para di ganoon stressful yung mga reaction ng katawan ko sa mga alaala na biglang bumabalik.“Okay.” I calmly said and breathed, then I hit him with my force. I used my left arm to tak
FORTY SEVENBABY LINEA is coming.ELLYA“MA MANGANGANAK NA AKO!!!!!!” sigaw ko mula sa salas ng makitang pumutok na ang aking panubigan.Naramdaman ko ang paglapit ni Mama at pag panic ni Papa.“Manong!! Pakihanda ang kotse.” tawag ni Papa at kinuha ang jacket at susi.Habang si Mama naman ay kinuha ang inaabot na gamit ng mga katulong. Alam ng lahat na kabuwanan ko na kaya naka prepared na incase lang na gusto nang lumabas ng aking baby.“Ang gamit Ezekiel! Ipasok na agad sa kots
FORTY EIGHTMEET AT THE HOSPITALLIMMUELI know I had to make an appointment before going to a Doctor. But lucky enough walang pasyente si Doc Catherine ng pumasok ako."Aga mo naman dito Limmuel." Sabi ni Doc na mukhang kararating lang."Doc? I am desperate." I said and looked down.I was ashamed at the same time afraid na nahuhuli na ako sa bagay bagay. And most of the time I badly want to know the girl. I don't have any glimpse of her pero meron sa buhay ko na nagpapakita. Such as Ellya.I am torn between if may kinalaman ba siya sa akin or hindi. It's just that I am afraid of the truth.&nbs
FORTY NINEI KNOW THEMELLYAWe are now heading to Limmuel’s resort. He has been discharged and is getting a rest at his house. All of my friends are excited but here I am getting nervous and at the same time happy. ‘Mama and Papa volunteered to take care of Linea. After this one baka magpahnga na ako at nabinat ako sa mga nangyayari. Kaya I hope it ends very well.“Kinakabahan ako paano kung hindi niya tayo makilala ?” I said and they all looked at me.“Ellya calm down.” Mica said.“Of course matatandaan ka nun. Remember he loves you.” Jessica said and that somehow helped
FIFTYI KNOW HIMELLYAOne year of staying in Denmark is not that easy. Everything and even you needs to change. So it is hard to adjust. I am glad that my parents are here with me. Mahirap sa una. Kailangan kapain ang sarili then having a mental breakdown and postpartum depression. While being alone and walang maka share something.I am glad that Linea keeps me in my sanity.Mas lalong kailangan ni Linea ng alaga and she is getting curious about is her things. Hilig na niya agad mag explore but as long as she is a baby napaka sensitive naman. Kaya doble ingat.And my second year in Denmark is good. I got accepted on university and i