~Lexia
I've never been so terrified in my life. Not only was it the fact that an Alpha stood inches away from me, but that he stared directly at me as if unaffected by the words I just uttered out there on stage. So impassive, is his expression.
"What are you doing here?" I question, surprised that words could even come out of my mouth around him without them stumbling over themselves.
His sensuous mouth curves up into a slight smile. Why am I looking at him like this?
"I wanted to talk to you," he says smoothly, tilting his head ever so slightly.
Adrian suddenly steps forward, grabbing my arm gently in his hand. He is the complete opposite of me in this situation; calm, professional. My bet is that I am probably still bright red. I mean, I can't even get my hands to stop quivering by my side.
"She has a private office," Adrian tells him, stepping up to his role of assistant at the one time I don't appreciate. All I want to do is tell Alpha Grayson to leave, so I don't have to face this current embarrassment.
For a moment, I want to question the way Grayson stares pointedly at Adrian's hand on my arm, but I brush it away. Grayson nods, accepting the idea of meeting in my office. Internally, I curse Adrian's entire existence.
Leading the way, I guide Grayson to my office, with Adrian in tow. The upgraded warehouse I call home, and work seems to be very interesting to the Alpha, as we walk. His eyes catch on everything we pass by, and I hope for a moment he doesn't notice the fingers crossed at my side. I am secretly hoping I don't further make a fool of myself.
"I'm fine, thank you," Grayson says, turning down Adrian's offer for water. He sits on the other side of the desk to me, staring at me so blatantly I can't keep eye contact without squirming. It is something about the silver of his eyes that unnerves me.
I watch Adrian leave the room, leaving Grayson and I alone.
Suddenly, Grayson sits forward abruptly. "Is he your mate?"
"What?" I stutter, his words taking me by surprise.
"Or your boyfriend? Or your partner?" he demands, his gaze relentless. His eyebrow is raised, as he stares expectantly at me for an answer. I attempt to gather my bearings.
"He is just my assistant."
He pauses, narrowing his eyes. Slowly, he leans back again, but he doesn't dare take his gaze off me.
"Assistant in what? Sexual favo-"
I cough, cutting him off. Why is he talking about this? Is my love life really that interesting to an Alpha who probably gets all woman in the world...?
"Let's not talk about this," I suggest, shuffling papers around on my desk to busy my hands. I feel a sheen of sweat begin to gather on my forehead with the way Grayson stares at me. Especially with the proximity of this room, and the fact that it is just us in the here.
"You should have saved yourself for your mate," Grayson exclaimed, making my eyes widen in surprise.
We stare into each others eyes.
"You're very intrusive aren't you," I mutter, lowering my gaze.
"I don't think your mate would be very happy about the way that man looks at you..."
I snap my head up, furiously glaring at him. "It's just casual sex. Nothing more, nothing less."
This shuts him up. His mouth sets in a firm line, and he leans forward slowly. It's true. What Adrian and I have isn't love, it's sex, and that is all I want. No complications, and no worry about mates.
"You're too beautiful to be having mindless sex with a man like him," Grayson muses. I hate how serious he sounds. It makes me think for a second that he means it.
"Look, I am not about to take advice from an Alpha," I growl, my hands gathering into fists on my desk. He smiles gently, but a slight haze of bitterness still shrouds his gaze.
I watch him sigh. "He would would worship you, in and out of bed. Your mate would."
"What would you know?" I mutter sourly.
He pauses.
"Because I would."
Closing my eyes, I draw in a shaky breath, and imagine the red line crossed through his name. He is not my mate. Opposites in every way possible...But would the Moon Goddess be that stupid?
"Can we talk about why you're really here, please?"
Grayson hesitates for a long moment, before finally looking as if he has given up on our conversation, or at least getting me to see it in his point of view.
"I have a proposal to make. Don't turn it down straight away," Grayson says. I narrow my eyes expectantly. After what Grayson and I have talked about so far, we don't tend to have the same opinions about things.
"Okay..."
"I want you to come work with me," he says suddenly, his voice anxious. I blanch, his words so surprising I almost topple back on my chair. Work with him?
Wait. With him.
"With you? As in, a partner?" I rephrase, trying to make sense of the entire situation. How could he be saying these things, after seeing me completely degrade the existence of Alpha's on that stage?
"Yes, Lexia. I need a partner to control an army of mine. I saw your leadership skills, and I think you're fully capable of leading my people."
The words he is telling me have completely wiped away any sense of control I was able to salvage over the past ten minutes. I can hardly breathe even, as he stares at me with a soothing look in his eyes I'm definitely not used to.
"You're kidding?" I sputter. He has to be.
"No. Kaden recommended me to you himself. He tells me you're incredibly capable of leading an entire army yourself. I hope you will consider my proposal with an open mind," Grayson says.
The way he announces this is so casual, he sounds as if he's reciting a mantra he's used to every day. Maybe it's because he's from the Freedom Pack, and he doesn't have to worry about anything.
"That son of a bitch," I growl, standing up from my seat. "He just wants to get rid of me!"
Grayson frowns. "Do you not think you are capable?"
"It's not that...I can't do this, I'm sorry," I tell him. I'm not sure why I am apologising to him, considering I've never wanted to aid an Alpha in any time of my life.
But I have to admit...Partnering with an Alpha would give me significant gain in my plans. And inside access to his Pack would mean I wouldn't have to bother finding my mate...
"You don't have to give me an answer now. But please Lexia, I need you," he pauses. "To help me."
He stands cautiously, either waiting for me yell at him to leave, or gracelessly accept his offer. The latter is not one I'm ready to agree to just yet. I can't abandon the people I'm leading right now, without serious consideration.
"I will," I promise, finally sounding more normal to him than I ever have before.
He smiles, standing there briefly. We gaze at each other for a few dazzled moments, before he turns and walks from the room.
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"You'd be an idiot not to do it," Adrian says.
We sit in my bedroom, a couple hours after Grayson had left. He had come in like a storm, and left this odd calm behind that has left me time to think about his offer. As tempting as it sounds, I'm still not sure I should even be considering it right now.
"But what about all these people? I'll be leaving them behind," I tell him. He shakes his head, pacing the room a little bit.
"Think of it like this. It won't be forever, and I'll baby sit them while you're gone," he exclaims, with a humorous smile. I roll my eyes.
Like he'd be capable to looking after this community of criminals.
"Look, we need to concentrate on what's happening in the next three days," Adrian says, clapping his hands together. I jump. Three days? I hardly know what I'm having for dinner, let alone what is happening in three days.
He seems to notice my expression. "I've gotten you tickets to a special function Saturday night."
"Function?" I question suspiciously, a little apprehensive about what he means.
"The Alphas hold this soirée every year, and I managed to get you a ticket. We have job to do, and it's going to happen..."
Job? My head spins. Alpha Grayson shows up here in the middle of one of my speeches, and announces something life changing, and now this?
"Explain?"
"Alpha Noah is the Alpha of Harmony. He knows every Packs weakness, and I need you to find out the Vengeance Packs one, by..."
He breaks off, and instantly I know what he is insinuating. He wants me to seduce him. It's not the first time I've done this as a type of mission, but never with an Alpha. I sigh deeply.
"And will Grayson be there?" I ask lightly. His nod makes me cringe.
"Every Alpha will be there. Let's hope you're good at avoiding ones of the Freedom Pack."
~GraysonI lean back into the chair, looking out at the sunrise seeping through the tree leaves. Sitting outside on the deck in the mornings is a ritual of mine I enjoy. Sleeping isn't something I have needed since I became...Lexia is upstairs, completely wiped out from what I did to her only a few hours ago. I tap my fingers against my leg. I'm glad she is finally opening up to me. And giving her pleasure is something I want to do as much as possible.This also happens to be the coolest time of the day, aside from late at night. To me, this is the perfect time to think for a moment. About the uprising, about-"Someone is up early."I sit up, scanning the area. The voice is too familiar to forget, but him being here is something I don't prefer to admit, especially with Lexia being so close. "I'm sure you can relate," I mutter, catching the violet eyes of Jasper.The moment Lexia mentioned him at the party, our plan finally began. He was supposed to get her back to my Pack, and he su
~LexiaI couldn't breathe. I wasn't looking at my mate right now. The man who met my gaze was almost in a trance. Soulless...But so alive."I can explain..." I say before I know what is coming out of my mouth. A blush has crept so deeply onto my face, I'm almost positive my cheeks are stained forever. Standing under his scrutinising gaze, I've never felt so embarrassed in life. I expect his expression to contort in anger. I had snuck into something obviously meant to be private, or at the very least, kept a secret. But his lips curve slowly into a smirk. "Entertain me," he murmurs, his voice taunting and sly. I assume he means my explanation is meant to be somewhat entertaining to him. How mad would he be if I told him it was my unexplainable curiosity that forced me into this room? I can't imagine what the repercussion will be. "I was exploring...I didn't mean to come across this room." Partly true. At first I had told myself not to follow my instinct and go into the room. But
~LexiaJasper refused to take on step into Grayson's house. He stared through the doorway I invited him into, but didn't follow me."You can come in you know," I tell him. I'm trying to be somewhat friendly, and I'm not sure why. I don't owe him anything. Maybe I wanted more information out of him, but by the looks of it, he's not having it."I think I'll go," he muses, glancing over my shoulder and into the house.The look on his face suggests I don't question why he's so anxious about coming in here. Perhaps it's because Grayson might smell the scent he leaves, I'm not sure. But whatever it is, it has him backing away."Thanks for stopping me from finding out a question I've been asking myself for awhile," I mutter sarcastically. He grins, not saying another word before he slipped into the darkness.And then I hear him say, "I did you a favour."❤️••❤️I lay in bed, my hands folded over my stomach. It's late, but I can't bring myself to sleep. Too many thoughts swirl and mix in my h
~LexiaI padded down the stairs, warily keeping my eyes on Grayson. I feel bad for following him, but I don't know what else to do. It's something about the sunset that gets him in edge, and I don't think the curious side of me is going to let it go until I find out why.He walks quickly, looking around as if he's searching for someone. And the moment he doesn't seem to find who he's looking for, his face transforms into fear, and he leads me toward the front door without even knowing it. I keep a fair distance once we make it outside. I keep behind trees, my footsteps light as he strolls into the forest with determination. Where's he going?I pause, my hand against a tree I look around, catching Grayson push through the undergrowth as if it's nothing. My heart flutters with the excitement of following him. If he catches me, I might be in big trouble, but I'm too anxious to turn around now. So I continue to follow him, skipping from tree to tree like a spy in a movie, while Grays
~Lexia Malik stood before me, staring at me as if he didn't believe I truly existed.Cal, the Huntsman had abandoned me not far back from Grayson's home, so it took only a short walk for me to make it there. Except, I had expected to see Grayson when I first opened the front door, so when I was faced with the Alpha of Love, I was surprised."Lexia?" He questioned, obviously still not understanding that I'm standing here. "Malik," I reply, tilting my head.I fold my arms over my chest, wishing he would move out of the way. The setting sun beats on my back, and a glass of water seems like a very good idea right now. And Grayson. I want to see Grayson. "How did you...Where were you?" He questions me, still it budging from his position between me and the inside of the house. I sigh, running my hand through my hair. "Can I see Grayson, please?"Malik looks stunned for a moment. "Right. Ah, he's in the Vengeance Pack right now. I'll let him know you're back."Finally, I follow Malik ins
~LexiaI don't know how long I've been tied here. I'm dehydrated, hungry and extremely tired. Perhaps this state between sleep and consciousness is the real torture. Fighting at the haze that constantly surrounded me was exhausting. Maybe the neglect was too.I began counting the days by the amount of times one man walked in. He would take advantage of my weakness, and drug me, so the nights and mornings would slip by unconscious and useless. The next time the door opened, Reilly walked in. I expected him to drug me, and keep me here even longer..."Pig," I mutter, salvaging enough of my hoarse voice to throw an insult at the red head. He smiles crookedly, strolling is casually with someone in tow. "Delightful as ever," he muses, kicking the door closed behind him. Escaping might have been a possibility. The rope around my wrist seems to have loosened over the course of the past few days, but the drugs render my limbs useless. My mouth still works though. "There are two things I