AlexandriaI have been here for so long; I don't even remember what day it is. I have pretty much given up all hope of anyone coming to save me. The rogues come in from time to time to mess with me they quit bringing me food, when they do bring in water, they don't bother giving it to me to drink they just throw it on me, and they have resorted to beating me from time to time when they get bored, and I give them no reaction to the water being thrown on me.I just lay there and let them do whatever they want to me, I have nothing else to live for anymore, Jaxson has moved on with Jackie and my parents have probably figured out that I want nothing to do with anyone from the pack, so they probably have come to terms with that. I know anyone else from the pack won't care one way or the other about me. I have come to terms with the fact that I am going to die here, and I am at the point of just giving up, I fall into a deep sleep from time to time. I can feel my body becoming colder, ther
AlexandriaI’m in and out of consciousness and with all the voices going on around me and the whispers in my ear I’m not sure if I should believe what I hear or not. “Your safe now baby, I'm going to take you home and we will get through this together. I am never going to let anything bad happen to you ever again.”I look up into his eyes. “Thank you for coming.” Before I drift off to sleep again, I hear him say something. I feel too safe in his arms, and I feel like I can get some decent sleep now that I am safe. Or at least I hope that I am, but right now I feel too safe and too tired to care, I just let the sleep take me over and I drift off into darkness.When I wake up again, I still feel sleepy and I'm having a hard time trying to figure out what the hell is going on and I quickly realize I am in a more comfortable bed, I try to remember everything that has happened over the last few days and I come to remember being in a cold room and everything that happened with the rogues
AlexandriaWhen I am finally released from the pack hospital, I make it back to my house and I am currently laying here in my bed thinking about everything that has happened, everything that I have been through over the last week and a half, it's hard to imagine that I will be able to get back to normal, The nightmares have been hard to deal with, and I know waking Jaxson up at night can’t be easy on him either. I hate that I have become such a burden to everyone, my parents are constantly worried about me, and I know Jaxson worries about me too, especially since I wake screaming at night and he is the one to comfort me and manages to get me to calm down enough to get back to sleep.I’ve been trying to reach out to my wolf and try to get her to respond to me in any way I can think of that will get her to respond to me but my wolf hasn't fully come back yet but I can feel her in there, she will wiggle around in my mind a little bit from time to time, especially when Jaxson and I are t
AlexandriaHis eyes turn from blue to black for a moment and then turn back to his beautiful blue hue, and he leans into me again and kisses me with so much love and passion and he gently lays me down on my back against the blanket and holds himself above me on his elbows, his lips move down to my chin, then he licks along my neck where my mate mark would be, and he whispers once more. “Are you sure?” I tilt my head to the side so he will have more access and I moan out, “Yes, make me your Jaxson.” He growls again and his canines extend and next thing I know I feel a split second of pain that quickly turns into pleasure, and I release another moan right along with him, and I grind my hips into his trying to get some sort of friction that doesn't to seem to ease my need for him to be inside me. He releases his canines and licks over my mate mark, and he says, “Now you get to mark me as well.” He leans into me a litt
JaxsonAfter spending some time with Alex and letting her heal and getting her back in the right frame of mind after her attack, she seems to be going a little stir crazy, I need to find a way to help her to relax. I talked to her mom, and she helped me pack up a picnic basket if you will and I was a bit hesitant on doing this after everything that happened. But I know Alex needs this and I will be with her, but I am going to play this off like it’s not going to happen, Alex knows when something is up, and I don’t want her knowing anything.After we got Alex back I couldn’t wait to take care of that little she-wolf myself, I made sure to talk to Alpha Robert about me needing to do it because of what she did to Alex, and he was a bit hesitant at first, something about how I wasn’t a member of this pack and how he had to be the one to deal with her, but I wasn’t going to let that happen, I basically told him that if I wasn’t going to be the one to deal with her than I would have to take
JaxsonAfter we are sitting here at the table having breakfast with her mother, she brings up the fact of wanting to get out for a while and I try to sound adamant about it not happening when Alex has no idea that I have something planned for us today. she seems to be getting a little restless, then her mother brings up the watering hole that Alex and I have spent time at before. I try to seem like I am thinking it over, I don’t want Alex to think this was my plan all along. “Please Alpha?” Goddess I love the way that word comes out of her mouth, it just does something to me, I can’t wait to hear her screaming my name. I can’t wait to feel her legs wrapped around my waist. I can’t help but say yes when she pulls the puppy eyes on me and calls me Alpha. I’m a goner. She isn’t even marked yet, and she already has me wrapped around her finger.After we make our way to the watering hole and we spend all afternoon together, we have been swimming off and on between laying in the sun and
AlexandriaI never thought that being intimate with Jaxson could feel so perfect and so…. amazing, there isn’t a word good enough to describe it. After we spent the afternoon together in our spot, we headed back to my house to tell my parents about our plan to head back to his pack, James, Jackie, and Stacy have been dealt with and Annie and I have our mates and we want to get to our new pack and start a life together with her and John. Me and Jaxson, I’m excited about getting there and meeting everyone. I’m ready to meet his parents and his closest friends and anxious to see what I’m going to be doing. I know I’m going to need to figure out something to complete my schooling. Jaxson was very adamant about Annie and me both finishing school.So today is the day we are heading back to his pack. “Hey baby, you about ready to head out. Your parents are downstairs waiting to see you off.” I turn around to find my handsome mate watching me pack up the last of the things I wanted to take
Chapter Forty-TwoAlexandriaI instantly know this bitch is going to be a problem, but I will not let her push me out, I already bear the Luna mark and my wolf has returned and seems to be stronger than ever before. I knew I was already strong because my dad is the head warrior of my old pack and so I can defend myself easily, but since everything that has happened and when my wolf returned, she seems so much stronger. So, this girl in the crowd doesn’t have me worried at all. As I look around, I come back to her, and she looks at me and glares at me and looks at me like she is trying to kill me with her looks. I simply return my look to her and give her a smirk and wrap my arms around Jaxson and lean up to him and kiss him with more than enough love to show her she is no longer welcome in MY pack house.When I look back out to the crowd she is longer there, and I mentally prepare myself for a battle with this bitch. When we make our way inside and up to our room, I find the strength