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I should have burned that damn parchment the second General Rhydian walked away. The unfinished note. *Little Wildflower...* Only one person had ever called me that. And now it sat on my kitchen table all night like it owned the place. I hated how my heart still twisted every time my eyes landed on those words. I hated him even more for it. "Mama?" I quickly folded the paper and tucked it away as Auren wandered into the kitchen, rubbing the sleep from his big silver-gray eyes. "Morning, sleepy wolf," I said, forcing a smile. He let out a big dramatic yawn. "I'm hungry." "You're always hungry," I teased, ruffling his messy curls. He grinned up at me, all bright and innocent. "I'm growing, Mama. That's what you said, remember?" "So you keep reminding me," I replied with a soft laugh. By the time breakfast was ready—simple porridge with a bit of honey—the cottage almost felt normal again. Almost. Until a knock came at the door. Auren looked up from his bowl, eyes hopeful. "Is it the soldier?" "I don't know, sweetheart. Stay there." I wiped my hands on my apron and opened the door. It wasn't General Rhydian. It was *him*. Kaelor. He stood there alone. No fancy royal cloak, no armor. Just a plain dark shirt with the sleeves rolled up to his forearms, showing the strong lines of muscle I used to know so well. For one ridiculous heartbeat, he looked exactly like the man who used to carry buckets of water into my little cottage every morning, whistling off-key. Then reality came crashing back. "What do you want?" I asked, keeping my voice cold. His eyes searched my face carefully. "I won't take much of your time." "You already took four years," I shot back. Pain flickered across his features, raw and real. He didn't argue. Didn't defend himself. He just stood there for a second, then held out a small wooden carving. A wolf. My breath caught in my throat. It was slightly crooked, one ear higher than the other. Exactly the way his carvings had always turned out. "I made this... for Auren," he said quietly. I stared at the little wolf, then back at him. "You think a toy makes up for missing his entire life?" "No," he answered, voice low. "I don't." "Then why are you here?" "I wanted to give him something from me." "You already did," I said sharply. "A father who never came home." Silence stretched between us, heavy and uncomfortable. He lowered his hand but didn't put the carving away. "I understand why you hate me." "No." I met his eyes straight on. "I don't hate you." For a moment, hope flickered across his face. I crushed it fast. "Hate takes too much energy. And my son needs that energy more than you do." His face paled. "So if you've come here looking for forgiveness..."I shook my head. "...you've wasted another trip." Before he could say anything else, a tiny voice called from inside. "Mama?" Auren appeared in the doorway, curious. The second he saw Kaelor, he stopped short. Neither of them spoke at first. Kaelor's fingers tightened around the wooden wolf. Auren's eyes went straight to the carving, then to the worn one he always carried in his pocket. His little forehead wrinkled up. "They look the same." Kaelor swallowed hard. "I made both of them." I stepped in front of Auren right away. "Go inside, sweetheart." "But Mama—" "Inside. Now, please." Auren obeyed, though he glanced back twice before disappearing into the cottage. Kaelor watched him go, his expression impossible to read. Finally, he placed the new carving gently on the porch step. "I'm leaving," he said. "Good." "But..." He looked at the toy instead of me. "Whether you throw it away or keep it... it's his." Without waiting for permission or asking another question, he turned and walked away. I watched until he disappeared beyond the old oak tree. Only then did I realize something. He hadn't once tried to step inside the cottage. Hadn't tried to touch Auren. Hadn't even reached for me. He had respected every single boundary I'd thrown up. That should have made me feel victorious. Instead, it just made me angry. Because if he'd shouted, if he'd demanded to see his son, if he'd acted like the arrogant prince everyone seemed to fear... hating him would have been so much easier. A small hand tugged at my dress. "Mama?" I looked down. Auren was pointing at the wooden wolf still resting on the porch. "Can I pick it up?" "No." "...Why?" Because your father carved it and just looking at it hurts too much. Because I don't know whether to throw it away or hold it close the way I used to hold him. I forced my voice to stay steady. "Just leave it there for now, okay?" Auren nodded obediently, though his eyes lingered on the little wolf. As I carried him back inside, neither of us noticed the pair of eyes watching from the tree line. Hidden beneath a dark hood, the stranger smiled. "So..." a soft female voice whispered to herself. "They've found each other after all." She slowly reached into her cloak and pulled out a bundle of old letters tied together with a faded blue ribbon. Letters that had never reached their destination. Her smile widened. "What a shame..." With one flick of her fingers, the ribbon caught fire.Eirlys POV: I couldn’t stop thinking about that almost-kiss. It stayed with me all day, the way the scent of lavender clings to freshly washed clothes. Close enough to remember every second. Impossible to forget.Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Kaelor’s face under the soft glow of the lanterns. He hadn’t looked demanding. He hadn’t begged. He had simply waited for me, patient and steady, like he would wait forever if that was what I needed. I hated how that look had followed me all the way home. It made my chest feel too tight and my thoughts too loud.“You’ve added salt twice now,” Mrs. Elowen said, her voice warm with amusement.I blinked and looked down at the soup bubbling in the pot. “I have?”“You definitely have.” She chuckled softly and gently took the small sack of salt from my hands before I could ruin lunch for half the village. “You’ve been somewhere else all morning, child.”“I’ve been right here,” I said, trying to sound innocent.“Mhm.” She stirred the pot slowly, t
Kaelor POV:I had forgotten just how warm her hand felt in mine.It was not that the memory had faded completely. No, it was that no memory could ever do justice to the real thing. The gentle pressure of her fingers, the softness of her skin, the way her touch seemed to steady something deep inside my chest that I had not even realized was still unsteady.The music floated lazily through the village square, slow and inviting, as we moved together in careful, slightly awkward circles. My steps were far from graceful, but I did not care. Not tonight."I warned you," I murmured, my voice low near her ear."You did," she replied softly, a hint of amusement coloring her words."I never learned properly." I said with a little chuckle. Eirlys glanced down at our feet, her lips twitching. "You've already stepped on me twice.""I thought it was only once," I said, pretending to be surprised."It was twice. You might be far terrible than I expected," she confirmed, her tone playful."I practic
Eiryls POV:Halfway through the meal, Auren frowned at Alaric's plate. "You don't like carrots."The older Alpha paused mid-bite. "I've been discovered.""You've been hiding them under the potatoes," Auren said, sounding scandalized."I have," Alaric admitted.Auren shook his head. "Mama says carrots help you grow big and strong.""I fear that stage of my life has passed me by," Alaric replied dryly."It doesn't matter," Auren said firmly. Before anyone could stop him, he scooped every carrot from his grandfather's bowl onto his own plate. "There. Now you don't have to worry about them."Alaric stared at the empty spot on his plate. "So now you'll eat them for me?""I don't mind carrots," Auren said happily, already digging in.The older Alpha looked strangely moved, his expression softening in a way I rarely saw. "You've taken my vegetables.""I know.""...Why?""'Cause family shares," Auren said simply, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.The words settled over the tabl
Eirlys POV:"I wasn't falling," I said quickly, brushing dirt from my skirt."You absolutely were," Kaelor replied, his voice warm with that quiet amusement I remembered too well."I merely lost my footing for a second. That's all."His eyes danced as he looked at me, the corners crinkling in a way that made my stomach do a little flip. "You fell very gracefully, though. Like you were trying to make it look intentional."I shot him a look, but I could feel my cheeks warming. "I was there, you know. I know what happened.""So was I," he said softly, matching my pace as we walked. "And I saw the whole thing."Auren walked happily between us, swinging our joined hands back and forth like it was the best game in the world. His little fingers gripped mine tightly, full of trust that made my heart ache in the best way."You were both there," he chimed in cheerfully, as if that settled everything.Neither of us had the courage to tell him that was exactly the problem. Four years apart, and n
Eirlys looked toward the empty training bench and nodded at it. "Sit.""I'll be fine.""Kael."The old name stopped me completely. It slipped out before she could catch it, and the moment it left her lips, her eyes widened. She realized what she'd said at the exact same moment I did.For a heartbeat, neither of us breathed.Her cheeks flushed a soft pink. "I... I meant...""You don't have to explain," I said quietly. I sat down on the bench before she could argue again.She opened her satchel and began pulling out fresh bandages, a small jar of salve, and a clean cloth. Her movements were efficient, but I could see the way her fingers trembled just slightly."You always ignore your injuries," she said, not looking at me yet. "Even when they're bad. Even when you know better.""I've improved."She raised one eyebrow, finally glancing up at me. The corner of her mouth twitched like she was trying not to smile."I've improved a little," I amended."Better." She stepped closer, close eno
Kaelor POV:"Again."The wooden practice sword struck my shoulder with a solid thud. Pain flared, but I barely registered it.Marcus frowned and lowered his blade. He studied me the way he always did when he thought I was being an idiot."You weren't paying attention. Not even a little.""I was watching.""No, you weren't. You were looking toward the healer's cottage again. Don't bother denying it."I exhaled through my nose and rolled my shoulder, trying to shake off the sting. "I was looking at the smoke coming from the chimney."Marcus folded his arms across his chest, one eyebrow raised. "The smoke from the chimney attached to the healer's cottage. Right. And I'm sure the fact that Eirlys is inside that cottage right now has nothing to do with it.""...Perhaps."He sighed dramatically, but there was a grin tugging at the corner of his mouth. "I used to worry about assassins hiding in the trees. Now I have to worry about my prince getting distracted by a pretty healer every time sh







