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Davina's POV
A smile lit up my face as my father walked me down the aisle to meet the love of my life, my father's Gamma— Lucien Bryant. I had dreamt of this moment for as long as I could remember. As a child, I always had my eyes on him, and I had always been vocal about it. He never entertained my childish crush, not until I was done with the university. Now at nineteen— almost twenty, I was a grown woman with a degree. No longer the Alpha's daughter tagging along. And Lucien was mine. Well, almost. I had done the chasing. Took him on walks, cornered him into long talks, even planned our first date. Slowly, he let me in. And Goddess knew how much I cherished the times with him. He gave the warmest hugs and the softest kisses. His touches— even a graze of his fingers on my skin set my body on fire. But for some reason, he never went further. I blushed, knowing that would end tonight. He would be mine completely, and I would claim him in every way. My heart raced as I raised my head and locked eyes with him. Tall, composed, devastatingly handsome in his custom made tuxedo. His dark hair was slicked back, jaws clean shaken, and those pair of beautiful gray orbs pierced my soul. His smile made me melt. Two of his top warriors and most trusted men were stationed beside him— Rowan and Kane, but they blurred at his presence. 'Are you happy?' Dad's voice was soft as he sent a mindlink to me. I nodded. 'Very happy, dyad. Thank you for letting this happen. It is all I ever wanted.' Dad looked at Lucien, his eyes soft. Dad had always had a soft spot for him. He was dedicated and fiercely loyal. He was also too young to be my father's Gamma, but Dad didn't mind at all. While Dad and his Beta were in their fifties, Lucien was twenty four, and he became Gamma at fifteen. 'All I want is for you to be happy, Davina Rose.' I smiled, blinking back tears. 'I am, Dad. I truly am.' We finally got to Lucien, and my father carefully handed me to him, placing my hand gently on his. I smiled, loving the contrast his tan skin and my much fairer one created. "She's yours now, Gamma. Take care of her." Lucien gave me one of those heart stopping smiles. Then he sighed and answered my father. "I have no choice. Davina is my life." My blushed deepened, and my heart sang. Could this day get any better? "You are so beautiful, Princess." Lucien stated as Dad moved away, his eyes not holding back for a second the admiration he had for me. I felt special, cherished and loved. This was too perfect. I knew that nothing could ruin this day. 'I love you.' I could not help myself. I told him how I felt. Lucien smiled. 'I know. And I love you too, my Rose.' Before I could respond to that, the shaman of the pack stepped forward, draped in traditional robes woven with silver thread. The courtyard went completely still, as everyone shifted all their attention to us. He walked to the podium in front of us and opened the ancient wolf book. He then began to read things from it that I didn't care to listen to. It was boring, and Lucien was right here. I'd rather stare at him. "We are gathered to witness the joining of Gamma Lucien Bryant and Lady Davina Rose Carson, our own Alpha's daughter." His words resulted in a small cheer that made me giggle. Looking back at Lucien, I noticed how his eyes subtly swept the crowd, and I wondered if he was searching for someone. But then, returned his attention to me. "You may say your vows now." The shaman said. "Ladies first." Lucien prompted, and I bit my lips shyly. My lips quivered slightly as my smile faltered. "Lucien," I began, my voice shaky. "I have known you since I was a little girl and you have always protected me. I have loved you since I knew what love was and..." I trailed off when I noticed him glance away again. I wanted to ask if something was wrong, but I was in the middle of my vows. "I..." Dad got up suddenly, eyes wide in something close to horror. I turned back to Lucien, wanting to ask questions, but he wasn't looking at me now. He was staring at Dad. The warmth and love in those eyes were gone, replaced by something cold, something merciless and murderous. "Lucien, talk to me. What is wrong?" "Davina, run!" Dad yelled at me, making my heart rate fly up, but I didn't. I stood there, rooted in confusion. Until Lucien grabbed me. Not by my arms, but by my throat. I gasped, my mind still reeling from confusion. He pulled me close, my back against his chest. While Rowan and Kane walked up to Dad. The wedding guests, the shaman, they didn't seem fazed at all. What the hell was happening? "Lucien... Lucien, you are hurting me." He ignored me like my words meant nothing, before he turned to Dad. "Should I kill you first, or should I kill your daughter and make you watch?" Lucien asked, his fingers trailing my skin. This wasn't a wedding. It was an ambush. "If you lay a finger on my daughter—" Dad's threat was rudely interrupted by a sharp smack at the back of his head by Kane. "Stop, he is your Alpha!" I yelled in panic and fear. "Shut up, princess!" Lucien's voice sent a chill through my spine, and I froze. He had never risen his voice at me. I turned to the shaman, wanting to beg, but the look I saw in his eyes made me eat my words. His eyes were steel, as they stared at my father. "Hands up, Alpha Gideon." Lucien commanded, his voice now smug, and it made my heart ached. "I am your Alpha. You cannot command—" He was interrupted again by a slap from Kane. I gasped in horror. "Don't... Don't touch my daughter." Dad's voice came out smaller, strangled as he begged. His eyes were flitting with fear. "And why would I grant you such mercy?" Lucien asked, his familiar tone gone. This was another person, a different man. Nothing like the Lucien I had known all my life and grew to love. This one sounded like the devil. "Because... Because you love her." Lucien's dark laugh behind me was a sharp knife twisting my gut. I managed a small turn of my head to see the look in his eyes, and when I did, my heart bled. "Love?" Lucien said the word like a bile was smeared on his tongue. It was cruel, too cruel. "You think I love your daughter, Gideon?" My whole body stiffened, breath caught in my throat. The ache in my heart bloomed like wildfire, threatening to consume me. "You're lying..." A strangled whisper escaped. I could not help myself. "You were a means to an end, Davina. You should blame yourself for being so easy. I didn't even need to put in any work." The words hit me harder than any slap could, the whole world spinning before me. The words, the hugs, the kisses, those long nights spent together— were they all a lie? "Lucien..." I tried again, my voice filled with disbelief. A part of me was hoping that this was all a dream. That I would wake up, and he would tell me how much he loved me. "Enough of the chit-chat." Lucien said coldly. "Seize him." Rowan and Kane grabbed my father, and roughly began to drag him out. "What are you doing? He is your Alpha! Let him go right now!" I yelled, but no one was listening to me. No one was even looking at me, like I was some irrelevant thing not to be bothered with. I tried to run to him, but Lucien's hand around my neck stopped me. "Where do you think you are going, Princess?" That nickname now made me sick to my stomach. "What are they going to do to him?" I asked instead, even though a part of me already knew. "They?" He leaned in, his lips against my skin made me shiver— in fear and revulsion. "They will do nothing to him. But me?" He taunted me. "I will kill him."Lucien's POVIt was just a few minutes past six when I came downstairs, waiting for Davina. She was dressing up in her own room, since she had not moved her things into mine. Of course, I wanted her to move in completely, but I wanted it to be at her own pace.Five minutes later, I heard the click of her shoes. Then I sighted her coming down the stairs. She was breathtaking.I feared that she would not like the dress, so I had another one on standby. A part of me expected her to say that the dress was too innocent, and it reminded her of who she used to be. I wasn't trying to change her now. I just thought the dress was really cute.Whatever they'd done with her hair—I loved it. The whole thing was a mass of curly nest. But it worked, and Davina was beautiful.She smiled as our eyes met. Not those forced smiles or the ones that were too sad that they hurt. This was genuine. Her eyes scanned me, and I could feel it like a touch."You clean up well," she said softly, her voice holding t
Lucien's POVDays passed, and there was still no sign of Kane. I had been relentless in my search, utilizing every resources in my control and even my allies were helping, but he seemed to have vanished off the surface of the earth. I'd ended up killing all the prisoners when I was trying to torture the answer out of them. They truly didn't know anything anyway. And it was just good riddance. Only Caleb was alive, and he was in a bad shape.For some reason, Davina didn't want him dead. She liked to consider the fact that he saved Cynthia. If it was left to me, I would have blown his head off. I didn't care what he did after. I couldn't get over the fact that he hurt her, even when he was meant to protect her. He saw everything that she was going through and didn't save her.Davina on the other hand, she was getting better. She still had nightmares, still get scared of people sometimes. But she was trying. She was slowly taking steps towards healing. She was so strong, and I was super
Davina's POVLucien carried me to the bed, and laid me on it gently. Then he climbed on it, hovering above me.My heart drummed in both excitement and anxiety. But one thing was clear—I wanted this.His gaze pinned me in place, dark and full of lust. His hand brushed my cheek, a rough thumb tracing the side of my face like he was memorizing it."You have no idea how precious you are to me," he murmured, his voice rough.My hands shot up to trail a part round his neck. "Then show it to me, Lucien."I almost didn't finish talking when his lips captured mine. His hands roamed the sides of my body, mapping my skin.My hands flew to his neck, wrapping around it as he deepened the kiss. My body responded with a tingle that quickly spread all over me, settling as a rhythmic pulse between my legs.Fuck, I really missed him.His lips trailed a path from my lips to my throat, nibbling on my flesh. Then he kissed all the way down to the space between my breasts, until he covered the right one wi
Davina's POV Lucien stared at me like I was something out of a horror movie as I handed the gun to him. My hand slipped against the cold metal, which had just done what it was meant to to. I had just killed a person. On purpose. I was drugged so I could sleep better, but I ended up having those nightmares. It seemed to have lessened in the past week, only to torment me this night. I had woken up with a scream after dreaming of the part where Elena and her friend beat me so bad and the others watched and laughed. My heart felt so heavy and I wanted to hurt them. They were already hurt. Lucien had been torturing all of them. But I just wanted them dead. "Davina..." He called my name, but he seemed not to be able to find any other word. I wonder what he would think of me now. He reached for my hands, squeezing them tightly. "Your hands are shaking." I looked down to see them shivering, and I could not stop it. "I just killed someone." I expected him to be repulsed or say somethin
Lucien's POV Theodore lay on the bed unconscious. Lots of medical equipment were attached to him. He was even wearing an oxygen mask, as he was having difficulty breathing. From what I heard, they were preparing him for surgery. They somehow wanted to re-attach the tongue and hope he survives. But not under my watch. It had been a week since Davina got back home. She was still traumatized, scared and plagued with nightmares. But she was much better than how she was that day she was rescued. She still found it difficult to sleep. But tonight, the doctor injected her and she was quickly knocked off. The drug would help her sleep for about 8 to 10 hours. And that was why I managed to come here. I approached Theodore, then I unplugged all the equipments from his body, making him jolt awake. The machines went off, beeping loudly. It was supposed to alert the staff or security, but unfortunately, I'd disarmed them all. They were all sleeping soundly, and they would be out for a few hou
Davina's POVMy therapist was a tall woman. Brown and light golden hair packed into a bun. Her kind eyes stared at me like she could see through me. Mariah Villeri.We spent less than an hour together. She kept asking me questions, wanting me to open up about everything I went through. But I didn't know her. I didn't trust her. I couldn't open up.She told me stories of people she knew that passed through the same trauma, and found themselves again. How they healed and slowly adapted to their normal lives.The thing was that, I didn't even know who I was anymore. What I wanted. No goals. No ambitions. Just this pressing urge for survival and revenge.While we were talking, my mind kept drifting off, wondering where Kane was. I wanted him back, and I wanted to make him suffer.I thought about those people Lucien locked up. He had gone there to torture them, but I distracted him. I just wanted them dead.As children, we were thought about the importance of forgiveness. No matter how bad







