LOGINAfter a few more hours, the meeting ended. The pack began to disperse in small clusters, conversations muted and tense. Wolves who usually lingered now moved quickly. But I remained where I was.
My father spoke with the elders, his voice was calm and even, but I could feel the strain beneath it. I watched the way his shoulders never slumped, even as the last witness stepped away.
When the hall finally emptied, I turned to leave.
“Ethan.”
My father's voice stopped me instantly.
I paused, then turned back. “Yes, Father?”
He gestured subtly to his side. “Wait.”
I did.
The doors shut behind the last of the pack members. The hall felt cavernous now. It was too large and too quiet. My father stood there for a moment longer, staring at the space where his pack had been, then he turned to me.
“How was the first day of school?” he asked. "Is it any different from the other high schools you've been to?"
The question caught me off guard.
“It was… fine,” I said carefully. “Like the others, father. No difference at all.”
He stared at me the way he always did, not as a father first, but as an Alpha gauging a threat.
“We're in a different town, Ethan,” he said. “With different people. I don't expect every school to be thesame. So I need you to be completely honest with me. I can't believe that every school you've been to has been nothing but calm and peaceful. You're not in the midst of robots or soulless creatures.”
“Yes, father,” I replied. “But still, it's just school. I can't imagine how random it can be.”
He nodded slowly. “Hmm. And you didn’t draw attention to yourself.”
It wasn’t a question.
“I didn’t, Father,” I said. “I promise.”
His eyes narrowed slightly. “Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
A long pause stretched between us.
“Ethan,” he said quietly, and something in his voice softened. “You know I need the truth from you. Especially now... after all you've heard. I need to be certain my son is still in the clear.”
My chest tightened.
“I didn’t bring any attention to myself, father,” I repeated. "You don't have to worry about my safety. I blended in perfectly."
He searched my face one last time. Then he stood and crossed the distance between us, placing a heavy hand on my shoulder.
“Good,” he said. “That’s all I ask.”
I instantly felt relieved that he wasn't asking me about it anymore, because I didn't know how long I could keep it to myself before I told him about the incident in school. Guilt slid in behind my relief. Very sharp and unwelcome.
“Come,” he added. “Walk with me.”
We left the hall together, stepping into the house through the long corridor. My mother was in the dining room, placing the last dishes on the table. The scent of cooked meat and herbs filled the air.
“You’re just in time, my darlings,” she said, smiling when she saw me. “Dinner’s ready.”
I shook my head. “I hate to say this mum, but I’m not hungry.”
My father didn’t even look at me. “Well, your mother put in a lot of effort into this dish, and you will eat it. So sit.”
“I really don’t—”
“Ethan,” he said firmly. “I don't think I made myself clear. This isn't optional.”
I hesitated, then sighed. “Okay. But can I eat somewhere else?”
My mother glanced between us. “He’s had a long day,” she said gently. “I think we should let him—”
“No,” my father replied. “He eats with the family. I don't care what type of day he's had. He eats with us.”
I clenched my jaw.
“I’ll just grab something quick,” I said, reaching for the bread.
Before either of them could stop me, I took a piece and slipped out the door, and I headed toward the woods, moving quietly while letting the shadows swallow me. I knew Lucas would be out there, and if there was anyone I could be alone with. It was him.
When I got deep into the woods, I saw Lucas and quickly hid behind a large tree. And I almost made it unnoticed, but...
“Still not very good at hiding,” Lucas’s voice called out.
I scowled. “Someday, I will be. You'll see.”
He laughed. “Sure. I’ll be waiting.”
He stood near a small fire, turning a spit where meat roasted slowly, the scent rich and wild. He tossed me a piece without asking if I wanted one.
I caught it and sat across from him. We ate in silence for a moment.
“Fought with your dad again?” he asked.
“Not really,” I said. “Just… dinner problems. He wouldn't let me eat in my room.”
"Is that it?"
"I'm kinda tired of eating at the table with them. All we do is just eat, and nobody ever talks."
Lucas snorted. “You’re the only one who can walk away from the Alpha and live to tell the tale.”
“That’s not funny.”
“It kind of is,” he said. “Your pure Alpha blood has its perks. Not being able to be controlled by an Alpha like your dad.”
I frowned. “I don’t want to talk about him.”
Lucas raised a brow. “Then what are you doing out here? You always come to find me whenever you want to talk to someone or when you want to be alone.”
I hesitated. “You're right. But I don't want to talk about my dad. I want to talk about the Ashbound.”
His smile vanished instantly.
“Don’t ruin my dinner Ethan.”
“I need to understand,” I pressed.
His voice sharpened. “Ethan—”
“Please.”
He exhaled harshly, then stood and pulled his shirt over his head, showing me an old, ugly scar.
“Your scar? But I've seen this,” I said. "In case you've forgotten, you don't always wear a shirt around people."
“Yeah. But you don’t know how I got it,” he replied.
My throat went dry. “The Ashbound?”
He nodded. "Yes."
"How's that possible? We have the ability to heal our injuries, except if they were inflicted on us by the Alpha. How is it possible that the human hunters did this?"
"Yeah. It wasn't your father who did this, or any other alpha from other packs. It was the Ashbounds."
"How could they have done something to you that would leave a scar? I always thought my father did this."
“The Ashbounds used something supernatural,” he said. “Something that stopped me from healing myself.”
My stomach dropped.
“I was ten when it happened,” he continued quietly. “I wandered off to watch a carnival and got mixed up with some humans during the events. Being ten, I was unable to control my wolf. Some Ashbounds present then found me, and they didn’t care I was a child.”
He met my eyes.
“They don’t show mercy, Ethan,” Lucas said. “Not to anyone. Not even newborns. I was lucky I scurried my way out of there.”
The fire crackled between us.
"I am sorry," I muttered. "I can't believe something like that happened to you."
"I was treated by one of the pack members who managed to study human medicine. And because the beatings I got weren't severe, I lived," he added. "And for you to understand how bad these hunters are. The ones who caught me and attacked me... were teenagers like you. Imagine the type of hatred they had for our kind to be so ruthless at that age."
"I—I"
"You have to keep a low profile, Ethan. It's the only thing that's kept us safe for years."
For the first time, I truly understood what hunted us.
And that's the end of The Alpha Without a Wolf... or is it?First, thank you so much for taking this journey with Ethan and Derek. Their love, their struggles, and everything they've endured have made this story incredibly special, and I hope you've felt every heartbreak and every moment of happiness right alongside them.But I have a question for you.Would you want a Book 2?Because if Ethan's story continues, it won't pick up where we left off. It will begin one year later.A year without Derek. A year of trying to be the Alpha his pack needs while secretly being the man who still hasn't figured out how to live without the person he loves.Ethan will have tried to move on. He will have tried to accept that Derek is gone. But some bonds refuse to loosen, no matter how much time passes, and some goodbyes never feel final when your heart is still waiting for someone to return.Eventually, Ethan will reach his breaking point.He will leave his pack behind and set out to find Derek. Alon
For one brief second, I couldn’t speak, then I shook my head.“No.”“Ethan—”“No.”“I can do this.”“I said no, Bri.”“But I can fix it!”“And I said you’re not doing it!”My voice rang through the clearing.Bri flinched, but she didn’t retreat. “It’s my fault,” she insisted. “I made the choice that hurt you. I hurt Derek. I helped destroy something you both spent years building, and now you’re standing here with nothing because of me. Let me make it right. Please, Ethan.”I stared at her, struggling to keep my temper under control. “Do you hear yourself?”“Yes.”“No, you don’t.” I stepped closer. “You’re standing here telling me you’re going to die to fix a mistake we both made. You think that’s going to make everything better? You think I’m going to watch you sacrifice yourself and then go back to living happily ever after with Derek?”“If it means you get another chance—”“Stop!”She fell silent.I dragged a hand through my hair and looked away, trying to gather the pieces of mysel
I remained where I was long after Derek disappeared from my sight, thinking about all I could’ve done differently until I heard my name.“Ethan?”I didn’t respond.“Ethan?”Someone tapped my shoulder.I blinked, and the world slowly returned to me. I turned my head and found Bri standing beside me, staring at my face with concern.“Sorry,” I muttered, rubbing a hand over my face. “I didn’t realize you were there.”“I’ve been standing here for a while.” She tilted her head. “Are you okay?”I almost laughed.What kind of question was that? Was I okay?The man I had loved for years had just walked out of my life, and I had watched him go because I had destroyed the one thing that might have given him a reason to stay, but I couldn’t bring myself to say any of that.Instead, I looked at her and asked, “How are you feeling?”Bri stared at me as though she hadn’t expected me to ask.“I’m fine,” she answered after a moment. “A little exhausted, but I’ll recover.” Her expression softened. “I’
My breath caught. “No.”“Ethan—”“No, don't say that.”“I need you to listen to me.”“Then tell me what I can do!” I pleaded. “Tell me what you need from me, and I'll do it. Anything. Just don't leave me like this.”He closed his eyes briefly, and when he opened them again, I could see the tears he was trying so hard to hold back.“Do you know what I kept thinking about while we were fighting?”I shook my head.“I kept thinking about you and Bri.”My chest tightened. “Derek…”“Every time I looked at you, every time I heard you call my name, every time I thought about what would happen if we survived that battle, I remembered that you slept with her.”He swallowed hard.“I was trying to fight for your pack. I was trying to keep everyone alive. I was trying to focus on the people who needed us, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get that image out of my head.” He gave a bitter, humorless laugh. “Even when your life was in danger, I couldn't stop thinking about it. I hated myself
When we finally pulled apart, Lucas cleared his throat and wiped his face with the back of his hand. He looked uncomfortable, as though he regretted allowing me to see that side of him. But before either of us could say anything, I heard footsteps approaching as my half-brothers walked into the room.The eldest folded his arms across his chest and frowned, his gaze fixed somewhere over my shoulder. He seemed determined not to look at me, and the stubbornness in his expression reminded me of myself when I was younger.I couldn't blame him for being guarded, as whatever Lucas had told them about me over the years, they had grown up believing it.Lucas glanced at the boys, then turned toward me. “There's something I should do,” he said.I looked at him.He placed a hand on the youngest one's shoulder and gestured toward the eldest. “Boys, come here.”The youngest immediately moved closer. The eldest hesitated before reluctantly stepping forward, although he kept his arms folded.Lucas si
My breath caught. “Mom. Oh, Mom”She stared at me as though she couldn't quite believe I was there, then she took a small step forward while I crossed the room in an instant and wrapped my arms around her. She hugged me back, holding me tightly against her.“Oh, my boy,” she whispered.I buried my face against her shoulder. For so long, I had imagined coming home and finding her safe. I'd imagined hearing her voice, feeling her arms around me, and knowing that I hadn't returned too late. Now it was happening.She was alive, and the war was over.“I thought I was going to lose you,” I admitted, my voice breaking.My mother tightened her arms around me. “You came back and finished what you said you would.”“I promised I would, Mum. I had to.”She pulled away just enough to look at my face. Her eyes were wet, and her hands moved over my cheeks as if she needed to reassure herself that I was real.“You're here,” she whispered. “You're really here.”I nodded, unable to find the words to an







