KALILA POV
I could not be mistaken. I pinched myself to see if I was dreaming. I had seen him die. I saw him stop breathing. I saw them trying to revive him!I stumbled towards him and ran into him, not minding if he wasn't fully prepared for my attack.I wrapped my arms around him and clutched his shirt tightly.My lower lips trembled, and I blinked back the tears at the back of my eyes, but it was useless.It came pouring down hard and fast, blinding my vision. I didn't need to see anyway; I only desired to feel his strong arms around me."I'm sorry, Apollo. I am so sorry. I didn't mean for that to happen to you!" I cried.I was in his arms for a few seconds until I felt him extract my arms away from my body.He stared at me coldly, and he let out a grunt."I-I...""Save it." He said gruffly. "And who the hell is Apollo?!"He seemed to be mad for some reason I didn't understand.I tried walking towards him, but his voice halted me again."How dare you mention another man's name under my roof?!" His voice still had that icy feel.It made me shudder.I shook my head, blinking back the tears behind my eyes. Did he have amnesia after slamming his head into the pavement? Didn't be remember me?I doubted he did because Apollo had never acted this coldly toward me before. Although he was out of my league, he was receptive toward me.He was charming, unlike this cold, arrogant man before me."What do you mean by that?" I murmured, clutching the hem of the dress I donned.He marched towards me and halted. "What else do you want, Dahlia? You can't even mention my name correctly."He snarled at me.I slinked back at the harshness of his words.Who was Dahlia?I recalled Nova had called him Alpha Ares Archer. But how did he have Apollo's face but a different personality from him?"Apollo and Alpha Ares are different," Nova spoke, confirming my suspicion. "Alpha Ares is your mate. In other words, he is Dahlia's mate, and you are in Dahlia's body."I wished I could remember all that was happening at this instant. At least I'd be able to face off against the Alpha, who seemed like he'd do anything more than to be in the same room as me.I couldn't recall my memories because Nova hadn't told me about them.I didn't know the relationship Dahlia had with him as well.I breathed and moved toward him, "I'm sorry for the misconception. But I don't remember our past.""Liar!" Ares barked, startling me again. "I've always known you to be a manipulator, but I never knew you'd try to use this memory loss on me. Might I remind you again that you already got what you desired?""Stop fucking acting pitiful to get my attention. That can never work on me anymore." He growled.And that seemed to piss me off. I was furious. He had come to the room only to bark at me, whereas I did nothing wrong. I wonder if he was this terrible to everyone."You are such a horrible Alpha; if that is how you treat everyone, I feel sorry for whoever comes near you!" I blurted out before I could help myself.I clenched my hands and bit my lower lip.I chanced a glance at Alpha Ares and saw his startled gaze. His nostrils flared, and he breathed in noisily.I guess he wasn't expecting me to respond to him in that manner."As much as you are the Luna, you need to respect him and refrain from trying to reveal your identity," Nova said.I bit my tongue, swallowing back the rude retorts in my mouth.It wasn't delightful. He could be mean to me, but I couldn't be mean to him.It wasn't my intention to reveal my identity, but it seemed whatever was going on between Alpha Ares and Dahlia, I had been dragged into it.There was no way I could escape.Ares marched towards me angrily. He gritted his teeth and scowled at me. His mouth opened, but no words came out of it. I guess he was trying to control his speech.After an intense glare, he stormed out of the room, leaving me.I sighed, plopping on the bed as soon as he left.I was exhausted. I still needed rest. It seemed like my body had not fully healed from the accident.I shut my eyes momentarily and drifted off.I came awake to the sound of yelling.I jumped out of bed and walked to the window. The stars brightened the sky, and the full moon was out. I could have sworn I had only shut my eyes briefly, but it was already nighttime.I could make out people running here and there with more yelling.I guess the pack was getting attacked, as Nova had said.I tried running to the door to let myself out; although I didn't know how to help, I knew I needn't stay idle.The door was locked.I tried on the handle several times, but nothing happened.I walked back towards the window and saw everywhere was calm again.What had happened?I wanted someone to desperately let me in on what was happening, but there was no one to ask, and I doubted Nova would help.I jumped as I heard the lock twisting, and Alpha Ares strode in.I eyed him, and he did the same."What happened?" I asked as he walked towards the wardrobe.Alpha Ares ignored me for a few seconds and searched for only god knows what.I saw him grip a flannel and tug the white T-shirt off his body. I then realised the blood stains on the T-shirt, but it didn't seem like it was from him, although several stitches covered his body.I averted my gaze as he turned to look at me.I flushed, glancing away."An attack." He said gruffly. "And you can do nothing about it." He added.He was making me look useless again. I wish I could hit him in his face hard, but Nova's warning sounded in my head, so I refrained.I watched as he finished changing his outfit; he scowled at me as he did to me before he left me alone again.KALILA POV I looked up at the moon and asked, "Will Nova still be with me?" "Nova dies with you as Dahlia." The goddess replied. I cleared my throat and took a deep breath. "I wish to stay here and live as Dahlia and Ares's Luna," I said, and something like a heavy weight was lifted off my heart. The satisfaction I had been looking for just flooded into my body like a fucking tsunami. The void in me was filled to a plethora, and the smile I had been struggling with formed on my face. This was it, and this was the discovery of myself I had been searching for all this while. I was meant to be here, with Ares and the rest of them. "Very well, Kalila, your wish has been granted." She beamed at me."Just like that?" I asked, hoping an out of the body experience would happen. Like something magical to signify it was done."Just like that," The moon goddess said; it was the last I would hear of her for quite some time. I watched the moon fade as it ascended back into the dark void; sl
KALILA'S POV The moment I blacked out, I knew that was it, that was the end of "Dahlia" and the return of Kalila. I did it! Three months, three whole months of torture and endurace, and love and pain had finally come to an end. I was in something like a dark hole; all around me was darkness.But something wasn't right, something wasn't right with me; I didn't feel that satisfaction; I didn't feel that plethora of happiness I had always pictured that I would feel when this moment finally came. There was a void in me, an emptiness that only increased as I felt myself growing further and further away from the Crescent moon pack, from Ares, Jeremy and Angela and Melissa, and everyone who wasn't trying to kill me, and the only question I could ask myself was 'Why?' Why was it like this? Did Nova's departure cause the emptiness in me? It could be.Nova was already a part of me; I loved her; even when we didn't see eye to eye; even when I didn't heed to her advice, I loved my wolf. I
ARES POV I sat in my study; my fingers were shaking as I smoked cigarette after cigarette. My mind was in complete turmoil; all my threats were gone, all of them. I expected a happily ever after with Dahlia; even though I knew she wasn’t who she claimed to be, it suddenly didn’t matter anymore. My love had reached new heights for her, and all I wanted in this whole world was for her to remain by my side. But I wasn’t battling just any werewolf or Lycan, and my obstacle was the Moon goddess herself.“You can’t lose her, Ares. You have to do everything within your power to keep her.” Leo said. Although inside of me, his voice was as sad as Jeremy’s. “What can I do, Leo? It’s not in my hands anymore; if it was against mere mortals, I would have handled the situation and kept my Luna. How am I supposed to hold her back if it was the wish of the moon goddess to take her?” I asked the thought of Dahlia leaving for good didn’t even want to register in my mind. “Then there’s only one th
ARES'S POVMy heart lurched when Angela rushed into my study breathlessly. I stared at her with wide eager eyes, waiting for her to deliver the news that made her so tense and seemingly excited. “She's awake! The Luna is awake, Alpha Ares, Luna Dahlia is finally awake!” She kept screaming and I jumped up from my chair and ran out of the room. When I got to the door, only then did I slow my pace and tried to act cool and collected. Although I managed to pull it off when I walked in, my heart was beating wildly and crazily. My hands were itching to touch her smooth, austere skin, my lips were craving the feel of hers. Everything in me was channeled towards her but I was Ares, I had to be calm. Jeremy was coming back today from a healer, he had been heavily wounded from the battle and had to be rushed away. The doctors did their part but Jeremy still insisted on a local healer to ensure that the scars went away quickly. After Dahlia/ Kalila and I spoke for a while and I revealed tha
KALILA’S POVThere was something about the way the guards regarded me when they led me outside the palace. I only thought about it more the next day after I woke up on a pile of carefully selected grasses. When I had stopped struggling and accepted that Ares hated and rejected me, I just let the guards take me away. Outside the pack house, they had let me go instead of dragging me all the way and I walked out with them by my side with a little dignity. I couldn’t find Jeremy anywhere, he probably didn’t want to set his eyes on me either. The guards gave me a bemoaning look before they bowed and said, “So long, Luna Dahlia.” They still acknowledged me as the Luna, I had won almost everyone over in the past two months and a few weeks. I thought about Angela and how she would react when she figured out that I was gone. Perhaps, she would be as disappointed as Ares and Jeremy after learning about the secret I had kept from them.Regardless, I wasn’t going to leave so easily, I couldn’t
ARES’S POVThe sound of the glass on the wall was like a shrill cry of a baby. It came crashing down to the floor in splinters and I just stared at it with bloodshot eyes. “Fuck!” I exclaimed aloud and bit my lower lip hard until I felt a rush of blood.This couldn’t be happening, this couldn’t be fucking happening. How could this be? How could this be real? It was absurd, it surely couldn’t be possible that another person’s spirit would take over someone else’s body. It made absolutely no sense! I looked at Jeremy who still had the diary in his hands, then Jeremy looked at me. “She didn’t take the diary with her.” He said gloomily. “She’s Kalila, she’s not Dahlia. She…she confessed it to me and I’m sure as her close friend she must have done same to you. What did she say?” I asked, dropping to one of the couches in the room. “Wait, before you sit, get me a drink.” Jeremy stood still, not moving and not obeying my orders I squinted at him and cocked my head sideways in confusion