Chapter Six- Amethyst

Once a day the alpha allows me to go down to the kitchen so I can eat. Most days he keeps me locked up in his room while having his way with me, along with other women, or having me suffer in pain while I am forced to watch. On the times I do go down to the kitchen he has a guard always following and watching after me. I am just glad despite the pain he puts me through he has never hit me. Unlike the others in the pack. On my way to the kitchen, I see a group of girls standing around chatting.

“Slut,” I hear someone say as I walk past.

“Yeah, she is always in the room with the Alpha. No telling what they are doing in there.” Another says in a sassy tone.

“Omg, You can even hear her screaming. He must be that big and that good.”

“I wouldn’t mind getting a piece of him if he really is. He is so handsome and strong.” Then they laughed as I walked by.

If only they knew my screams are screams of pain and not pleasure. I feel tears filling my eyes, but I refuse to let them fall. Once inside the kitchen my friend Mandy runs and gives me a hug and whispers. “I have something important to tell you.”

Then she steps back and glances at my bodyguard and I nod in understanding.

As I ate the meal, she prepared for me she sat next to me on the stool at the island with her back to the guard blocking his view of me.

“Do not respond but look casual for what I have to tell you, ok?” She whispers as low as she can. I nod my agreement curious as to what she has to say to me. Good thing the guard is far enough next to the door that even with his wolf hearing he would not be able to hear her words.

“Someone has been searching for you.” She begins and my eyes widen before I settle my expression.

“There was a neighboring beta from another pack asking around about you and left several cards with his number on them. I snuck one of the cards.” She paused asking out loud, “How is the food? I tried a different recipe."

“It is very good. Thank you, Mandy.” I slowed my eating so she could finish telling me what this is all about.

“I called the number, and the beta handed his phone to the man that ordered the search. He is an alpha of another pack. But I don’t know which pack.” She continues to whisper. “He claims he is your second chance mate. I told him everything that is happening to you here. I believe he is going to plan a rescue.”

I choked on my food as she told me this. “Oh my gosh, are you ok? Here drink this water.” She hands me a glass of water and I drink it.

Is it possible that even before one is rejected the Moon Goddess could bring a second chance mate? Does this mean all this pain and suffering will finally come to an end? I take Mandy’s hand and squeezed it and mouth ‘Thank you,’

I finally have something to hope for. I just have to stay strong a little while longer.

I am glad that Jacob never intends to mark me. He has never even told anyone he was mated. I just cannot believe how many women in this pact are whores, and don’t even care that while he is having sex with them, I am in the room suffering in pain.

Could be the thrill of being with an alpha that they enjoy. Sometimes he brings in multiple women and has orgies with them all. With lots of drinking and sex. So far, he has not included me in those. Only the pain is still there.

I have been trying to stay strong with the hope I now carry in my heart, but the pain all the time is beginning to weaken not only me but my wolf Sadie. I hate that he is making my wolf suffer like this. I can’t help but wonder how his wolf Rayon feels about what Jacob is doing. After all, he claims my presence calms his wolf. But his wolf must know what the pain is doing to Sadie. After all, they are mates too.

It was after one of these orgies that I am on the rug next to the fireplace breathing heavily with tear stains on my flushed cheeks that I speak to Sadie.

‘Just hold on Sadie. Our new mate will come and rescue us. Soon the suffering will stop.’

‘I hope you are right.’ She says weakly. ‘I hope you are right.’

‘Hope is all we have, girl. I hope he is right about being our second chance mate. I don’t want to believe that the moon goddess could be this cruel.’

‘She isn’t. I should know. I commune with her on the full moon nights. There has to be a reason only known to her what we are going through this.’

‘I wish I knew what it was?’ I say closing my eyes.

‘Me too.’ Sadie says in a whisper.