"Having more migraines?" Eros asks all of a sudden, returning his suspicions eyes to me, saving me from the gross future memories. I blink and pay attention to his stupid face, "Because you look like you want to throw up."
"Yeah," I murmur, "I'll take a pill in a minute." “Take it now,” he says, eyes narrowing even more, “Show us your medication. Let me see the n—“ "Are you ready to move in, Saint?" Elio asks, interrupting and absolutely ignoring his son again. I can’t hide my smile at that, "You'll share the house with the rest of our main security guys, but it’s big enough for all of you. And you’ll have your own bedroom.” "That sounds good," I nod and shrug, "Everything I own is in my suitcase, so I'm ready to go anywhere, anytime.” "Perfect, I like that. I travel a lot and you'll be coming with me, as my HS… but only after you’ve finished your probationary period with my guys. I’ll give you two weeks to show me everything you’re promising," Elio says. I nod without showing him any hesitation, which he appreciates. Then he looks at Eros briefly, "Whenever I'm not traveling, you'll stay with my son and his bodyguards. If you could train him a little in the meantime, that would be great." "What?" Eros asks, "Train me how? And why?” "Because you want to be a part of this, Birdie. So I need you to learn how to shoot a gun. And it wouldn't hurt if you learned some combat," he answers in a strong voice and a pointed look to shut him up when Eros opens his mouth to complain, then he returns his eyes to me, "I want him to know how to kill a man. That is non-negotiable, Birdie. This is what you wanted, right?” "Kind of, but I'm not a killer," he whines, giving me a side eye, "I'm a good person." "I’m a good person too I and I've killed multiple people. Too many to count," Elio shrugs and Eros makes a grimace. Oh, he really has no clue of the dark stuff his daddy is capable of, "If you want this, you do exactly what I tell you to do. Last chance.” Eros crosses his arms and my brain starts over-flowing. This time I do have to close my eyes and take a deep breath to control the slight nausea. I've never had this happen before, not like this. My mind is showing me thousands of different alternatives because Eros is the one in control right now. Whatever he chooses will affect me too. "Fine, I'll take it," he finally decides. I knew we would end up in this conclusion, but he could've taken a hundred different routes to it, "I guess I'll go home and pack up my life." "It's too late to drive around," Elio says, but I know for a fact Eros will make it to his apartment safe and sound tonight. And in just four days, he'll move in to The Cage. "He'll be okay," I say out loud because I don’t want to deal with him any longer, "Nothing suspicious has transpired for a few days, which means the roads are free and safe for the moment. It could change, but right now it's safe." Looking for excuses to explain how I know what I know it’s the hardest part of my ability. That and making people actually believe me. Right now, my new boss narrows his eyes as he looks at me. "When it comes to my son's life," he starts, his eyes so damn cold all of a sudden. No more Mr Nice Guy, I guess, "That is my most precious treasure, Bernard St Claude. If you ever mess up and he ends up hurt or dead because of it, I will make sure you pay for it. I don't play when it comes to him, got it?" "Got it, Sir," I nod. And my wolf instantly approves of this man and my new job. Protecting my mate. There's no one better for this job than me, "I value my life as well. So give me some credit, yeah? You'll see in time, I don't usually make mistakes." "We'll see," he nods, then he motions to Eros and gets up to give him a hug as goodbye. I stay seated while Eros hugs his dad tightly. They say ‘I love you’ to each other as if they're never seeing each other again. And this is a thing, by the way. A forever thing. Because they're both extremely traumatized about death. Dear mother, I really need to lay down and have a proper fucking crash out about this situation, but when Eros leaves the room and Elio turns to me again, I force a smile. "This situation with my son could be momentary," he comments as he sits back down, “Birdie is fickle and unreliable, he moves with the wind and takes decisions from the heart in the moment. I want him out of this twisted world but he’s stubborn as a mule so I'll entertain it while it lasts and you will make sure he's okay. That is priority number one from now on.” "I understand," I nod, “I’ll take care of your Birdie.” There is really nothing special about this man in front of me. No real power, no Alpha presence whatsoever. And yet, his energy is very strong, stronger than even other Alphas I’ve come across. He knows he holds as much power as humanly possible and he's not afraid to abuse it. "Thank you. Family is the most important thing we have, isn’t it?" He asks, his fake nice smile returning to his face. I nod even though I couldn’t give any less of a shit about my family, “Where’s yours?” "My parents are still in Canada," I respond. And Canada is a code-word for my pack, Akino, "We’re not close. And I have no siblings… and no wife, either." "Hm. That makes it harder for me to keep you on your toes," he says with another deceivingly nice smile, "I usually go for the family first when I want to make a statement, but I can still turn you into fresh meat for my animals if you give me a reason to… you’re aware of the repercussions if you ever think about betraying me, don’t you?” "Of course I know, Gideon was very graphic. But I’m not worried in the slightest. Loyalty is everything to me," I lie, making Elio nod in complete approval, “Can we talk money now?" Elio nods and gives me a real smile. "We can," he says and I finally get some happiness back when he tells me the initial weekly payment. That huge sum he mentions is for me being in the probationary period, not even the Head of Security yet. And is a lot more that I would make as Alpha in a whole month, "But that’s not all, I love to give bonuses and rewards to my guys when I feel like they deserve it. And if you do a good enough job, I'm always open to discussing a raise. When it comes to security I’m always extremely generous so I will expect you to give me your best. All the time. Trust me, I’ll make it worth it.” "You got it," I respond, trying not to jump in joy. That’s all I fucking wanted, "I promise you'll be very happy with my performance, Sir. Give me time to show you what I can do." "I will," he nods and then offers his hand, "Welcome to the inner circle, Saint. I have a good feeling about you.”"Who's this?" he asks, pointing at other one of my old friends. So now I have to tell him everyone's names and the backstory on how we met. There’s not even too much to say, there's not many people in Akino so I'm basically friends with anyone who is around my age. Not to mention, I became very popular when everyone realized I was a True Alpha and my ability came out. Suddenly, everyone wanted to be my friend. "Everyone is so hot," Eros says at the end, looking at the photo deeper. He's thinking hard, "Would you ever take me to this place? Akino?" "Why? So you can repeat over and over how everyone is so hot?" I grumble, salty. This time, I successfully snatch my phone back, "No. And not only because I'd be annoyed at that. I can't go back because people are expecting me to fulfill a role I don't want." "The Alpha thing," he murmurs, I nod, "So... why not? You can explain better now that I know more about what’s actually going on." "You still wouldn't understand," I sigh, but then
"Uhm, are you completely sure I won't forget how to drive in the middle of the road and create a car crash with multiple deaths?" Eros asks. I don't even bother responding, I just give him a blank look. I've told him before that I hate being questioned, "Alright, but if something happens, it'll be on you.""Nothing will happen," I repeat, slower this time, "I want this to be the last time you doubt me. It's not attractive, I don't like it."Eros laughs."So, in order to be attractive to you, I have to just accept that you're an all-knowing, all-powerful being?" he asks like that's ridiculous, I just nod, "Saint, you need an ego check.""What I need is a mate who'll shut up and do everything I say," I snap and point at the ignition, "Let's go, man. I'm hungry.""Fine, alright," he murmurs like he's the one annoyed by me, but then he actually starts the car and drives to the gates. He takes a huge breath and releases it slowly as he drives off, "So, tell me more about what you find attr
"So… what is that 'mate' thing about?" my dad asks, genuinely curious instead of suspicious. He's just a curious man in general, so he might like to hear all about Saint's weird religion. "Saint and his cult think we were born to be together forever because some entity said so. Apparently, it makes people really crazy about their specific mate person." "You are so wrong," Rose mutters under her breath, eyes narrowed as if she's annoyed at me, "First of all, we're not a cult." "Mother," Saint growls, making her turn to him, "If he wants to call it a fucking cult, he can." "Well, he should know the truth," she growls back. Just to be clear, I wouldn't do this to a woman, but someone should put a prong collar on her too. Like mother, like son, "And if you don't start talking soon, I will. I'll tell your little mate every detail you're conveniently letting out and I'm sure he'll make you go back home to us. He'll understand you're needed with your people." I doubt it. I want him here
I wake up at God knows what time, but my phone is ringing and Saint is groaning in complaint. I get up with a pained groan to grab it and when I see it's my dad, I immediately feel awake. "Yes? What's up?" I ask, alarmed. He wouldn't be calling me unless... "Come down for breakfast, in the backyard," he says with a casual tone. I relax and fall back down to bed, "Saint too, I need a word with both of you. And move fast, the food is almost ready." "Ugh, what time is it?" I groan and look at the screen, it's fucking eight AM. But I can't say no to my dad, "Fine, we'll be there in five." I throw my phone away and shake Saint. He's already awake, but unwilling to open his eyes. I'm in pain, dirty as fuck and tired. So tired. We fucked again two times last night, one in the shower and the other in bed again. We're probably running on four hours of sleep, at most. "My dad wants us to have breakfast with him," I let Saint know, he doesn't move, "You should go to your room and get dec
“You'll have to work harder for that kiss, though. You'll have to take me out on a date and hold my hand in public and actually treat me like your boyfriend," I demand, loving how he looks less and less enthusiastic, but nods anyway. I don't know why this is working so much for me, but I push his chest until he's fully lying on his back and then I climb on his lap. He pulled his pants back on, but I'm still naked and this is really hot, "You'll have to say something nice to me every day. Something say nicer than 'I want to fuck you'." "I'll try, can't promise I'll succeed," he responds with a voice that turns more and more distracted as his hands move to my hips and his eyes get hyper-focused on my body. My abs, more specifically.I haven't had much of an appetite lately and I've been hitting the gym with Brody every day since we arrived from Cancun, so I’m ripped and tanned. I look really, really good. I lift my arms and flex them for Saint. And for the first time, I get to see a
"No," I move my face away before he can actually do it. He stops and starts glaring at me immediately, "You don't get to kiss me yet." "WHAT?" he growls and my heart spikes up, but I remind it Saint won't hurt me, even if he sounds like a crazy man when he talks like that, "You're fucking rejecting me?" "You don't deserve it," I murmur, but I watch him disappear inside his own mind again. God, it's so weird when he does that. His eyes unfocus and he really looks like he's going somewhere else, "Saint, come back." "Why are you saying no? You never say no to me," he complains with an actual pout he would never admit to. I hate to think he looks cute, but he does, "What changed?" Now that I know there's actually something going on where he gets answers by the universe or whatever, I realize a lot of instances where he's been weird like this. He speaks as if things already happened and I thought it was just a Canadian way of speaking, but I guess not. "You're not devoted enough for