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Chapter thirty five
DAX'S POV
I know I'm pushing myself too hard and pushing people away but right now I don't know how to stop doing it. I never wanted to feel the pain of what I felt after I lost my Mum, but somehow this is worse. Not that I loved my Dad more than my Mum just I lost my Alpha aswell as my Dad. He showed me how to ride a bike, how to fight and how to lead people and he did it all after loosing his mate. For years he was my only family (blood family anyway).
I feel lost and have no one to help guide me in the right direction, that's what my Dad used to do.
I know people are trying to help me get through this and are trying to help make the transition of me into the Alpha easier especially Aurora.
Hardly seeing Aurora has been painful, but I have to put what I want to the side to make sure I am the best Alpha I can be for this pack and to make my Dad proud.
Climbing out of bed away from her each morning is hard when all I want to do is pull her up again
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